I broke down immediately upon the news. It came so naturally that i didnt really realise. I'm sure, all of you friends broke down too. Too unexpected, too sudden, too heartbroken. My supervisor didnt know what to do mann. But i really thank her for being so understanding.
You know, I still remember you smsing me bout school work during year 1, and i seldom reply. I only replied them when i think it's a need. Therefore, we never really knew each other.
And we never really interact, till we got into year 3. FYP. Till now, i never regret joining this group, though me and yuan ting have to be seperated. We had fun, we had laughter, we had quarrels, we had arguements, we even threw temper on each other when things go wrong, and when the deadline draws near.
You're our audio leader. A leader, who take it easy, but puts trust on us. I remember, at the beginning, i did a badly composed song. He said, "never mind, we can use it on the other town". It's sweet.
You made me change my mind of you, the way you do work. Working with you has never been a chore, in fact, you saved 8gg. You're the one who 'bao ga liao' at the very end. You're the one who make the effort to save everyone of us.
I, or rather WE will never forget, how we slog and slog through our fyp. 8gg has come a long way. Our outings, our chit chat at esplanade, our achievement to make it to SPInnovex.
I remember how i doubt you that u can complete 'color rush'. haa. I made u play and show to us. You're good! Spinnovex was our last 8gg outing. and I'm glad, I've gone to the outing, we've listened to your problems, and your life. I still remember, i sat beside you on that day, in the circle.
During final presentation, which is 6 mths ago, at MLT 11. I rushed down, and forgot to bring my index cards. I grabbed your index cards and use it as a security during my turn to present. Thank you.
8gg and yt's group chalet
8gg's first group photo
After final presentation
after 8gg's final presentation.
Dinner @ redhill, after final presentation. He sat beside me.
After SPinnovex 2005
@ cafe cartel, after Spinnovex 05. He sat beside me too.
@ Esplanade merlion, well, he sat beside me too.
our parting shots
Our last.
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Thank you for your memories that you left for us. *hugs* 8gg, we'll miss him yea?
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Too many things happen in too short a time. I lost 2 person in my life in just a month. Different kind of lost though. But .. sigh. March sucks to the core.
Choices are made, but somehow, i regretted, for not going down during lunch hour. Is it so difficult to spend a few bucks on cab, for the last moment? no. fuck. the feeling just sucks.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:28 AM
Screw the world.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
SCREW THE WORLD.
posted by Cecilia @ 3:03 PM
Keep going.
posted by Cecilia @ 3:03 PM
Keep going.
Suddenly, we all realise that life is so much more vulnerable than what we have always thought. Aren't we taking it for granted? Throwing things/ people away that we think are 'unwanted',and always sure that there's a tomorrow? We make empty promises, we give false hopes, we hate this person, and love that person, etc. Sometimes, to think of it, is every decision made, worth it?
But it simply doesnt make sense that you spend all your money today and dont keep for tomorrow if you think there's no tmr. The point is, live life to the fullest.
Our very own friend, very own classmate, and 8gg's very own member. We know you can pull through yea? Be strong, make it through this terrible nightmare, go all the way, all the way. Open your eyes, and see the light.
Look at your family members, look at us, for the fact that we tear for you, for the first time that zihao showed his emotions, and for the fact that the doctors struggle to bring you back.
You know what, this is not the perfect way to show us how precious life is. Please wake up, sleeping to much aren't good.
Thank God, so much, that at least, his condition is stabalised.
posted by Cecilia @ 7:15 AM
Wierd dream again.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
But it simply doesnt make sense that you spend all your money today and dont keep for tomorrow if you think there's no tmr. The point is, live life to the fullest.
Our very own friend, very own classmate, and 8gg's very own member. We know you can pull through yea? Be strong, make it through this terrible nightmare, go all the way, all the way. Open your eyes, and see the light.
Look at your family members, look at us, for the fact that we tear for you, for the first time that zihao showed his emotions, and for the fact that the doctors struggle to bring you back.
You know what, this is not the perfect way to show us how precious life is. Please wake up, sleeping to much aren't good.
Thank God, so much, that at least, his condition is stabalised.
posted by Cecilia @ 7:15 AM
Wierd dream again.
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
I seriously cant believe what i'm dreaming mann. It's ridiculous. So what on earth did i dream last night???
- I was chased by..... cockroaches. Not that they're after my life, but they just wanna disturb me. As a typical scared-of-cockroaches girl, i ran as fast as i can. ~.~ hmm..if i remember correctly, there're only 2 cockroaches. This is hilarious. ><
Before that, in the dream, i was having a long distance running race. ~.~ already panting. Just after e race, the runners went to a run down room to rest. zz. yeaah. then the cockroaches came after me. ran in circles for many times mann. practically running for my life. zz. i jerked, and awoke in the middle of e night. searching if there're any cockroaches on my bed. wth.
anyway, i fell asleep again. This time i dreamt a different dream. I dreamt of tom. haha. ok i know u guys must b thinking it's normal right? but what i dreamt was wierd! In e dream, i dream that tom did not go home last night. (yes, on e very night i dream). i wandered around.. searching. I keep thinking in the dream, where did he go, what he's doing outside, is it that anything happen etc. and i talked to alan on MSN! HAHAHA! i asked him how's his fyp. he said tom did not go home that night, must wait for him to go home before he can continue his stuffs. duh.
~.~ they're not in e same FYP group though. wierd. my brain cock up already. LOL.
zz
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*pops in one ester chocolate egg*
posted by Cecilia @ 10:21 AM
EMOTICONS!
Monday, March 28, 2005
- I was chased by..... cockroaches. Not that they're after my life, but they just wanna disturb me. As a typical scared-of-cockroaches girl, i ran as fast as i can. ~.~ hmm..if i remember correctly, there're only 2 cockroaches. This is hilarious. ><
Before that, in the dream, i was having a long distance running race. ~.~ already panting. Just after e race, the runners went to a run down room to rest. zz. yeaah. then the cockroaches came after me. ran in circles for many times mann. practically running for my life. zz. i jerked, and awoke in the middle of e night. searching if there're any cockroaches on my bed. wth.
anyway, i fell asleep again. This time i dreamt a different dream. I dreamt of tom. haha. ok i know u guys must b thinking it's normal right? but what i dreamt was wierd! In e dream, i dream that tom did not go home last night. (yes, on e very night i dream). i wandered around.. searching. I keep thinking in the dream, where did he go, what he's doing outside, is it that anything happen etc. and i talked to alan on MSN! HAHAHA! i asked him how's his fyp. he said tom did not go home that night, must wait for him to go home before he can continue his stuffs. duh.
~.~ they're not in e same FYP group though. wierd. my brain cock up already. LOL.
zz
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*pops in one ester chocolate egg*
posted by Cecilia @ 10:21 AM
EMOTICONS!
Monday, March 28, 2005
*HEEEEEE* I'm so proud of myself! wahhahahaha. okay, i'll show u ONE icon only. lol. cannot reproduce uh.. so in case anybody use them ya. ^^
my proudest icon.
posted by Cecilia @ 8:52 PM
Lunch hour.
my proudest icon.
posted by Cecilia @ 8:52 PM
Lunch hour.
Message: 1. Your name
- cecilia
2. Where were your parents born
- singapore
3. What is the last thing you downloaded
- forgot.
4. What is your favourite restaurant?
- long john's silver, but my dream restaurant would be the one at paragon.
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
- too long ago.
6. Have you ever been in a school play
- yeah, pri sch.
7. How many kids do you want
- 2. no bargain.
8. Type of music you DISLIKE most
- nah, music is part of my life, i enjoy all of them.
9. Are you registered to vote?
- nah, not yet.
10. Do you have a car
- not even a licence yet.
11. Do you like rollercoasters
- yeah. it makes your heart lag behind your body.
12. Ever prank call any1 b4?
- uh, i guess so. when i was young
13. Chattin with?
- nope. every body's having lunch now, and it's not nice chatting on msn during work. HAHA
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky divin
- sky diving.
15. Are you shy
- yes and no.
16. Do you think you're popular
- uh, not really. auctally, no. hha
17. What's the size of your bed
- i alternate between super single and single.
18. Do you really know all the words to
your national anthem
- hmmm.. *shrugs*
19. Bath or Shower
- shower.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4
months
- Howl's moving castle.
21. What's the next movie you want to see
- actually i dont like watching movies. i'm only enthusiastic when i wanna watch something i really want to.
22. Chips or popcorn
- popcorn.
23. Have you ever broken any1s heart
- yeah. who dont?
24. Status
-single
25. Are you a good cook?
- YES YES! if you believe. well actually i'm not a bad cook (some dishes), but dont know why whenever i say i can cook, people shink their faces.
26. Orange or Apple juice
- orange is EWW. apple = thumbs up!
27. Who you last went out to dinner with
and where did you go to..?
