Age 23, a full time SMU-ian, part time musician and a freelance designer.

I live in a purple heaven, lit up dimly with a lamp, with jazz music filling up the emptiness - a perfect paradise.
  • Wisdom
  • Determination
  • perseverance
  • Concentration
  • Productivity
  • Drive to go on
  • Worry less
  • More time
  • Good grades.

tom

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my weekends.
Sunday, January 22, 2006

Saturday, i bought a new foundation! mUAHHAHAHA. Maybeline moose foundation. hoo haa hoo haa. it feels very soft when i touch with fingers. look so delicious too. HAHA.. look like MOOSE CAKE! awwww..

As usual, met up with my babyyyy! hahaha.. brought some kids clothes over for his cousin.. glad that made everyone happy :D Wonderful day!

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Went facial and body massage this morning again. My face is horrible.. x.x so many red dots now.. and it's so damn painful! tears well up in the eyes x.x.. the lady poke and squeeze and poke and pokkeeeee AHHHHHH ouch. tsk.

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Then during evening, went to Sp band's MD at esplanade. cost me 21 bucks altogether. cos i took cab there -.- okay that's not the point. it's whether is it worth it or not? answer is.. yup. It's worth it cos there's a tuba solo, which i think is something worth anticipating for. Not bad afterall.. As for the songs chosen, i think this time, the songs isnt much interesting compared to past MDs. But nevertheless, the sound was good! Overall it's worth ba! :D

Other than that, the booket.. actually.. it's not ugly, it's not not nice, but its.. not practical, and not user friendly.. and besides, it's COLOUR PRINTING!!!! -.- cant believe you did not make use of the fact that it's colour printing..and made the thing B&W. doh. Fonts aren't suitable. Not readable and no consistency throughout. the only thing i like about the booklet is the side title. Sorry, but not to criticise, it's a job illness. x.x i'm not a good designer la, but .. no matter what, readability must be there! it's suppose to be informative, not designer-ish. anyway.. none of my business. :x job illness lah!

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Good day today.. but i was darn tired. During facial i fell asleep lots of times despite of the pain x.x then when i got back, only get to nap for 15 mins. AHHHHHH sooooo sleepy.

posted by Cecilia @ 10:19 PM 


yoooo hooooooo! weekends.
Friday, January 20, 2006

It's WEEKENDS again! HURRAY! you know why I'm always duper happy when weekend comes?

1. i can see my BABYYYYYYYY.. muahahah! meeting once a week isn't easy okay!! so stop gossiping me being mushy. love him to bittsss!
2. no work. = no frustrating projects.
3. Can dress up more. I'm vain.
4. able to sleep in more.
5. able to eat more.

that's what i'm happy about. HAHAHAH. yay.

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Anyway, i did something stupid just now. i was about to take my dinner at home.. and i was craving badly for ice milo. so i happily took my cup, and scooped milo. as usual, i'll dip in 1/12 teaspoon of condensed milk.. mix with hot water to 'digest' the powder.. then continued to the fridge, and got a bottle of cold water which I thought it was water.

tada ta da... poured into my glass. Then i realise..eh? how come it feels thicker than usual.. i didnt put in more powder.. Hmm.. then i continue.. after finish pouring the water, i saw some little cubes. which looked like ice cubes. *puzzled* i haven added in the ice cubes, and there're already cubes. so i thought, ah! must be that i didnt stir well when dissolving it in the hot water.

So happily happily, i went to the freezer and brought out a tray of ice cubes.. threw in a few cubes, to fill up the glass. was so EXCITED to drink it mann. then i checked the 'cubes' i found in the milo..

OH NOOOOOOOO~~~ i've made milo + aloe vera drink . YUCK! so disgusting!! that bottle of cold water was actually aloe vera drink!!! YUCK YUCK YUCK! it's nice, but arhh..mix with milo? no way! :( in the end, didnt drink that glass of milo.. was turned off already. x.x

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Oh yeah.. some updates about myself.. i dyed my hair red, and highlighted red last weekend. hur hur hur. but i realise it started to turn brown already.. starting to turn brown. tsk. oh well, at least it covered my numerous gray hair. x.x

Work has been quite sucky this week. projects haunting.. but the fun is there. cos we've got a new game to play!! ADDICTIVE! aww..

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I'm addicted to High Society's compilation. they're just so great.

posted by Cecilia @ 11:21 PM 


Confusion. Indecisive.
Saturday, January 14, 2006

Today and tmr will be the australian universities fair. Mom doesnt want me to go out. She wants me to pack the room instead. But i want to go out, and i told her i'll be going to the fair, so i'd better go. But this time, Im probably not going to sign up for any courses yet.

