WHY AM I SO DUMB?
AHHHHHH! i got a flash rushing! and actionscripting is driving me crazy! It's actually easy to do up the flash. but, it's not easy to make it efficent, and convenient. To be in mind that, it's an external project, and edits and changes has to be made in future.
There's quite alot of actionscripting to learn through this. and I've mastered some. it's nice. butttttttttt couldn't continue. I'm now thinking of the alternative way - inefficient way. to put everything in MCs and just pass it up. oh yes yes, monday is the first deadline. the final deadline is wed, MORNING. ARGHHH CRAPPP.
but i can do nothing now. i'm seriously done for this time. z.
posted by Cecilia @ 1:35 AM
The end of PH.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
awwwwwwwwww.. That's the end of the public holiday. :/ Such a precious public holiday mann. Cos for the next few months - june, july there's no more! Only when you're working, you'll start cherishing public holidays. lol. Yea, and the next PH is only in August. Pathetic next-half of the year ><
I have a premonition today - to get scoldings from some clients. :x Cos i ignored him last week. HAHHA. ahhh..too packed with work. and will be more packed with work for the next 2 weeks. Lots of deadlines coming.
Alrighty, gotta go watch cartoon now before i go work. ta~
posted by Cecilia @ 8:42 AM
Scoldings, scoldings and more scoldings.
Monday, May 23, 2005
I have a premonition today - to get scoldings from some clients. :x Cos i ignored him last week. HAHHA. ahhh..too packed with work. and will be more packed with work for the next 2 weeks. Lots of deadlines coming.
Alrighty, gotta go watch cartoon now before i go work. ta~
posted by Cecilia @ 8:42 AM
Scoldings, scoldings and more scoldings.
Monday, May 23, 2005
This whole damn week, I've been woken up by scoldings. Not me, but my maid. It's so damn frustrating. Work is already stressful, what's making it worse is my mom! Mummy has been scolding my maid early in the morning, everyday! GOSH. THAT'S SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO UNBEARABLE. I woke up because of the noise, and not because of the alarm clock. which left me like few minutes to the sounding of the alarm clock. and I simply hate this. The feeling of not-enough-sleep derived from the shortage of few mins. arghh.
And the scoldings are not like the quite-soft kind.. It's the YELLING kind. AHHHH *pulls hair* Everybody's sleeping, and there's yelling going on. wtf. I'm going crazy someday. definitely. I mean, why lose your temper, or rather get so frustrated and angry over a maid? knowing that they dont understand english fast enough, and learning slow?
If fast understanding and know english is needed, why not get a phillipino maid, spending a few hundred more (i think 200 more) and get down to mummy's normal self? Is it really fun to get angry everyday? every morning and spoiling the rest of the day? and even spoil other people's mood by venting anger on them? It's ridiculous.
Mummy is a taurus - same as me. I mean I do get bad temper at times of course, and I do flare up quite easily. But I guess I learnt anger management few years back. There's only a difference in us - I learn music, she dont. And I believe music really bring my temper down alot alot. Ahh, but I do understand not everybody has a passion for music, esp classical yea.
Hopefully mummy doesnt get too aggressive. sigh. It's quite a terrible headache when I see her flaring up. so uncontrollable. The only way to save your ass? - go out early in the morning and come back late at night.
That's what I am now. I mean, it's inevitable. Work + strings, saturday - chill out day. Packed. haha. But as for sundays, I try to stay at home as much as possible, meaning most likely when people ask me out on Sundays, I'll reject. Even those days that I dont have strings practice, I go home, instead of going out to chill, even I want that very much. Relaxation is what i really need mann.
I seriously dont like scoldings from other people, when they didn't even try to understand first. Like my mom, on saturday, got a terrible scolding from her. Which, I've NEVER got that kind of shit before at all! Partly, I'm a lil on the wrong part - reaching home at 3am. I told mummy I went supper at 12. 12 to 3 = 3 hours. I mean, It's quite reasonable what~ She expects me to finish the food, and poof! home. wth~
even from young, I've been a goody girl. muahhaha. I mean cos when young, mummy scold because of bad result. Though my results are not those in the top, but it's reasonably, fairly good I would say, compared to my siblings. I'm safe on this side mann. lol.