- my aunt's place for dinner, had crabbies and prawnies, with my family of course.
28. Fave drink
- milo freak here. other than that, apple juices would be good.
29. Best thing in the world
- thing? hmm music is a life.
30. Have you ever broken a bone
- uh no. im gentle, yea? HAHA
31. Have you ever won a trophY?
- yeah, silver for netball during pri sch, 2 trophies in band (pri and sec), and 1 in a drawing competition in pri sch.
32. What is your favorite board game
- MMPJ board game. [p/s: ah pooh, wendy: i'm promoting your game)
33. Someone in mind
- yes, but it's over.
34. Do you have a bf/gf
- yeah, i got lots of girlfriends.
35. Do you still love your ex?
- i guess this one i wont need to spell out yea?
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform
to work?
- uh.. apron only (at bibi & baba)
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
- Nivea moisturising hand cream
38. Who are you going to marry
- uh *shrugs* now. i'm still young.
39. Who would you like to meet
- denis keller in person.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- no.
41. Whats your favourite song right now?
- come what may, and tong hua.
42. Where would you go for a romantic
evening?
- anywhere.
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own
- 4. 2 converse, 1 rift, 1 pumps
44. Last song stuck in your head
- come what may.
45. Any pets
- yes, 1 eeyore, and 2 pigs. They sleep with me.
46. Best Teevee show rite now
- ru hua. my only entertainment, though it's kind of stupid. haha.
47. What is one thing you would like to
learn to do?
- there's 2. i really wish i could pick up, tennis, and guitar.
48. What do you do when you are bored
- read blogs.
49. How would you want someone to
appreciate you?
- whatever they can.
50. What is the one thing that you are
grateful for today??
- increased confidence.
posted by Cecilia @ 2:04 PM
Something interesting.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
- cecilia
2. Where were your parents born
- singapore
3. What is the last thing you downloaded
- forgot.
4. What is your favourite restaurant?
- long john's silver, but my dream restaurant would be the one at paragon.
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
- too long ago.
6. Have you ever been in a school play
- yeah, pri sch.
7. How many kids do you want
- 2. no bargain.
8. Type of music you DISLIKE most
- nah, music is part of my life, i enjoy all of them.
9. Are you registered to vote?
- nah, not yet.
10. Do you have a car
- not even a licence yet.
11. Do you like rollercoasters
- yeah. it makes your heart lag behind your body.
12. Ever prank call any1 b4?
- uh, i guess so. when i was young
13. Chattin with?
- nope. every body's having lunch now, and it's not nice chatting on msn during work. HAHA
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky divin
- sky diving.
15. Are you shy
- yes and no.
16. Do you think you're popular
- uh, not really. auctally, no. hha
17. What's the size of your bed
- i alternate between super single and single.
18. Do you really know all the words to
your national anthem
- hmmm.. *shrugs*
19. Bath or Shower
- shower.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4
months
- Howl's moving castle.
21. What's the next movie you want to see
- actually i dont like watching movies. i'm only enthusiastic when i wanna watch something i really want to.
22. Chips or popcorn
- popcorn.
23. Have you ever broken any1s heart
- yeah. who dont?
24. Status
-single
25. Are you a good cook?
- YES YES! if you believe. well actually i'm not a bad cook (some dishes), but dont know why whenever i say i can cook, people shink their faces.
26. Orange or Apple juice
- orange is EWW. apple = thumbs up!
27. Who you last went out to dinner with
and where did you go to..?
- my aunt's place for dinner, had crabbies and prawnies, with my family of course.
28. Fave drink
- milo freak here. other than that, apple juices would be good.
29. Best thing in the world
- thing? hmm music is a life.
30. Have you ever broken a bone
- uh no. im gentle, yea? HAHA
31. Have you ever won a trophY?
- yeah, silver for netball during pri sch, 2 trophies in band (pri and sec), and 1 in a drawing competition in pri sch.
32. What is your favorite board game
- MMPJ board game. [p/s: ah pooh, wendy: i'm promoting your game)
33. Someone in mind
- yes, but it's over.
34. Do you have a bf/gf
- yeah, i got lots of girlfriends.
35. Do you still love your ex?
- i guess this one i wont need to spell out yea?
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform
to work?
- uh.. apron only (at bibi & baba)
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
- Nivea moisturising hand cream
38. Who are you going to marry
- uh *shrugs* now. i'm still young.
39. Who would you like to meet
- denis keller in person.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- no.
41. Whats your favourite song right now?
- come what may, and tong hua.
42. Where would you go for a romantic
evening?
- anywhere.
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own
- 4. 2 converse, 1 rift, 1 pumps
44. Last song stuck in your head
- come what may.
45. Any pets
- yes, 1 eeyore, and 2 pigs. They sleep with me.
46. Best Teevee show rite now
- ru hua. my only entertainment, though it's kind of stupid. haha.
47. What is one thing you would like to
learn to do?
- there's 2. i really wish i could pick up, tennis, and guitar.
48. What do you do when you are bored
- read blogs.
49. How would you want someone to
appreciate you?
- whatever they can.
50. What is the one thing that you are
grateful for today??
- increased confidence.
posted by Cecilia @ 2:04 PM
Something interesting.
Sunday, March 27, 2005
I guess this is the best sunday that i ever had. :)
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k, that's not the interesting part that i'm gonna relate to. It's this one:
cute?? hehe! of course they are! ^^ my cousin bought it from US. 2 big boxes. and gave us a pack each. lol. Just normal waffles though.
this is the interesting part:
made in Singapore! and bought in US. so dumb yea? ~.~
duh.
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anyway, i just came back helping winston go thru his MS proj. lol. seriously, it's worse than how 8gg started. u can imagine the rest. Its literally for 'show'. HAHA. :x cannot laugh at people lar. lol. Helped him abit only though.. not helping him to do. haha.
oh, and i tried to pick up some basic guitar. errrr... errrr... i cant pick up. >< It's like totally out of my range. but at least i know how to 'read' the frets. 4 strings in cello already made me quite messed up. errrrrr.. 6 strings.. = messed up. haha. nvm.. i'll try again next time.
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EEEEEEK! i gotta a pimple outbreak. eww. and my face seriously gone complete pale nowadays. mommy just asked how come my face is so pale. ~.~ i need the sun!!!!!
posted by Cecilia @ 5:09 PM
Peiyan & Yong Siang bday party
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k, that's not the interesting part that i'm gonna relate to. It's this one:
cute?? hehe! of course they are! ^^ my cousin bought it from US. 2 big boxes. and gave us a pack each. lol. Just normal waffles though.
this is the interesting part:
made in Singapore! and bought in US. so dumb yea? ~.~
duh.
----
anyway, i just came back helping winston go thru his MS proj. lol. seriously, it's worse than how 8gg started. u can imagine the rest. Its literally for 'show'. HAHA. :x cannot laugh at people lar. lol. Helped him abit only though.. not helping him to do. haha.
oh, and i tried to pick up some basic guitar. errrr... errrr... i cant pick up. >< It's like totally out of my range. but at least i know how to 'read' the frets. 4 strings in cello already made me quite messed up. errrrrr.. 6 strings.. = messed up. haha. nvm.. i'll try again next time.
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EEEEEEK! i gotta a pimple outbreak. eww. and my face seriously gone complete pale nowadays. mommy just asked how come my face is so pale. ~.~ i need the sun!!!!!
posted by Cecilia @ 5:09 PM
Peiyan & Yong Siang bday party
Went work today, did 8 emoticons! hehe.. afew animated. so cute!!! (duh, praising myself). haha.. lala~
Oh, and I went Tampinies mall to catch SpongeBob squarepants. haha! he's so bloody cute. but then, it's only an hour..so it's kind of wasting $$. ~.~ dont really recommand people to watch.. It's funny, but not worth it i think. *nods*
When i got out of the cinema, blurry vision, unstable footsteps, messed up hair, and gong gong face, i spotted grace and zann! hahahaha. i spotted grace's tee.. cos i think it looked real familiar. Slowly, i looked up. eh? she look familiar too. suddenly i realise she's grace. hahaha! tapped her on her shoulder and she turned over. i guess tauruses have this slow-reaction-germ in us. LOL.
She thought for a while.. we walked away from each other for quite a distance already. then she realise who am i. HAHA. cant blame thought, cos we never seen each other in person before. yeah, greeted, and we went on our ways. lol. saw zann too, beside her. Both dont really look like in photos though. ^^
---
The bday bash. Reached the chalet around 7 plus. i met yuanru at tampinies first. gosh! she look pretty today!!! and when we reach the chalet, almost everybody asked her why she wore so nicely today. hahaha. aiyah, then it was rumoured that she wore that for kchye. haha.
