Age 23, a full time SMU-ian, part time musician and a freelance designer.

I live in a purple heaven, lit up dimly with a lamp, with jazz music filling up the emptiness - a perfect paradise.
  • Wisdom
  • Determination
  • perseverance
  • Concentration
  • Productivity
  • Drive to go on
  • Worry less
  • More time
  • Good grades.

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2nd week of school!
Friday, August 29, 2008

School's been okay, loving the times I have for myself and the times with the gym whores.
Morning shift tomorrow, hope I wont be late!

Good night.

posted by Cecilia @ 12:19 AM 


Random
Wednesday, August 27, 2008

I'm still awake, shall post something random.

Met the BSM peeps last friday. Mann, simply love their company. :))) The clique is still as close, and its funny how we always end up talking about the same thing everytime we meet, and how we miss each other so much :) We are such sweet people!! haa..

Anyway, after dinner at raffles hotel at Empire Cafe, with Aaron who had laksa, Bryan ... ok i forgot what bryan had, and me, ba kut teh. You guys must be thinking that we're CRAZY, going raffles hotel for such food?? Okay, we just wanna try alright. haha.. anw it was not bad.. the teh is nice can.. :) yup and thanks to Bryan who treated us with his 2nd pay.

Met up with Keith, Daniel and QX after that for a drink at the german bar and restaurant at raffles city. Had a nice talk and had our fair share of laughter there.

We went my place for mahjong after that. The usual us - Bryan, QX, Aaron and Tey after that. Anw that day was Tey's birthday but she came drunk, so .. she slept on my bed =.=

Aaron decided to leave his mark..




Bryan as accomplice (just kidding, Bryan was just KPO-ing)


Aaron's beautiful flower ^^ and much more elsewhere of course.

I hope we can meet up soon again, love it.

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School's been okay, catching up my readings. Great to have most of my majors mods this semester, and happy to be with the people im with this semester. love it. :)

Okay, I'm tired already, good night people, tomorrow will be a better day and pls, some kind soul pls return my matric card to me :( I dont wanna lose the minnie mouse strap.

posted by Cecilia @ 1:44 AM 


What a day.


Today was bad. Start of the day, I was kinda down already because of some issue. Then I went workout (okay this part was good. love it). Realised I'm not coming school tomorrow, so I have to bring back my 2 textbooks plus workout clothes - heavy. Then.. I lost my matric card. :( Then.. I got my FIC results today, failed theory (ok expected and im ok with it..but still part of the bad news of the day).

Anyway.. wanna say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest DADDY! now its past mid night, 27 august 2008 :) His sweetest daughters got him a Walnut carrot cake from Cedele, specially for diabetic people :) *hugs*

posted by Cecilia @ 12:04 AM 


:)
Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Do whatever you think its worthwhile, even if it doesnt work out, or if you do not succeed, you've tried your best. This is all you need, to put in effort for anything that's worthy of it. :)

I love my life now, because I've tried what I need and want to. No effort is wasted, and they are all worthwhile. Friendship is the last thing I wanna lose, please always be there for people you care for, because it is never worth it to lose a friend because of another person (at least to me). Please.. don't make me let go of any friendship for I've just forsaken one, and the only one. It's too painful to do that. Not that I'm that noble or a saint, its the friendships that I always treasure between people.

Love u all, friends :)

posted by Cecilia @ 11:44 PM 


Convocation 2008 & Vivace 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008

It's the start of the academic year again, here comes convocation and vivace for the freshmen. I wasn't involved last year, but this year I'm all in for Symphonia. Logistics for these 2 events are a breeze, because their committees will settle and I will only oversee it ^^ Haven't been so shiok before. BUT!! sometimes inefficiency frustrates me.

Here are some pics of convoc rehearsal & the actual event:














Vivace:

<3 my section :)

Now another challenge - how to borrow so many instruments within this short span of time? :s

posted by Cecilia @ 11:59 PM 


Untitled
Sunday, August 24, 2008

Actually have you ever wonder.. how would u feel when you lose importance in someone else's heart? Disappointed? Unworthy of your attention? Wasting your time? Abandoned?