No more late nights, honest supper, and late night activities for me anymore. Mummy's gonna throw me out the next time i think. Taurus can do anything when in their hot temper. never try on her mann. scary. lol.
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Just finish my piano lesson. Woke up feeling quite grouchy actually. Having to wake up so damn early on a holiday. sadded ah. Anyway, Ms Koh was late again - 30 mins. quite ok lah, I was watching some not-interesting drama on SCV. -.-
The beginning of the lesson was good.. concentrating well, and played fairly OK. Until.. mummy woke up. Went to the kitchen, (my piano is beside my kitchen), and started the scolding. It's loud. yes. Definitely disturbed my concentration. I've been hearing the scoldings for the whole DAMN WEEK. Simply couldn't ignore it. My head's gonna explode real soon I cant even hear properly what I'm playing.
Mistakes everywhere, replay and replay the song for so many times. Which adds on to the frustration in me. IMMA PISSED! Bang really hard on the piano, and make myself listen to the notes and concentrating my fingers. Horrible morning. That is why, I never like to stay at home during public holiday. Ironically, I dont realy like to go out on public holidays either. Mummy will start nagging why am I always out.
HELLOOOOO.. I spend my time during weekdays on work and music. Isn't it good? I invest my time on something GOOD for me. From the day I joined band, and took up music, Mummy never approve. She doesn't like. Reason? - Mummy thinks I'm spending too much time on band, strings. She only likes me learning piano. u know lah, typical thinking.
I'ts not like I'm out every day for fun. I do go home and spend family time with them. But the impression created is like, I dont ever like to stay at home, only wanna to have fun and fun and more fun.
Mummy treats me well, I know. Alot of stuffs that parents had done, are for their children. I mean besides that, I do hope that they can be more understanding. Or maybe mummy doesn't see much of the outside world - my generation. Which i can understand, cos her office only consists of her age people.lol.
Maybe I just couldn't understand why other parents can understand their kids enough while my mom cant. My dad actually understands us u know! That's so amazing. :) He understands what we need, and what we dont need. Sometimes he do pamper us with watches and stuffs he bought from overseas. But thank God he stopped buying and choosing clothings for us. HAHAHA. :x no laaaa, but he dont understand our dress sense that's all. afterall, he's a guy!
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Well well, I felt much better writing these. lol. I need to vent my frustration somehow. But I dont want to vent on other people. I shall draw a monkey and poke it hard later. HAHA. - chingling taught me that.
Hopefully tom and furniture browsing later will brighten up my day. :)
posted by Cecilia @ 9:44 AM
I'm a painter.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
And the scoldings are not like the quite-soft kind.. It's the YELLING kind. AHHHH *pulls hair* Everybody's sleeping, and there's yelling going on. wtf. I'm going crazy someday. definitely. I mean, why lose your temper, or rather get so frustrated and angry over a maid? knowing that they dont understand english fast enough, and learning slow?
If fast understanding and know english is needed, why not get a phillipino maid, spending a few hundred more (i think 200 more) and get down to mummy's normal self? Is it really fun to get angry everyday? every morning and spoiling the rest of the day? and even spoil other people's mood by venting anger on them? It's ridiculous.
Mummy is a taurus - same as me. I mean I do get bad temper at times of course, and I do flare up quite easily. But I guess I learnt anger management few years back. There's only a difference in us - I learn music, she dont. And I believe music really bring my temper down alot alot. Ahh, but I do understand not everybody has a passion for music, esp classical yea.
Hopefully mummy doesnt get too aggressive. sigh. It's quite a terrible headache when I see her flaring up. so uncontrollable. The only way to save your ass? - go out early in the morning and come back late at night.
That's what I am now. I mean, it's inevitable. Work + strings, saturday - chill out day. Packed. haha. But as for sundays, I try to stay at home as much as possible, meaning most likely when people ask me out on Sundays, I'll reject. Even those days that I dont have strings practice, I go home, instead of going out to chill, even I want that very much. Relaxation is what i really need mann.