Me, shirley and yuanru went to the beach, sat down and chatted. i looked at the waves, as they break at the shore. The sea brought so much peace to my heart. I realise, as the waves got bigger, it breaks like a kallang wave. from the right to the left. It's so beautiful. but they look so vulnerable as they fall. As the night falls, i can feel the light breeze, listening to the waves breaking, swoosh, swoosh.. As memories ran through in my mind, i miss him.
Went back chalet with our butts wet. Had some food, and start chit chatting. A moment later, they started the cake ceremony. and after that, they started the powder + cold water fun. The whole 'can' of powder, we can literally smell even in the room! gosh. they're going crazy mann. lol.
Yong Siang was the first to be ruined. lol. peiyan hid in the room. but of course, she cant be spared. lol. a bunch of us hid in the room too. and thought we could be spared. Some of them got splashed with pure water, some with syrup (py's idea), and one with satay curry sauce ~.~ (horrible :s).
Happily happily, we took a group photo, and me and yuanru decided to leave already, cos it's quite late. py came to me, "COME LET'S TAKE PHOTO!" py hugged me immediately, with her body full of sticky stuffs. errr.. i hugged her back, and snap. LOL! i mean since i'm stuck with these stuffs already..lol..
Then I went up to peiyan, telling her that we're leaving. kchy shouted, "HEY! YOU'RE CLEAN!!!" just a moment later, kyle grabbed my left hand, py grabbed my right hand. ~.~ ambushed. i forgot who poured the bottle of water over me. it's either kchye or danny. lol. all wet.
popped in a cabby, and sent yuanru home first (tampinies), then i went home. lol. though short, and not that close with the band people, but it was fun ^^
----
but well, i was sneezy the whole day. duhhhhhh.. when i started work i can feel it's coming already. and the whole day i was sniffing and sniffing in. eww. but it wasnt as serious as usual.
----
I'm cleaned now! bathed! *sniffs* ahhhh nice. HAHA.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:19 AM
First driving lesson
Friday, March 25, 2005
Oh, and I went Tampinies mall to catch SpongeBob squarepants. haha! he's so bloody cute. but then, it's only an hour..so it's kind of wasting $$. ~.~ dont really recommand people to watch.. It's funny, but not worth it i think. *nods*
When i got out of the cinema, blurry vision, unstable footsteps, messed up hair, and gong gong face, i spotted grace and zann! hahahaha. i spotted grace's tee.. cos i think it looked real familiar. Slowly, i looked up. eh? she look familiar too. suddenly i realise she's grace. hahaha! tapped her on her shoulder and she turned over. i guess tauruses have this slow-reaction-germ in us. LOL.
She thought for a while.. we walked away from each other for quite a distance already. then she realise who am i. HAHA. cant blame thought, cos we never seen each other in person before. yeah, greeted, and we went on our ways. lol. saw zann too, beside her. Both dont really look like in photos though. ^^
---
The bday bash. Reached the chalet around 7 plus. i met yuanru at tampinies first. gosh! she look pretty today!!! and when we reach the chalet, almost everybody asked her why she wore so nicely today. hahaha. aiyah, then it was rumoured that she wore that for kchye. haha.
Me, shirley and yuanru went to the beach, sat down and chatted. i looked at the waves, as they break at the shore. The sea brought so much peace to my heart. I realise, as the waves got bigger, it breaks like a kallang wave. from the right to the left. It's so beautiful. but they look so vulnerable as they fall. As the night falls, i can feel the light breeze, listening to the waves breaking, swoosh, swoosh.. As memories ran through in my mind, i miss him.
Went back chalet with our butts wet. Had some food, and start chit chatting. A moment later, they started the cake ceremony. and after that, they started the powder + cold water fun. The whole 'can' of powder, we can literally smell even in the room! gosh. they're going crazy mann. lol.
Yong Siang was the first to be ruined. lol. peiyan hid in the room. but of course, she cant be spared. lol. a bunch of us hid in the room too. and thought we could be spared. Some of them got splashed with pure water, some with syrup (py's idea), and one with satay curry sauce ~.~ (horrible :s).
Happily happily, we took a group photo, and me and yuanru decided to leave already, cos it's quite late. py came to me, "COME LET'S TAKE PHOTO!" py hugged me immediately, with her body full of sticky stuffs. errr.. i hugged her back, and snap. LOL! i mean since i'm stuck with these stuffs already..lol..
Then I went up to peiyan, telling her that we're leaving. kchy shouted, "HEY! YOU'RE CLEAN!!!" just a moment later, kyle grabbed my left hand, py grabbed my right hand. ~.~ ambushed. i forgot who poured the bottle of water over me. it's either kchye or danny. lol. all wet.
popped in a cabby, and sent yuanru home first (tampinies), then i went home. lol. though short, and not that close with the band people, but it was fun ^^
----
but well, i was sneezy the whole day. duhhhhhh.. when i started work i can feel it's coming already. and the whole day i was sniffing and sniffing in. eww. but it wasnt as serious as usual.
----
I'm cleaned now! bathed! *sniffs* ahhhh nice. HAHA.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:19 AM
First driving lesson
Friday, March 25, 2005
listening to: Howl's moving castle soundtrack
Outfit for today: topshop white capsleeve, levis 593, converse shoes
*wide grin* damn excited. my first driving lesson! gonna have a hole in my pocket by the end of this month. :/ but the feeling of sitting at the driver seat made me so excited that i stalled the engine at least 10 times. HAHA. erm.. yeah. coordination problem of clutch and brake. it's common yea? HAHAHA.. lala..
oh, and i get to go out to the main road a few times.. at the beginning, i practiced at the kallang staduim there. kinda cool. esp those turning points.. u know.. um.. cos i get to turn the steering wheel. HAHA!! fun! the worst thing i did was to stall the engine in the middle of the road with lots of car beside, in front and behind me. HAHA! nervous!
*phew* okay, at least i'm safe now. LOL.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:06 PM
Good Friday
Outfit for today: topshop white capsleeve, levis 593, converse shoes
*wide grin* damn excited. my first driving lesson! gonna have a hole in my pocket by the end of this month. :/ but the feeling of sitting at the driver seat made me so excited that i stalled the engine at least 10 times. HAHA. erm.. yeah. coordination problem of clutch and brake. it's common yea? HAHAHA.. lala..
oh, and i get to go out to the main road a few times.. at the beginning, i practiced at the kallang staduim there. kinda cool. esp those turning points.. u know.. um.. cos i get to turn the steering wheel. HAHA!! fun! the worst thing i did was to stall the engine in the middle of the road with lots of car beside, in front and behind me. HAHA! nervous!
*phew* okay, at least i'm safe now. LOL.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:06 PM
Good Friday
It's just a holiday to me. = rest day. and i'm gonna rest! have been hipping and hopping around for these few weeks, hardly got the time to really sit down, do some artwork, or even read some magazines. Oh, and i need to do my music theory too. lol. i haven been doing them since a month ago.
*breathes in* *breathes out*
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oh, and i went ensemble today anyway. didnt want to go, cos jonathan's going at a later time. but in the end i went to accompany him. ZZ and he decided not to go. (*^$(@#*^$(#^($@#. yah. then got scolded from me. LOL.
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i have a premonition that i'll be woken up by piano sounds tmr. zz. cos Mandy having her lesson tmr morning. disaster!! hate to be woken up mann. i mean, by these kind of unwanted stuffs. just like this morning, my mom woke me up to ask where's my lunch box. ~.~ (i left it in the office w/o realising). It's so frustrating! then just now i talked to my mom, she said she dont know what im talking bout this morning. LOL. see! i warned her not to ask me anything in the morning already. haha.
well well, tmr i shall.......
1) take out the interior book to read. yes. hmm.. and......
2) practice piano for 2 hours, 1 hr in the morning and 1 hr at night. hmmmmm..
3) choose a pic to begin practicing vector.
4) Finish my music theory homework.
5) help wangee to do his ITP design work ~.~
6) go for my first driving lesson!!!! YIKES! im so excited. i wonder whether it'll buang anot. LOL.
i shall make my learning process slow and steady. i'm not a fast learner, not alert enough, so slow would be my pace. *nods* it's of no hurry anyway.
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it's 1 am. *search for my retainer*
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
posted by Cecilia @ 12:29 AM
The return of the pixelart
Thursday, March 24, 2005
*breathes in* *breathes out*
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oh, and i went ensemble today anyway. didnt want to go, cos jonathan's going at a later time. but in the end i went to accompany him. ZZ and he decided not to go. (*^$(@#*^$(#^($@#. yah. then got scolded from me. LOL.
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i have a premonition that i'll be woken up by piano sounds tmr. zz. cos Mandy having her lesson tmr morning. disaster!! hate to be woken up mann. i mean, by these kind of unwanted stuffs. just like this morning, my mom woke me up to ask where's my lunch box. ~.~ (i left it in the office w/o realising). It's so frustrating! then just now i talked to my mom, she said she dont know what im talking bout this morning. LOL. see! i warned her not to ask me anything in the morning already. haha.
well well, tmr i shall.......