I cannot comprehend, because if the person is worth it, he/she will always be of that importance as before.

posted by Cecilia @ 2:21 AM 


Sweet :)
Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Had a long tight warm hug from a friend today who came back from exchange! Really sweet friend :)

posted by Cecilia @ 12:17 AM 


The SPA Retreat
Thursday, August 14, 2008

As the President of The SPA Retreat, I conclude that this holiday a successful one! LOVE IT :)))

Day 1 - Rainy day
Met up with the people, Tey, Jackson, Jonathan and Rio at Habourfront centre for breakie. Up the ferry and off to Batam!

When we reached Harris hotel, they served us delicious cookies.. So the cookie monsters (all of us) just kept gobbling the cookies.
However, the weather wasn't good as it started to rain heavily. We slacked in our room for abit and we went for our free bowling. Mann.. I was bad .. hahahha.. oh well.. they are the sports people k!! But was fun was fun! Went back to slack in our room for a bit more and we went for Go Kart nearly our hotel.

Go Kart was.. FUN. really fun. Wet ground, drizzling, and speed. woohoo.. I collided into jackson's kart and we both turned 360 degrees. And i screamed. was scary can!! but I continued to drift at the corners after that.. ha!!

We went for lunch after that. This is interesting, after lunch, we spotted them serving breadsticks to other customers. We wanted to buy them, we I asked the waiter how much does it cost. But the waiter mentioned that only with pizza then customers get it free flow, they dont sell them. I look at him and asked again if we can buy and with the i-really-want-them-look. He finally said "okay, I'll get a few pieces for u all" *wide grin* on all our faces. hehhhhhhhhh..

We went back to our rooms to slack again. hahahah.. then Tey and I decided to go for a swim. Swam abit and we start just soaking ourselves in water. :)) The guys went for basketball instead cos weather was too cold for them. Low body fats percentage. tsk tsk.

Dinner was good, went for seafood dinner nearby and we walked back to the hotel after that. We had chilli crabs, cashew nut prawns, kang kong, hotplate toufu, and steam seabass. Yums!

Supper was even better.. 3 pizzas with a box of breadsticks and bread. woohoo!! and of course the dark choco digestive biscuits that i brought. Full like hell can.. and slept after that :x

Day 2
Day 2 was much better, good sun, good weather. We went for a swim in the morning again :))) all of us this time. Then we went back for shower and settled everything before going for breakie. Breakie was bad though; they closed at 10 and we only had 15 mins to eat the leftovers. We were told that the breakfast closes at 11 :( Anyway, we rushed for our 3-hour spa after that. We were late, but was still good. Had body scrub, hotstone massage/ aroma massage and Jacuzzi bath.

Tey and I were in the same room, was quite awkward at times. Cos we have to bathe together and Jacuzzi together. Nevertheless, it was a nice experience and was a good trip overall :))))








The nervous Tey


Cam whored before we strip


hot stones


Our Jacuzzi bath


On the ferry back home




Will update with photos when I get them :)

posted by Cecilia @ 9:38 PM 


How to tell if you are real?
Monday, August 11, 2008

I've always been wondering bout this question. How to tell if somebody is being REAL or not.. or does it really matter?

I once thought.. everybody will have a mask when they meet people, even when you're very close to someone, there is still a thin layer of mask..

Then there's once i thought.. if the other person is real, you can definitely feel it..
but why.. when you trust him/ her so much, everything falls?
So then is your feeling real?

Then I thought.. through analysis.. you are able to tell from different signs from the other party to see if he/she is REAL.. but analysis can fool you! Brain vs Heart.. Brain can almost always be deceiving ..

But how much can you trust your heart?

k, sleep.

posted by Cecilia @ 1:12 AM 


Catch up!
Saturday, August 09, 2008

Met Ariel today!! Happy :)))))) Haven't seen her for SIX months can!! Miss her lotssssssss :)))
Time passes so fast that I can still vividly remember the last time i see her.. was at the airport.. midnight. Remembering Tey and I rushing for the last bus back.