I seriously dont like scoldings from other people, when they didn't even try to understand first. Like my mom, on saturday, got a terrible scolding from her. Which, I've NEVER got that kind of shit before at all! Partly, I'm a lil on the wrong part - reaching home at 3am. I told mummy I went supper at 12. 12 to 3 = 3 hours. I mean, It's quite reasonable what~ She expects me to finish the food, and poof! home. wth~
even from young, I've been a goody girl. muahhaha. I mean cos when young, mummy scold because of bad result. Though my results are not those in the top, but it's reasonably, fairly good I would say, compared to my siblings. I'm safe on this side mann. lol.
No more late nights, honest supper, and late night activities for me anymore. Mummy's gonna throw me out the next time i think. Taurus can do anything when in their hot temper. never try on her mann. scary. lol.
----
Just finish my piano lesson. Woke up feeling quite grouchy actually. Having to wake up so damn early on a holiday. sadded ah. Anyway, Ms Koh was late again - 30 mins. quite ok lah, I was watching some not-interesting drama on SCV. -.-
The beginning of the lesson was good.. concentrating well, and played fairly OK. Until.. mummy woke up. Went to the kitchen, (my piano is beside my kitchen), and started the scolding. It's loud. yes. Definitely disturbed my concentration. I've been hearing the scoldings for the whole DAMN WEEK. Simply couldn't ignore it. My head's gonna explode real soon I cant even hear properly what I'm playing.
Mistakes everywhere, replay and replay the song for so many times. Which adds on to the frustration in me. IMMA PISSED! Bang really hard on the piano, and make myself listen to the notes and concentrating my fingers. Horrible morning. That is why, I never like to stay at home during public holiday. Ironically, I dont realy like to go out on public holidays either. Mummy will start nagging why am I always out.
HELLOOOOO.. I spend my time during weekdays on work and music. Isn't it good? I invest my time on something GOOD for me. From the day I joined band, and took up music, Mummy never approve. She doesn't like. Reason? - Mummy thinks I'm spending too much time on band, strings. She only likes me learning piano. u know lah, typical thinking.
I'ts not like I'm out every day for fun. I do go home and spend family time with them. But the impression created is like, I dont ever like to stay at home, only wanna to have fun and fun and more fun.
Mummy treats me well, I know. Alot of stuffs that parents had done, are for their children. I mean besides that, I do hope that they can be more understanding. Or maybe mummy doesn't see much of the outside world - my generation. Which i can understand, cos her office only consists of her age people.lol.
Maybe I just couldn't understand why other parents can understand their kids enough while my mom cant. My dad actually understands us u know! That's so amazing. :) He understands what we need, and what we dont need. Sometimes he do pamper us with watches and stuffs he bought from overseas. But thank God he stopped buying and choosing clothings for us. HAHAHA. :x no laaaa, but he dont understand our dress sense that's all. afterall, he's a guy!
----
Well well, I felt much better writing these. lol. I need to vent my frustration somehow. But I dont want to vent on other people. I shall draw a monkey and poke it hard later. HAHA. - chingling taught me that.
Hopefully tom and furniture browsing later will brighten up my day. :)
posted by Cecilia @ 9:44 AM
I'm a painter.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Listening to: The Eagles - Hotel California
It's sunday again! Time really flies. The past week has been a torture in work. Reason being, I've started talking to clients! muahahha. Talking to my collegues' clients though. Taking over some of her work because she has gone for vocation. *envy* hah. But anyway, mostly i got scoldings from the clients. HAHA! ahhh.. cos of some misunderstanding and dont really know what's going on too.
But anyway, I had my first client meeting during the past week. Not too bad, the client was nice. haha, hopefully this project wouldn't be too bad.
---
Enough of work. My saturday was a good and sweet one. :D Well, as usual, went for driving lesson in the morning. I aimed not to stall engine at all, BUT , BUT! I'm sure it wasn't a confusion factor of mine that cause the engine to stall two times. For the past few lessons I stalled the engine cos of confusion. So I'm quite sure that the next lesson - no stalling anymore. muahhahahaha. trust me la~
Later went boooonn layyy. Tom's place to be a painter! we're painters today. The night before he had already moved out the furniture already, so today we started of bringing the paint, a lil cleaning up of the room before painting.