1) take out the interior book to read. yes. hmm.. and......
2) practice piano for 2 hours, 1 hr in the morning and 1 hr at night. hmmmmm..
3) choose a pic to begin practicing vector.
4) Finish my music theory homework.
5) help wangee to do his ITP design work ~.~
6) go for my first driving lesson!!!! YIKES! im so excited. i wonder whether it'll buang anot. LOL.
i shall make my learning process slow and steady. i'm not a fast learner, not alert enough, so slow would be my pace. *nods* it's of no hurry anyway.
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it's 1 am. *search for my retainer*
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
posted by Cecilia @ 12:29 AM
The return of the pixelart
Thursday, March 24, 2005
OH YES! WOOOSSSSHHHH *ahh*
haha pixelart is back!! Kinda miss the times when we (fyp 8gg designers) slog through the time doing pixelart. Doing research and stuffs, to do pixelart. zooming in and out in PS, adust this and that, re-doing, and finally presenting! woo~ It's great having to know pixelart..hehe..
*ahem* I'm given a task - to do emoticons. The main challenge is: expressions. *nods violently* It's something that i find it hard to feel it, and to achieve. *nods violently again* I would prolly start of 'copying' those usual emoticons to give me the feel of it. Shadings shouldn't be much of a problem to me, since i've been concentrating on vectors and have done pixelart shadings during FYP. yeah. expressions.
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I finished my tanker already. All the views. done! ^^ tried to motivate myself to move my mouse, and click on macromedia director. *reluctant* but i have to, cos i've nothing else to do already. wahha..but just as i started for 2 hours or so, Jialin gave me the emoticons to do :D
TimR will be coming later. The final grading is done. faxed. but i couldn't get to see it. haha.
It's thurs, and i haven thought of what to do on saturday. hmmm .. maybe ask rayston or whoever for MJ session. *thinks* or to do some sports? or stay at home to practice piano? or pick a photograph to vector it whole day? dont really feel like shopping. hmm.. O.O or eskibar?!?! *tempted* LOL. or maybe grab some peeps to chill? oh maybe i can go get some ingredients to try to do some brownies? erm.. better not. LOL. dont think anyone would dare to try. lala~ anyway still haf to work on sat.
*yawn*
posted by Cecilia @ 2:02 PM
another cello nightmare
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
haha pixelart is back!! Kinda miss the times when we (fyp 8gg designers) slog through the time doing pixelart. Doing research and stuffs, to do pixelart. zooming in and out in PS, adust this and that, re-doing, and finally presenting! woo~ It's great having to know pixelart..hehe..
*ahem* I'm given a task - to do emoticons. The main challenge is: expressions. *nods violently* It's something that i find it hard to feel it, and to achieve. *nods violently again* I would prolly start of 'copying' those usual emoticons to give me the feel of it. Shadings shouldn't be much of a problem to me, since i've been concentrating on vectors and have done pixelart shadings during FYP. yeah. expressions.
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I finished my tanker already. All the views. done! ^^ tried to motivate myself to move my mouse, and click on macromedia director. *reluctant* but i have to, cos i've nothing else to do already. wahha..but just as i started for 2 hours or so, Jialin gave me the emoticons to do :D
TimR will be coming later. The final grading is done. faxed. but i couldn't get to see it. haha.
It's thurs, and i haven thought of what to do on saturday. hmmm .. maybe ask rayston or whoever for MJ session. *thinks* or to do some sports? or stay at home to practice piano? or pick a photograph to vector it whole day? dont really feel like shopping. hmm.. O.O or eskibar?!?! *tempted* LOL. or maybe grab some peeps to chill? oh maybe i can go get some ingredients to try to do some brownies? erm.. better not. LOL. dont think anyone would dare to try. lala~ anyway still haf to work on sat.
*yawn*
posted by Cecilia @ 2:02 PM
another cello nightmare
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
LOL! see!!!! i told ya! cello lessons are always stress. actually, it's only me. damn. i thought today would be a happier day cos would be playing ensemble pieces (which are quite easy, and follow-able). In the end, because of dunno-what-pieces-to-play, we played scales. ~.~ the moment i heard the word scales, i got stressed up already. ZZ.
anyway, before that, i rushed to school (met edmund first at tiong bahru), swollowed a bar of kit-kat for dinner, reached there, and jonathan said we're on the second lesson. ZZ! could've told me earlier uhhh then i wont need to rush mann. anyway, okay, took the cello and tune etc etc. practice a lil, and we went for dinner while lao shi already started on the first lesson (little time to eat).
i was so dumb to buy fried-fish soup noodle. while jonathan & edmund bought rice. as guys, they eat faster, + it's rice, they're faster. lol. then half way through our meal, feiyou called. zzzzzz start lesson already.. i ate a few more mouths and ZOOM. sweaty, nervous. lol.
As expected, my tuned cello was koped. ZZ. zhiguan!!!!! >:/ so i have to take another cello, which all the fine tuning knobs are stucked. so have to adjust the pegs. argh. asked yi heng to help tune it first before i go for lesson. haha in the end zhao lao shi helped me tune again. it's horrible mann, make me so nervous.
lala, 5 cellos, i'm the only one who got scolding. HAHA. damn nervous. i'm like shivering already. then everybody will look towrds my direction (im sitting at the end). >< even jonathan says i look VERY stressed up. HAHA. ahh, dont talk bout jonathan, nv bring the chair over for me. lala~
Anyway, it was good having to have lesson again. :)
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oh, i had my check up done yesterday. *phew* apparently, nothing goes wrong, but gotta wait for sometime before i go for another check up (if it's serious). :)
posted by Cecilia @ 11:04 PM
wednesday.
anyway, before that, i rushed to school (met edmund first at tiong bahru), swollowed a bar of kit-kat for dinner, reached there, and jonathan said we're on the second lesson. ZZ! could've told me earlier uhhh then i wont need to rush mann. anyway, okay, took the cello and tune etc etc. practice a lil, and we went for dinner while lao shi already started on the first lesson (little time to eat).
i was so dumb to buy fried-fish soup noodle. while jonathan & edmund bought rice. as guys, they eat faster, + it's rice, they're faster. lol. then half way through our meal, feiyou called. zzzzzz start lesson already.. i ate a few more mouths and ZOOM. sweaty, nervous. lol.
As expected, my tuned cello was koped. ZZ. zhiguan!!!!! >:/ so i have to take another cello, which all the fine tuning knobs are stucked. so have to adjust the pegs. argh. asked yi heng to help tune it first before i go for lesson. haha in the end zhao lao shi helped me tune again. it's horrible mann, make me so nervous.
lala, 5 cellos, i'm the only one who got scolding. HAHA. damn nervous. i'm like shivering already. then everybody will look towrds my direction (im sitting at the end). >< even jonathan says i look VERY stressed up. HAHA. ahh, dont talk bout jonathan, nv bring the chair over for me. lala~
Anyway, it was good having to have lesson again. :)
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oh, i had my check up done yesterday. *phew* apparently, nothing goes wrong, but gotta wait for sometime before i go for another check up (if it's serious). :)
posted by Cecilia @ 11:04 PM
wednesday.
It's wednesday again! my wednesdays are always stressful. lol. piano lesson in the morning and cello lesson in the evening. Cello lesson would be the scarier one. haha! haven been touching cello for like 2 weeks already >< cfm getting scoldings from zhao lao shi.
Anyway, Ms Koh suggested something bold to me. Piano competition. O.O that's really brave of her. HAHA. and because of my age (zzz 20), i have to join the 'open' category, meaning, all the dip holders etc will be there! so .. min i have to play a grade 8 piece,+ memorising them. (2 pieces in total) i stared at her immediately. HAHAHA. zz i'm only at grade 7 now, furthermore, it's the beginning of grade 7! worse, i failed my grade 6 last year, which means, i've only got a grade 4 practical certificate now!! O.O
Of course, i'd like to try the competition out. I requested to see the pieces she's recommanding me first, and see if i can pick up quite ok-ly in may (registeration date). it'll be a big push on for me. and a breakthrough, if i go for it. muahahha. *thinks*
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Borrowed some interior books from feiyou yesterday. hurray^^ the interiors are so lovely, yet so uncreachable. i'm not going to spend $$ on magazines this month. read those covers, not really interested. whaha..
anyway,Howl's moving castle is great!! The amount of details will take me 10 years to do mann. lol! it's really impressive.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:51 AM
How do you spell 'satisfaction'?