I'm so confused. Mom's right, she said "you took one year to THINK, and not come to any decision.". She's half right actually. I did take one year to think. Actually my mind set on studying music technology - griffith university. Come to think of it.. my rhythm is bad, my counting is bad, my compositions are near to like trash. Another thing. I love music.. In fact, i love all genres of music, esp classicals, baroque, jazz and waltz. I dont want to be like everytime i listen to music, im not relaxing, instead, i'll be prying open the music, and see what chords they use. x.x that is so not relaxing.

On the other hand, my passion for interior design is still burning in my heart, ever since i was young! From young, i wanted to be a interior designer, not a graphic designer, needless to say, a web designer which im doing right now. But oh well, interior designers dont really have a market in SG, there is to be truthful, it's only how you're going to 'dig' into the field, and be a good designer.

I dont have any interior background. I cant draw, i cant use autocad, I dont have the expertise to be in interior. SO.. in order to go into interior, i have to take another part time diploma, or at least a decent course for interior.

Seriously, I'm so sick of graphic design. Or rather, web design.

posted by Cecilia @ 10:12 AM 


shopping spree.
Thursday, January 12, 2006

Just got home after a short shopping spree with my dearie yeong yuan ting. haa.. it's always nice meeting up with her.. cos we'll have endless topics to talk. and I mean really endless. But then, we always have to say goodbye after meeting for few hours. I dont mind, cos at least we meet up :D

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Oh yea, shopping with her is always something good. Got 2 bottoms today. Kept my eyes off tops while shopping. Got a short skirt, and a pair of berms! YES!!! A PAIR OF BERMS!! omg, dont know how am i going to wear that mann. I'm always fearful of berms.. and 3/4.. cos i ALWAYS look SLOPPY in them. Dolling up properly will then make the difference. So under YT's the future fashion designer's encouragement, I bought the pants. It's kind of on impulse. Cos it's closing already. But I've always wanted to get something like that. Just that i'm afraid. YT boost confidence in me. hur hur hur.

There's lots of knee length skirts and long skirts around..they're beautiful! but then.. i look so wierd in them.. looked so much shorter and sloppy in them. so i'd better stick to my minis. HAHA.

Okay, so new year shopping is almost done. I'm short of accessories and a belt. I'd better get one soon. cos i dont have a belt. ~~

The pumps and sandals are really cheap nowadays. but damn it. DONT HAVE MY SIZE. I must accept the fate mann. These budget shoes are meant for normal sized feet. sigh. Wanted to get a casual pumps for casual wear. oh well. T.T

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hur. yup, and meeting up with yt today, i forgot to bring ALL her stuff that i'm suppose to pass her. HAHAA. Wanted to loan her my high society paris CD, pass her SP grad CD, and loan her li sheng jie's CD. All forgotten. x.x But she remembered to bring the stuffs she wanted to pass me. hahaha sooo swweeeeeeeet. she got me some snacks from her msia trip, and a belated christmas pressie - winner the pooh underwear. that is SO personal. and SO cute. LOL. I like it! It's so.. hmm how should i put it..so cute. just so cute. It'll definitely give the fun mood when wearing that. hahaha!

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oh. and met christina or christine or whatever, at one of the shops. We just talked casually though we dont know each other. lol. so we were talking about our jobs and all. she asked me "what do you work as?" i answered web designer. she was like O.O WEB! got the 'eeeeee' face. cos nobody likes web. HAHAHA. i didnt like it either. but well.. hur.

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Strangely enough, we only shopped a few shops this time. why? cos we spent 1 hour ++ in ONE shop. trying ALL the size L of that particular skirt. CRAZY RIGHT! I guess nobody will ever do that mann. If I were to go out with tom like that, he'd probably kill me on the spot. HAHAHAHA.

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Met up with chingling this noon for lunch as well. hur. she's working near bugis as well. yay. :D It's nice meeting up with her too! though we stay very near each other, we hardly meet up. So just an hour for lunch, it's nice :D

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Last thing.. IT'S FRIDAY!!! hurray! nearing weekends. hur. YAY! *hyper*

posted by Cecilia @ 11:54 PM 


untited.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006

yoo hoooo. This week has been a good week so far. :D Had 1/4 day off on monday, thanks to mikhail, and of course the others who took leave. HAHA. yup yup, went shoooping with jul Emily and claurene after that. JulEmily left halfway to meet her friend though. But Claurene and i continue our shopping at bugis street. The things are so damn cheap can! Oh well, smaller size people got their advantages. Most of their stuff.. i cant fit. Those 10 bucks tees are SO TEMPTING! cos I do have a hard time buying tee shirts. and i'm not willing to spend alot on a tee. oh well. HAHA. bleh.