It was a tiring job mann. lol. cos the brush is so small (my brush) and the wall is so big. lol. did mostly on the base coating and fine tuning of corners and bottoms, and also small corners etc. Tom did mostly on the overall coating of the walls (his brush so bigggg, but heavy uh), and also those top parts near the ceiling are done by him. :D
After a few hours of painting... woah actually we spent alot of time on the painting part.. until around 7+ to 8 then we finish the painting part. then start vacuuming the place (but the vacuum cleaner cock up eh, cant vacuum ><"). Broom is always the better choice. hahaha although more tedious.
Moved in the furniture after cleaning up. Shifted 2 times to try out different layouts. and YAY! it looked damn nice. HAHA. *satisfaction*
Body ache, + headache this morning. lol. sniff too much paint. but it's been a nice and sweet though tiring day :D
posted by Cecilia @ 2:18 PM
@^(@*#$&@#*&$(
It's sunday again! Time really flies. The past week has been a torture in work. Reason being, I've started talking to clients! muahahha. Talking to my collegues' clients though. Taking over some of her work because she has gone for vocation. *envy* hah. But anyway, mostly i got scoldings from the clients. HAHA! ahhh.. cos of some misunderstanding and dont really know what's going on too.
But anyway, I had my first client meeting during the past week. Not too bad, the client was nice. haha, hopefully this project wouldn't be too bad.
---
Enough of work. My saturday was a good and sweet one. :D Well, as usual, went for driving lesson in the morning. I aimed not to stall engine at all, BUT , BUT! I'm sure it wasn't a confusion factor of mine that cause the engine to stall two times. For the past few lessons I stalled the engine cos of confusion. So I'm quite sure that the next lesson - no stalling anymore. muahhahahaha. trust me la~
Later went boooonn layyy. Tom's place to be a painter! we're painters today. The night before he had already moved out the furniture already, so today we started of bringing the paint, a lil cleaning up of the room before painting.
It was a tiring job mann. lol. cos the brush is so small (my brush) and the wall is so big. lol. did mostly on the base coating and fine tuning of corners and bottoms, and also small corners etc. Tom did mostly on the overall coating of the walls (his brush so bigggg, but heavy uh), and also those top parts near the ceiling are done by him. :D
After a few hours of painting... woah actually we spent alot of time on the painting part.. until around 7+ to 8 then we finish the painting part. then start vacuuming the place (but the vacuum cleaner cock up eh, cant vacuum ><"). Broom is always the better choice. hahaha although more tedious.
Moved in the furniture after cleaning up. Shifted 2 times to try out different layouts. and YAY! it looked damn nice. HAHA. *satisfaction*
Body ache, + headache this morning. lol. sniff too much paint. but it's been a nice and sweet though tiring day :D
posted by Cecilia @ 2:18 PM
@^(@*#$&@#*&$(
Sometimes I wonder is it I dont understand mommy, or mommy doesnt understand me.
posted by Cecilia @ 3:09 AM
Sunday
Monday, May 16, 2005
posted by Cecilia @ 3:09 AM
Sunday
Monday, May 16, 2005
listening to: Charlene - I've Never Been To Me
My morning kinda suck. cos of the numerous phone calls at home. got so frustrated that I kick off all my barang barang, woke up and answer the bloody phone. Now you know why my sunday always suck. eww! Had a day to rest, and have to be woken up by ringing phones... *pulls hair*
But anyway, trimed my hair in the noon, met up with mommy and daddy to view some houses, then met tom to go to SPband's concert. Great concert! :D met lots of friends there.. was quite surprised that some of them didnt perform. met the alumnis, wende and strings people. heh.