Monday, March 21, 2005
Anyway, Ms Koh suggested something bold to me. Piano competition. O.O that's really brave of her. HAHA. and because of my age (zzz 20), i have to join the 'open' category, meaning, all the dip holders etc will be there! so .. min i have to play a grade 8 piece,+ memorising them. (2 pieces in total) i stared at her immediately. HAHAHA. zz i'm only at grade 7 now, furthermore, it's the beginning of grade 7! worse, i failed my grade 6 last year, which means, i've only got a grade 4 practical certificate now!! O.O
Of course, i'd like to try the competition out. I requested to see the pieces she's recommanding me first, and see if i can pick up quite ok-ly in may (registeration date). it'll be a big push on for me. and a breakthrough, if i go for it. muahahha. *thinks*
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Borrowed some interior books from feiyou yesterday. hurray^^ the interiors are so lovely, yet so uncreachable. i'm not going to spend $$ on magazines this month. read those covers, not really interested. whaha..
anyway,Howl's moving castle is great!! The amount of details will take me 10 years to do mann. lol! it's really impressive.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:51 AM
How do you spell 'satisfaction'?
Monday, March 21, 2005
*ROARRRRRRRRRR*
This is how you spell it:
/me proudly presents: my newly completed graphic: war tanker.
closeup.
but seriously, i think my camo sucks. HAHA. cant really understand how camo works, but i'll look into that definitely. :) had a hard time having this graphic drawn out though. that's y i call it satisfaction ^^
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ahh, i'm darn full. ><
posted by Cecilia @ 3:01 PM
Disney on ICE
Sunday, March 20, 2005
This is how you spell it:
/me proudly presents: my newly completed graphic: war tanker.
closeup.
but seriously, i think my camo sucks. HAHA. cant really understand how camo works, but i'll look into that definitely. :) had a hard time having this graphic drawn out though. that's y i call it satisfaction ^^
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ahh, i'm darn full. ><
posted by Cecilia @ 3:01 PM
Disney on ICE
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Fabulous! I wanna be a princess too!!!
My cousin gotta an extra tix, so he included me in ^^ the only condition is that i must 'babysit' his son, darius for the 2 hours. hmm. that's very dangerous, and risky. lol. i agreed anyway, cos i was tempted to watch. kinda a big mistake thou. The beginning was OK. he sat still, and start fidgeting after half an hour. ~.~ and kept talking to me and my sis. sit down, stand up, walk left and right. lol. didnt care much, only wanna see my cinderella.
Had a hard time having him sit still. tsk. When he gets impatient, he'll start disturbing and irritating people. >< as usual, he'll bully me. haha. got scratched, bitten, and beaten. ~.~
anyway, pics!!
me and my sistie, ready for disney!
Darius' younger bro + his daddy!
Darius. That's the bag i bought for him few years ago! haha.it's from person's kids.
Disney began! Mickey and Minnie on stage.
Aladdin's turn.
Snow white + seven dwarfs
Ending of the first half, having all the princesses+princes dancing at the 'ball'
Opening of second half, mickey + minnie on stage
CINDERELLA! The pumkin_generated_carriage! *aww*
also cinderella, maidens dancing at the ball in castle
Cinderella - went back to the prince (ending)
the castle!
mickey and minnie! so sweet! (doing the closure of the whole performance)
Closing of the whole performance, every couple dancing at the ball
Cinderella & prince
the ending! (gates of the castle closing)
hee! the prince is so handsome. wasn't sitting very near nor very far away. so it's still lovely! hehe.. there're other fairy tales covered as well, but the pics are too blur due to the lightings and my unstable-ness. lol.
posted by Cecilia @ 9:32 PM
Sweetie honey dream.
My cousin gotta an extra tix, so he included me in ^^ the only condition is that i must 'babysit' his son, darius for the 2 hours. hmm. that's very dangerous, and risky. lol. i agreed anyway, cos i was tempted to watch. kinda a big mistake thou. The beginning was OK. he sat still, and start fidgeting after half an hour. ~.~ and kept talking to me and my sis. sit down, stand up, walk left and right. lol. didnt care much, only wanna see my cinderella.
Had a hard time having him sit still. tsk. When he gets impatient, he'll start disturbing and irritating people. >< as usual, he'll bully me. haha. got scratched, bitten, and beaten. ~.~
anyway, pics!!
me and my sistie, ready for disney!
Darius' younger bro + his daddy!
Darius. That's the bag i bought for him few years ago! haha.it's from person's kids.
Disney began! Mickey and Minnie on stage.
Aladdin's turn.
Snow white + seven dwarfs
Ending of the first half, having all the princesses+princes dancing at the 'ball'
Opening of second half, mickey + minnie on stage
CINDERELLA! The pumkin_generated_carriage! *aww*
also cinderella, maidens dancing at the ball in castle
Cinderella - went back to the prince (ending)
the castle!
mickey and minnie! so sweet! (doing the closure of the whole performance)
Closing of the whole performance, every couple dancing at the ball
Cinderella & prince
the ending! (gates of the castle closing)
hee! the prince is so handsome. wasn't sitting very near nor very far away. so it's still lovely! hehe.. there're other fairy tales covered as well, but the pics are too blur due to the lightings and my unstable-ness. lol.
posted by Cecilia @ 9:32 PM
Sweetie honey dream.
I dreamed the sweetest dream in my life.
posted by Cecilia @ 1:39 PM
I FOUND IT!
posted by Cecilia @ 1:39 PM
I FOUND IT!
HEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!! i found the treble clef necklace! sedimental value mann! + it's a necklace + it's treble clef + it's beautiful. *HUGS necklace* *KISSES necklace* *hugs again* haha!
posted by Cecilia @ 3:15 AM
Fresh from sweat.
posted by Cecilia @ 3:15 AM
Fresh from sweat.
Went out with the gang again. different people though. The group today inclues me, my darling yt, wendy, junyao and KL. met up quite late. haha. i stayed in the office till 4 pm! but not so bad..cos i'm concentrating on drawing my tanker!! heh. then met wendy first, and headed to suntec. (going aussie fair).
Due to the waiting time, by the time we reach aussie exhibition hall, it's 6.55pm already. closed. ZZZZZZZZZZ. it's okay, anyway, there's always next year yea? hehe.. PY went too..HAHAHAHA closed.
had kenny rogers for dinner. darn full. actually, quite a waste of $$ ar, should've save them for eskibar next week or so. HAHA.
yeah. Decided to catch a movie then. were deciding whether to watch boggyman or hitch. (actually i wanted howl's, lol but eng wah doesnt support that. duh.) and wendy and i wanted very much to go for KTV (tong hua addiction). however, according to wendy, KL doesnt like, so we didn't say anything strongly..anyway if they decide to watch movie, we're okay. :)
oh well, in the end we decided to go esplanade to chill. couldnt decide what to watch anyway. we sat just by the melion, with the breeze! yeah, had updates bout our lives, planning what to do on april 7 (last day of ITP!)etc.
reached home ard 12am. lol. guess woot. i ran home. WAHHAA. nah, i walked darn fast. dont know why the street's so empty today. eww. totally nobody. except for the coffee shop side. so sweaty. zz. but now i'm fresh! *sniffs* lol.
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Planned to go eskibar today, but cos we meetin yt! hehe! my darling u know! hard to date her out.. so see.. i love her so much that i give up eski to next week or so..HAHA.. miss her uh..
anyway, fen wants to go too, so prolly wait for her too ^^
damn, 've been spending alot this month :/ but, it's good relieve. to relieve myself. haha. duh.
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whooooooot~! i've got a new television in my roomy! and my sisties' room got one too. so not used to it. haha.. finally, a clean, and clear television. *phew*
posted by Cecilia @ 12:58 AM
blurry saturday
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Due to the waiting time, by the time we reach aussie exhibition hall, it's 6.55pm already. closed. ZZZZZZZZZZ. it's okay, anyway, there's always next year yea? hehe.. PY went too..HAHAHAHA closed.
had kenny rogers for dinner. darn full. actually, quite a waste of $$ ar, should've save them for eskibar next week or so. HAHA.
yeah. Decided to catch a movie then. were deciding whether to watch boggyman or hitch. (actually i wanted howl's, lol but eng wah doesnt support that. duh.) and wendy and i wanted very much to go for KTV (tong hua addiction). however, according to wendy, KL doesnt like, so we didn't say anything strongly..anyway if they decide to watch movie, we're okay. :)
oh well, in the end we decided to go esplanade to chill. couldnt decide what to watch anyway. we sat just by the melion, with the breeze! yeah, had updates bout our lives, planning what to do on april 7 (last day of ITP!)etc.
reached home ard 12am. lol. guess woot. i ran home. WAHHAA. nah, i walked darn fast. dont know why the street's so empty today. eww. totally nobody. except for the coffee shop side. so sweaty. zz. but now i'm fresh! *sniffs* lol.
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Planned to go eskibar today, but cos we meetin yt! hehe! my darling u know! hard to date her out.. so see.. i love her so much that i give up eski to next week or so..HAHA.. miss her uh..
anyway, fen wants to go too, so prolly wait for her too ^^
damn, 've been spending alot this month :/ but, it's good relieve. to relieve myself. haha. duh.