Anyway, bought some of the new year clothes only. Have been really busying packing my house, my room, my stuff! Mommy kept on nagging me to buy my clothes, to pack my stuff, and not to go out. x.x that's quite ironic isnt it. haa.

It's thursday tommorrow! weeeeee! it's near the end of the week. So heippi. I always look forward to weekends :D And of course, looking forward to meeting my dearie tmr! YEUNG YUAN TING! HAHA. weeeeeeee!

okay time to sleep! *snores*

posted by Cecilia @ 10:31 PM 


Year 2006 Resolution
Wednesday, January 04, 2006

1. Be decisive.
2. Be more decisive.
3. MUST be more decisive.

posted by Cecilia @ 8:17 PM 


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! 2006 has arrived!
Sunday, January 01, 2006

YAY! It's a brand new year again! A new start, and a better year ahead everyone!

This year im not going to make any resolutions. cos that suck. I didnt even fulfill my 2005 resolution. But oh well, it's a well balanced year for 2005. Had really bad times, had really good times. but good triumph over the bad! muahhaha.. so shoo shoo all the bad memories. On the other hand, come to think of it, I've been working for the WHOLE YEAR! after my attachment, I accidentally found a job at APE after 2 weeks of rest. Didnt go for any holidays like some of my friends, totally worn out cos of the tiredness accumulated. But it's good! APE gave me chances to learn mann..else i think i'll be a junk now.. hahahahaha..

Alright! 2006! Hmm.. What are the first things i did for the first segment of 2006:
- Kissed tom! muahahah
- hugged tom! muahhaha
- made ice milo
- had a bite of apple pie
- sneezed 3 times straight, and 1 time 3 seconds later.
- wrote this entry
- listened the 1st song of the year - Pink Martini Sympathique

Yup, that's about it so far. muahahha.

This year gonna be a complicated year i guess. cos i dont know what i'll be doing. work for the whole year? I wanna study. but I haven make up my mind yet. It's so.. dont know what to do. Probably going to continue with work first and decide later. hur.

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A lil update about these few days.

Hmm.. my cousin came over again. To use the com. It's not i dont like lah, and it's not that we dont trust her lah, but you know, somehow things just get missing somehow. and we dont get to use the computer at all. Though we can request to use, but well, she came here is to use what, so we're like so..bad to snatched from her. Then she'll sleep with me for the night. 3 nights straight. Was so frustrated that i wanted to just leave the bed and sleep on the floor. It's cramp, and it's not like we can hug and sleep. ~~ must leave a 'line' in between ah. tsk. and dont really like the idea of people getting my stuff to sleep.. cos i will never have enough to hug. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, she didnt come for yesterday and today. so thank God. oh ya, I went facial today. And also a full body massage. *thumbs up* to the massage. I feel so much more relaxed. hur hur. The facial this time caused many red spots on my face. It's normal for facial lah, but usually I go for facial, it's not so bad one.. got out break on the forehead mann. PMS soon. hahah. hurts like (*$&#@(*$*(#@(*#@(*&$# lo. tsk.

Other than that.. hmmm.. oh ya, mik was nice enough to give us 1/4 day off on friday. Celia requested and helped all of us to have that privilege also..hehehehe.. thanks mann! called Jul, but she didnt pick up.. nv return call also..SLAP. HAHAHA. she kind of wasted her leave i feel. LOL.. like.. unworth lah! hahahahaha. :x I AM SO MEAN! actually not, the most of the rest of the apes also agree to my 'evil plan'. but too bad it failed, she didnt pick up.

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Next up: APE's Christmas party images

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THE FOOOOOOOOD.

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Opening of presents time! after the eating and gaming session. WE WERE SO EXCITED. LOL

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and YAY! I'm the first to open. A gift from Jul.

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tahdah! it's a mug! giraffe mug!

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Jul's turn. Gift from david. hahah look at david's face. LOL act shock.

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LOOK! it's a mous mug cover. SOOOOOO CUUUTEEEEE.

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Celia's turn!! yayy.. my gift to her.. a sitting cushion and a box of all colours highlighters. hahah

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claurene's gift! from mechie, a giraffe pencil case. hahaha giraffe in trend.

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Mechie's turn! Mikhail got a cute pencil holder for her :D

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Mikhail's turn. Celia bought a book for him.

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YAYYYY FINALLY David's turn. cos he's the oldest..must wait so long..HAHAHAA.. claurene got a aussino towel for him ^^

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All of us in the christmas celebration!

posted by Cecilia @ 12:52 AM