She's really sweet! heh.. Walk walk for a bit, then we settled down at HK cafe near Suntec. Love this catchup session and there's more to come when school starts, can't wait! :)))))

posted by Cecilia @ 12:35 AM 


The Cripple of Inishmaan
Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Caught this play with Jackson. Was really good, love it!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cripple_of_Inishmaan

The studio theater was crowded with secondary school kids, as part of their lit lesson. Was kinda noisy and irritating at times as we were trying to catch the Irish accent and what they were saying. The play was well scripted and everything went smoothly. I love the way how the acts were being transited. I too liked how the main actor portray his emotions as a crippled man, his agony of being crippled and the feeling of being looked down.

Great play. More plays to come I hope!! Haven't been engaging with such stuff for some time.

Got a sushi lunch-dinner at esplanade. A good meal, I ate more than him can!! I finished many sushi with the rice.

Went shopping with him after that, was hoping to get shoes, but :( usually what i wanna get i cant get for the day.. shrugs. Maybe the wrong outfit to fit shoes today. Nothing seems to work. Fitting of the shoes was bad too.. maybe its just the brand?? x.x

Went to look for cosmetics too.. too bad doesnt have ettusias there, if not i wanna get my cleanser..

But anyway, i got 2x singlets from topshop.. love it!! fitting is really good, body hugging and doesnt show fats cos of the material HAHAHA.. and got a box of Strawberry & Almond Crunch cereal from marks and spencer. We walked Candy Empire, Market Place, and all the candy and snack places.. gosh.. U can't believe how much he can snack. As much as me, or more.


<3<3<3

A great play, great company, great shopping, great browsing for snacks, great day. Love it!! :)

posted by Cecilia @ 10:20 PM 


A new monday
Monday, August 04, 2008

I slept alot!! Had a mini party at my place on sat with the gym team.. was fun :)

It's a new week.. I can't wait for school to start 2 weeks later!! love my friends :)

This summer break has been a tough one.. a really tough one..let me see what i've done this hols..
I've..... wasted 2 months being emo, took fitness instructor course and done the exam even tho i will fail the theory paper, met up with lotsa friends, got closer to the gym team and symphonia, went for national band competition and got the honour of a top gold band, shopped alot, watched a few movies, been happy for the other 2 months. :)


the guys woke up from their drunk sleep. except for jackson of course.. he started sleeping since... 3 or 2 am..


Met up with auntie callie on sunday.. was great!! <3

Alright, gotta shower and get some errands done.

Added in:
Cooked pasta on Monday to entertain myself while getting to enjoy my favourite ingredients for pasta :D


Boiled my linguine, threw in garlic, mushroom


added in asparagus and rocket


tah dah!!

Ingredients: Shitake mushroom, rocket, asparagus *slurps*

posted by Cecilia @ 12:44 PM 


Satisfying Friday
Saturday, August 02, 2008

Did lotsa things today!!
Woke up at 9am today, lay on the bed till 930, finally willing to bathe and dress up. Fit into my new levis signature short skirt today with a pink tank and black patent tote :D

Went to PS, and got some groceries for salad making tomorrow.

Bought my favourite rocket vege, asparagus, mix salad vege, fav jap italian dressing, bacon beads. lemons, shitake mushrooommssss and shortbread :D love it.

After that I had gym shift from 1145 to 345 and did running for 1 hour before going down to koven to book my trip to Batam, and then came back school for band practice.

Brother will be coming back tomorrow again, 2nd book out.


on the way he went in


First book out :)

And.. ytd was my last day of work at Wearnes. I miss Margaret :( If not for her, i dont know how to survive at work! :)
went for hanabi dinner last night, was really really good. as in REALLY good. LOVE IT.

Didnt manage to take a photo of the sashimi platter, but this is one serving of salmon sashimi for 4.

yums?? YUMMIES. :)

Good day tomorrow peeps.

posted by Cecilia @ 12:19 AM