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whooooooot~! i've got a new television in my roomy! and my sisties' room got one too. so not used to it. haha.. finally, a clean, and clear television. *phew*
posted by Cecilia @ 12:58 AM
blurry saturday
Saturday, March 19, 2005
listening to: russell playing on the piano (having lesson)
outfit: deep purple baleno spag + levis 593 + rift + black cardigan
hee hee! Applied my PDL this morning ^^ ah hui gave me a lift to CDC and went for breakfast before i go work by MRT. hur. he's too tired. lol. anyway, i can start lesson soon! *thinks* hopefully. lol.
While applying for PDL, i've to fill up a form. there's a part to declare whether i'm suffering from any deficiency. LOL. i thought i put 'am not' ..but actually i cancelled the 'am not'. so the lady asked me to declare what am i suffering from. HAHA. then i correct it lah. zz.
When buying breakfast, the total was actually 10.30 bucks. i confidently gave the guy 10 bucks. He repeated '10.30 please'.i push him the 10 bucks again. 2 times. then he repeated. 'sorry, 10.30 please'. HAHAAH *smacks forehead* wth am i thinking mann. until then then i realise. zz. i think i haven wake up uh. haha.
Anway, thx ah hui! haha.
ooh! duhhh..i had tummyache. and run for toilet immediately when i reach office. ~.~ hmmm.. i think there's sth wrong with my body seriously. nt cos of tummyache. cos of something else. prolly will go for a check up on monday or so. :s must spend $$ again. but no choice. it worsened this time. if i drag again, prolly i'll be dead. HAHAH no lah, not so kua zhang. but check up is needed. :) *pray*
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was talking to Jean last night for a while. HAHAH she said i'm cute!! *flattered* gonnna fly already. LOL. though she's just pri 5, but she's just so sweet. :)
Xavier Thomas lawrence wont be here today. it's their kids holiday. he's soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee. haha. bleh.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:54 AM
I'm getting pissed.
Friday, March 18, 2005
outfit: deep purple baleno spag + levis 593 + rift + black cardigan
hee hee! Applied my PDL this morning ^^ ah hui gave me a lift to CDC and went for breakfast before i go work by MRT. hur. he's too tired. lol. anyway, i can start lesson soon! *thinks* hopefully. lol.
While applying for PDL, i've to fill up a form. there's a part to declare whether i'm suffering from any deficiency. LOL. i thought i put 'am not' ..but actually i cancelled the 'am not'. so the lady asked me to declare what am i suffering from. HAHA. then i correct it lah. zz.
When buying breakfast, the total was actually 10.30 bucks. i confidently gave the guy 10 bucks. He repeated '10.30 please'.i push him the 10 bucks again. 2 times. then he repeated. 'sorry, 10.30 please'. HAHAAH *smacks forehead* wth am i thinking mann. until then then i realise. zz. i think i haven wake up uh. haha.
Anway, thx ah hui! haha.
ooh! duhhh..i had tummyache. and run for toilet immediately when i reach office. ~.~ hmmm.. i think there's sth wrong with my body seriously. nt cos of tummyache. cos of something else. prolly will go for a check up on monday or so. :s must spend $$ again. but no choice. it worsened this time. if i drag again, prolly i'll be dead. HAHAH no lah, not so kua zhang. but check up is needed. :) *pray*
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was talking to Jean last night for a while. HAHAH she said i'm cute!! *flattered* gonnna fly already. LOL. though she's just pri 5, but she's just so sweet. :)
Xavier Thomas lawrence wont be here today. it's their kids holiday. he's soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee. haha. bleh.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:54 AM
I'm getting pissed.
Friday, March 18, 2005
Kum Wai has been asking me when i'm free for the past week. grr. i'm getting pissed. or rather, i'm irritated already. almost everyday ask me where i going after work. weekends free not. ~.~ and it's a waste of sms replying a 'no'. so sometimes i wait till i get home then reply him or what. aiyohhhhhhh. qi si wo. then just now he ask again, asking weekends and monday. i'm not free. ok? anyway, straight away i told him my whole next week's schedule. and somehow, he knew i'm pissed. lol.
*end*
posted by Cecilia @ 9:44 PM
Tanker in progress. . .
*end*
posted by Cecilia @ 9:44 PM
Tanker in progress. . .
listening to: Classical Symphony 92.4
outfit: giodarno white low back + levis 593 + black cardigan + pretty fit heels
Managed to draw out the outlines of the tanker. used a photograph to guide me though. heh. just the outline. hmm, added primary shading outlines to it too. so, this is the raw tanker! haha.. details will be adding later, after colouring ^^
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oh btw, i've been wearing this pair of heels for a week already. haha. after experiencing the URS heels, this is no kick mann. i dont complain already, it feels comfortable, and i can walk confidently w/o feeling awkard. haha. but i nearly slip 3 times yesterday and today. lol. cos the rubber at the heels for my right foot is gone. haha! dropped somewhere. lol. gotta get it fixed soon.
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g'day everyone. :)
posted by Cecilia @ 12:33 PM
Ice cream craze!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
outfit: giodarno white low back + levis 593 + black cardigan + pretty fit heels
Managed to draw out the outlines of the tanker. used a photograph to guide me though. heh. just the outline. hmm, added primary shading outlines to it too. so, this is the raw tanker! haha.. details will be adding later, after colouring ^^
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oh btw, i've been wearing this pair of heels for a week already. haha. after experiencing the URS heels, this is no kick mann. i dont complain already, it feels comfortable, and i can walk confidently w/o feeling awkard. haha. but i nearly slip 3 times yesterday and today. lol. cos the rubber at the heels for my right foot is gone. haha! dropped somewhere. lol. gotta get it fixed soon.
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g'day everyone. :)
posted by Cecilia @ 12:33 PM
Ice cream craze!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hohoho. i'm so proud to say that i've tried the whole series of the new flavoured KING'S ice cream. 3 days in a row, one day each. shared the tub with jialin and asmah. HAHA. horrible girls yea? today we had the wild berry one, with shortcake. ^^ The cheesecake one isnt that good actually. i'd still prefer the apple crumble flavoured :D
The best-flavoured champion goes to this!
and the second!
Jialin didnt take the second one, cos the box cracked, and was thrown away before she could do anything. haha. anyway, most pics are taken today, the wild berry.
the inside. *drool*
our 3 servings of ice cream!
zz they always give me the most.. why?!?! cos they dont want to grow fat. HAHAHA. but it's really alot today.. i think i consumed around half of the whole. :s and i got a slight tummyache after eating the ice cream yesterday and today. it's normal for me, cos i do have tummyaches frequently. hur. and i just had tom yam instant noodle.
oh yah! i want to (*#&$(@*^$*#@ jonathan already. last minute telling me that ensemble was cancelled! could have wore skirt today. and have dinner. i thought my parents would be home. cos it's too late to call that im eating home, so it's okay if i get home and eat the leftovers. hhaa. the saddest thing u can get is, my house has no dinner tonight. >< but well, it's okay! hehe.. at least i get to rest at home. wont' *#&@($*&#@ jonathan. wahah. and i get to eat tom yam instant noodle ^^
work was relaxed these 2 days. why?!?!?! haha! cos asmah and jialin are crazy over koreans! due to the convinence of my com, they used my com to surf.. i dont mind of course :) lol. well, i know more bout korean dramas now, though it's not what i like to watch. lol. did a story-telling bout shutter yesterday. haha. i'm bad at telling stories ><
and today, we spent like 1 hour plus to 2 watching a mtv, eating ice cream, searching for pastries recipies. knew more bout pastries too. there're quite a few patries that i've yet to taste.. hur. interesting.
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update bout what i drew today! hehe! i finish drawing a rubber duckie, but didnt screenshot it.. forgotten..and a tanker! an oil tanker ~.~ gosh, how dumb can i be mann. haha! what jialin was referring to is actually a war tanker! anyway, she's nice.. she mentioned that it can be used for other games as well ^^ of course, i'm drawing free graphics leh.. wahaha. well, hopefully i can be their freelance graphic designer for them after i finish my ITP.^^
my tanker!
closeup on one side ^^
posted by Cecilia @ 8:05 PM
random
The best-flavoured champion goes to this!
and the second!
Jialin didnt take the second one, cos the box cracked, and was thrown away before she could do anything. haha. anyway, most pics are taken today, the wild berry.
the inside. *drool*
our 3 servings of ice cream!
zz they always give me the most.. why?!?! cos they dont want to grow fat. HAHAHA. but it's really alot today.. i think i consumed around half of the whole. :s and i got a slight tummyache after eating the ice cream yesterday and today. it's normal for me, cos i do have tummyaches frequently. hur. and i just had tom yam instant noodle.
oh yah! i want to (*#&$(@*^$*#@ jonathan already. last minute telling me that ensemble was cancelled! could have wore skirt today. and have dinner. i thought my parents would be home. cos it's too late to call that im eating home, so it's okay if i get home and eat the leftovers. hhaa. the saddest thing u can get is, my house has no dinner tonight. >< but well, it's okay! hehe.. at least i get to rest at home. wont' *#&@($*&#@ jonathan. wahah. and i get to eat tom yam instant noodle ^^
work was relaxed these 2 days. why?!?!?! haha! cos asmah and jialin are crazy over koreans! due to the convinence of my com, they used my com to surf.. i dont mind of course :) lol. well, i know more bout korean dramas now, though it's not what i like to watch. lol. did a story-telling bout shutter yesterday. haha. i'm bad at telling stories ><
and today, we spent like 1 hour plus to 2 watching a mtv, eating ice cream, searching for pastries recipies. knew more bout pastries too. there're quite a few patries that i've yet to taste.. hur. interesting.
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update bout what i drew today! hehe! i finish drawing a rubber duckie, but didnt screenshot it.. forgotten..and a tanker! an oil tanker ~.~ gosh, how dumb can i be mann. haha! what jialin was referring to is actually a war tanker! anyway, she's nice.. she mentioned that it can be used for other games as well ^^ of course, i'm drawing free graphics leh.. wahaha. well, hopefully i can be their freelance graphic designer for them after i finish my ITP.^^
my tanker!
closeup on one side ^^
posted by Cecilia @ 8:05 PM
random
GOOD MORNINGGGGG!
I'm not feeling hyper though. wahah.. anyway, i helped chingling (& alice) to do their accountancy brochure. hohoho. *proud* it's been quite some time since i touch on photoshop! 've been on illustrator all the while. ^^ oh, and i'm drawing rubber duckie now! hehe.. anyway, they seem to love what i did for them.. *hugs* and yup, you've expected it, i did make some stupid mistake.. like not having some letters to be capitalised.. haha! anyway, good luck to them mann..
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next.. sue! wahah.. look at how she drew me:
not bad.. it's msn illustration.. lol.. it's so hard to control the mouse when drawing in msn.. see~ i told u she's a illustration god .. wahha.. sue: i'm helping u get more freelance.
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hmmmm.. i haven start on my portfolio yet >< but i did thought of some categories to put in.. of course, vectors will be in, would venture into pixelart again, fonts, posters, some PS effects (might consider, zzz), photography, would try some stiching, collages, 2D animation sequence (trying my best. lol.). yeah. these would be sort of the 'necessary' stuffs to put in. wahhaha.
most prolly would make it flash based. but might not too, maybe only for the splash page. still considering. not yet sketch out the storyboard for it. hmm.. *thinks*
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Recently, erm, these 2 days. haha. we've been gobbling up tubs of ice cream. we finished up one tub on tues, apple pie crumble ice cream, yesterday, cheese cake ice cream, prolly today gonna have the last flavour. lol. they're from KING'S. the apple pie one is..NICE! not very strong flavoured ice cream like ben & jerry, but it's very niceeeeeee.. 3 flavours altogether. *hiak* 3 ice cream freaks in a office. *shakes head* wahah..but it's good to have the same taste buds! we indulge alot in chocolates, cookies, and ice cream! horrible people..haha!
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will be having ensemble tonight. :) and so.. i have to wear pants! tsk. actually decided to wear my beige skirt, but never mind. IF jonathan sms me the last minute and says he's not going, i will (*#@&$(#@*$&*#@ him. >:/ i dont want to solo there. lol. i will prolly take up the whole ensemble time to get my notes in tune.
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please be safe. :/
posted by Cecilia @ 8:48 AM
Piano lesson
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
I'm not feeling hyper though. wahah.. anyway, i helped chingling (& alice) to do their accountancy brochure. hohoho. *proud* it's been quite some time since i touch on photoshop! 've been on illustrator all the while. ^^ oh, and i'm drawing rubber duckie now! hehe.. anyway, they seem to love what i did for them.. *hugs* and yup, you've expected it, i did make some stupid mistake.. like not having some letters to be capitalised.. haha! anyway, good luck to them mann..
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next.. sue! wahah.. look at how she drew me:
not bad.. it's msn illustration.. lol.. it's so hard to control the mouse when drawing in msn.. see~ i told u she's a illustration god .. wahha.. sue: i'm helping u get more freelance.
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hmmmm.. i haven start on my portfolio yet >< but i did thought of some categories to put in.. of course, vectors will be in, would venture into pixelart again, fonts, posters, some PS effects (might consider, zzz), photography, would try some stiching, collages, 2D animation sequence (trying my best. lol.). yeah. these would be sort of the 'necessary' stuffs to put in. wahhaha.
most prolly would make it flash based. but might not too, maybe only for the splash page. still considering. not yet sketch out the storyboard for it. hmm.. *thinks*
---
Recently, erm, these 2 days. haha. we've been gobbling up tubs of ice cream. we finished up one tub on tues, apple pie crumble ice cream, yesterday, cheese cake ice cream, prolly today gonna have the last flavour. lol. they're from KING'S. the apple pie one is..NICE! not very strong flavoured ice cream like ben & jerry, but it's very niceeeeeee.. 3 flavours altogether. *hiak* 3 ice cream freaks in a office. *shakes head* wahah..but it's good to have the same taste buds! we indulge alot in chocolates, cookies, and ice cream! horrible people..haha!
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will be having ensemble tonight. :) and so.. i have to wear pants! tsk. actually decided to wear my beige skirt, but never mind. IF jonathan sms me the last minute and says he's not going, i will (*#@&$(#@*$&*#@ him. >:/ i dont want to solo there. lol. i will prolly take up the whole ensemble time to get my notes in tune.
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please be safe. :/
posted by Cecilia @ 8:48 AM
Piano lesson
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
This morning was quite a bad one. I didnt concentrate again. This time its worse, i din even do well for my first piece. let alone other pieces. dunno what i'm thinking mann. cant be i'm too tired, though i am. but im sure it's not bcos im too tired.
Ms koh wants me to quickly get over these exam pieces and move on.. cos i wont be taking exam this year. i wanted that too. but.. *shrugs* i'm so addicted to tong hua. i even found the midi and convert into piano scores. and all the time i only wanted to play that piece. in the end? neglected my classical pieces. ><
It's horrible. If i cant pass this stage of piano progress, i'm not going to be a good player at all. learning a few songs in few months?? ridiculous. arghh. i must do well next lesson.
But at least i know, my passion for music is still burning :) i'm confident i can pass thru this stage. keep going mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 2:21 PM
I abused myself.
Ms koh wants me to quickly get over these exam pieces and move on.. cos i wont be taking exam this year. i wanted that too. but.. *shrugs* i'm so addicted to tong hua. i even found the midi and convert into piano scores. and all the time i only wanted to play that piece. in the end? neglected my classical pieces. ><
It's horrible. If i cant pass this stage of piano progress, i'm not going to be a good player at all. learning a few songs in few months?? ridiculous. arghh. i must do well next lesson.
But at least i know, my passion for music is still burning :) i'm confident i can pass thru this stage. keep going mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 2:21 PM
I abused myself.
Yeah.
i think i did.
i suppose i did.
i did.
Mentally.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:14 AM
Madness.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
This is pure madness. It's a freaking gigantic pixelart. IMPRESSIVE.
posted by Cecilia @ 5:47 PM
Howl's Moving Castle
i think i did.
i suppose i did.
i did.
Mentally.
posted by Cecilia @ 10:14 AM
Madness.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
This is pure madness. It's a freaking gigantic pixelart. IMPRESSIVE.
posted by Cecilia @ 5:47 PM
Howl's Moving Castle
Wonderful music! i prefer the first one though :D
Howl's Moving Castle - Merry-Go-Round of Life
Howl's Moving Castle - Stroll Through The Sky
i think my html is getting rusty. every html i code i have to refer to wc3school lol.
@#$*(&(#@*%( embeding mp3 is so troublesome. always having error. to reduce the irritating popup error message, i better use links. ><
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Anyway, hmm.. met Kevin Wilson in train today. gosh. he looked haggard. deep eye bags, pimple outbreak. ooh.. totally different from the old kevin wilson. if i remember correctly, his complexion is quite good one right? 0304 pple? lol i THINK so lah, dont really see him in school last sem too.
Felt quite weird though. cos he's going the same way as me. so i didnt grab a seat towards the north train. haha. ~.~
Recently i've been reaching quite late at the office. as in, it's 10 sharp then i'll reach. didnt see the Shemale too. if i see himher i will be at a much comfortable timing. lol. Recently alot of shemale around. the one i always see in the morning is a make up artist i think. heshe has a box of make up everyday. last sat when we were wandering at raffles city, there's a more extreme shemale. heshe looked pretty! except that heshe is boob-less.
hey, i dont look down on them k.. but it's really interesting to see them around. well, i mean you dont get to see them often right..:)
posted by Cecilia @ 8:47 AM
My new parrot
Monday, March 14, 2005
Howl's Moving Castle - Merry-Go-Round of Life
Howl's Moving Castle - Stroll Through The Sky
i think my html is getting rusty. every html i code i have to refer to wc3school lol.
@#$*(&(#@*%( embeding mp3 is so troublesome. always having error. to reduce the irritating popup error message, i better use links. ><
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Anyway, hmm.. met Kevin Wilson in train today. gosh. he looked haggard. deep eye bags, pimple outbreak. ooh.. totally different from the old kevin wilson. if i remember correctly, his complexion is quite good one right? 0304 pple? lol i THINK so lah, dont really see him in school last sem too.
Felt quite weird though. cos he's going the same way as me. so i didnt grab a seat towards the north train. haha. ~.~
Recently i've been reaching quite late at the office. as in, it's 10 sharp then i'll reach. didnt see the Shemale too. if i see himher i will be at a much comfortable timing. lol. Recently alot of shemale around. the one i always see in the morning is a make up artist i think. heshe has a box of make up everyday. last sat when we were wandering at raffles city, there's a more extreme shemale. heshe looked pretty! except that heshe is boob-less.
hey, i dont look down on them k.. but it's really interesting to see them around. well, i mean you dont get to see them often right..:)
posted by Cecilia @ 8:47 AM
My new parrot
Monday, March 14, 2005
*pulls up curtain*
tahdah!
My new improved parrot. sexy eh~ it's slimer now. lol. cos my supervisor + collegue + sue said it's far too fat! haha got tummy nicer what.. lol, anyway, i brought it to a sliming session already. added more details too ^^
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i'm damn full. i think mommy's feeding a pig again. couldn't finish what she cooked for me. it's really ALOT!
well, mommy woke me up this morning at 7.50am, to ask me where's my lunch box. ~.~ wth. if cant find just anyhow use one first uhhhh.. its 7.50!! omg. such a badddd timing. i left 10 mins of sleep and she woke me up...(#*&@$* but i love her uh.. she's so sweet, waking up early in the morning to cook for me :)
then, when i was trying to sleep for my last few mins, she woke me up again. #*(&$*(#&$#@$($. asking me where's my water bottle. omg! zz. i told her i'll fill it up myself. i cant even remember where i put.. zzzz somemore she's asking me in the morning mann. That's the worst thing u can get in the morning. ~.~
but my morning was okay after that :)
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k, i have to continue drawing my front view parrot. lol. drew it halfway already..it turned out to look like penguin ~.~ edit edit!
posted by Cecilia @ 1:59 PM
Secret Garden
tahdah!
My new improved parrot. sexy eh~ it's slimer now. lol. cos my supervisor + collegue + sue said it's far too fat! haha got tummy nicer what.. lol, anyway, i brought it to a sliming session already. added more details too ^^
--
i'm damn full. i think mommy's feeding a pig again. couldn't finish what she cooked for me. it's really ALOT!
well, mommy woke me up this morning at 7.50am, to ask me where's my lunch box. ~.~ wth. if cant find just anyhow use one first uhhhh.. its 7.50!! omg. such a badddd timing. i left 10 mins of sleep and she woke me up...(#*&@$* but i love her uh.. she's so sweet, waking up early in the morning to cook for me :)
then, when i was trying to sleep for my last few mins, she woke me up again. #*(&$*(#&$#@$($. asking me where's my water bottle. omg! zz. i told her i'll fill it up myself. i cant even remember where i put.. zzzz somemore she's asking me in the morning mann. That's the worst thing u can get in the morning. ~.~
but my morning was okay after that :)
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k, i have to continue drawing my front view parrot. lol. drew it halfway already..it turned out to look like penguin ~.~ edit edit!
posted by Cecilia @ 1:59 PM
Secret Garden
*yawn* It's a new week, a new morning, and a new monday. It felt good, waking up seeing tom's message on msn. Glad that u have a good sunday :) oh well, at least u get to work out! hehe.. and..At least, i know, you're smiling :) and you made me smile. Definitely nice to start a monday like that:)
oh, and i found a new chilling place. wow, the ambience is so nice. The place is quiet, orangy, warm, cosy. It's located at bugis, if i remember correctly, the place is called secret garden. I dont think many people know that place though. cos i dont know. lol. I forgot how to go there too :x
Went chilling with one of my cello mate. yeah, and he brought me there. nice place mann. just went out for a talk, chit chattting. though we're not close. lol. As i said, i try to go out as much as i can. :)
cello mate mentioned that i slimed down. lol. really that exggerating? and said i look like a zombie. ~.~ lol. ytd when meeting, i didnt put any make up. for the whole week i've been applying some bronzer and blusher. i just love the bronzer so much :)
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My supervisor just smsed me, saying she wont be going to the office today. mann. she's spoiling me. lol. of course i'll do work lah.. I want my grades mann. and i'll work hard for it.
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oh yah, just to announce, lol, 2 new bloggers this month. My darling, ah pooh, and wendy! but ah pooh seems to be busy, so it'll take her some time before she starts posting anything. lol. wendy has already started posting.
I cant have my daily dose of 2 cadbury chocs today. cos i finsihed the whole bottle already :x went cheery to buy a bar of kit kat. lol. im craving too much mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 8:18 AM
It's a new week.
oh, and i found a new chilling place. wow, the ambience is so nice. The place is quiet, orangy, warm, cosy. It's located at bugis, if i remember correctly, the place is called secret garden. I dont think many people know that place though. cos i dont know. lol. I forgot how to go there too :x
Went chilling with one of my cello mate. yeah, and he brought me there. nice place mann. just went out for a talk, chit chattting. though we're not close. lol. As i said, i try to go out as much as i can. :)
cello mate mentioned that i slimed down. lol. really that exggerating? and said i look like a zombie. ~.~ lol. ytd when meeting, i didnt put any make up. for the whole week i've been applying some bronzer and blusher. i just love the bronzer so much :)
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My supervisor just smsed me, saying she wont be going to the office today. mann. she's spoiling me. lol. of course i'll do work lah.. I want my grades mann. and i'll work hard for it.
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oh yah, just to announce, lol, 2 new bloggers this month. My darling, ah pooh, and wendy! but ah pooh seems to be busy, so it'll take her some time before she starts posting anything. lol. wendy has already started posting.
I cant have my daily dose of 2 cadbury chocs today. cos i finsihed the whole bottle already :x went cheery to buy a bar of kit kat. lol. im craving too much mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 8:18 AM
It's a new week.
Oh mann, it's been a week. i've been going out till late night, well, later than my usual. Mommy starts nagging. What i can do is really just going out, keep going out, to steer my mind, making it think of other things. well, esplanade is just so memorable mann.
Anyway, insomia is lesser now. Appetite is o-k.
It has been a busy week for me. It feels good catching up with friends. all in a week. lol. They're so lovable :) I think ytd was the first time i met up with wendy , fen they all since ITP! and i met up with Jieru after months! chingling too..
I do admit, that i've been wearing a smiley mask. but that doesnt mean that i did not smile genuinely. i do. Well, just hope for a better week. :) same to you too. and to everybody :D
ITP's ending in a few weeks' time. It's good news as well as bad news. i haven find a job yet! but i dont really wanna start work so soon. i dont know, not decided yet. anyway, i should start building up my portfolio now. i've been dragging like years. i dont wanna end up like sue.. LOL. finding those works like mad when u need them.
lallala~ time to sleep mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:52 AM
Jazz pub pics
Anyway, insomia is lesser now. Appetite is o-k.
It has been a busy week for me. It feels good catching up with friends. all in a week. lol. They're so lovable :) I think ytd was the first time i met up with wendy , fen they all since ITP! and i met up with Jieru after months! chingling too..
I do admit, that i've been wearing a smiley mask. but that doesnt mean that i did not smile genuinely. i do. Well, just hope for a better week. :) same to you too. and to everybody :D
ITP's ending in a few weeks' time. It's good news as well as bad news. i haven find a job yet! but i dont really wanna start work so soon. i dont know, not decided yet. anyway, i should start building up my portfolio now. i've been dragging like years. i dont wanna end up like sue.. LOL. finding those works like mad when u need them.
lallala~ time to sleep mann.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:52 AM
Jazz pub pics
just got them from wendy's camera. they're horrible mann. should've brought my cam along. lol. the pics are far too 'noisy' cos of the bad quality + night mode.
The girls!
and.. the gays!
asikin and fen
the fickle minded
posted by Cecilia @ 12:39 AM
The girls!
and.. the gays!
asikin and fen
the fickle minded
posted by Cecilia @ 12:39 AM