Had HAGEN DAZZZZZZZZ weeeeee~ it's damn full though it's only ice cream. muahahhaha.. i had waffle + belgium choc ice cream with maple. Tom had banana something.. in addition, we had apple pie and new york cheese cake. The cheese cake taste like shit.. so buttery.. just imagine yourself eating a lump of butter. yucky rightttt.. but the rest were dooppeee ^^
Need sleep now. ta~
posted by Cecilia @ 10:57 PM
Weekends
My morning kinda suck. cos of the numerous phone calls at home. got so frustrated that I kick off all my barang barang, woke up and answer the bloody phone. Now you know why my sunday always suck. eww! Had a day to rest, and have to be woken up by ringing phones... *pulls hair*
But anyway, trimed my hair in the noon, met up with mommy and daddy to view some houses, then met tom to go to SPband's concert. Great concert! :D met lots of friends there.. was quite surprised that some of them didnt perform. met the alumnis, wende and strings people. heh.
Had HAGEN DAZZZZZZZZ weeeeee~ it's damn full though it's only ice cream. muahahhaha.. i had waffle + belgium choc ice cream with maple. Tom had banana something.. in addition, we had apple pie and new york cheese cake. The cheese cake taste like shit.. so buttery.. just imagine yourself eating a lump of butter. yucky rightttt.. but the rest were dooppeee ^^
Need sleep now. ta~
posted by Cecilia @ 10:57 PM
Weekends
Had a wonderful weekend! Not much worries about work. haha! Anyway, went dating with yuanting on saturday afternoon. It's been such a long time since i last saw her.. Heard that she went gyming and having a personal trainer and stuffs.. she looked fitter already! :D but wth, she said i'm bonier. I've gained weight definitely. cos of all the chocs everyday. kind of overdosed. I shall keep away from them for ... a few days. hahahaha. i dont wanna get sick of my favourite snack yea.
We had subway! hahaha.. i so addicted to subway. and received a yellow tee from her for my bday. :D very prettyyyyy ... yuan ting always thinks i'm the super-small-size kind. bought a tiny S size for me. hahahaha.. it can fit, but a lil tight on the shoulder, which has always been my problem for tees.. muahhaa..but dont worry yt, i can still wear it lah ~ :D
yt's eating look
1st time eater.. so messy. hAHHA (this is yt's)
It's us!
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After that, met tom, and had subway again. -.- but this time i din eat anything, only had cookies. muahhaha. okies. we met up with the rest and headed to claire's and Sharifa's bday celebration. weeeee~ but it's VERY VERY warm and humid~ everybody's grabbing the fan and fan themselves, even in the air con bedroom upstairs.
Played carom with claire, siti, and tracy. It's the girls team~ muahha.. me and siti paired in a group. mannnnn.. she's good! i only got in 1 or 2..she got in the rest..:x haha~ but we didnt finish the game in the end, cos of cake cutting ceremony. hur.
For the rest of the night before we went home, was upstairs playing games with py's clique. Was very very very lethargic. since work started, i'll start feeling very tired when its 11++ pm. lol. we stayed till around 2am. ZOMBIFIED. Bloodshot eyes, pale face..lol. signs of dom-ing.
i'll blog bout sunday later. gotta frenzy to work now.
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posted by Cecilia @ 8:19 AM
Mango Umbrella.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
We had subway! hahaha.. i so addicted to subway. and received a yellow tee from her for my bday. :D very prettyyyyy ... yuan ting always thinks i'm the super-small-size kind. bought a tiny S size for me. hahahaha.. it can fit, but a lil tight on the shoulder, which has always been my problem for tees.. muahhaa..but dont worry yt, i can still wear it lah ~ :D
yt's eating look
1st time eater.. so messy. hAHHA (this is yt's)
It's us!
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After that, met tom, and had subway again. -.- but this time i din eat anything, only had cookies. muahhaha. okies. we met up with the rest and headed to claire's and Sharifa's bday celebration. weeeee~ but it's VERY VERY warm and humid~ everybody's grabbing the fan and fan themselves, even in the air con bedroom upstairs.
Played carom with claire, siti, and tracy. It's the girls team~ muahha.. me and siti paired in a group. mannnnn.. she's good! i only got in 1 or 2..she got in the rest..:x haha~ but we didnt finish the game in the end, cos of cake cutting ceremony. hur.
For the rest of the night before we went home, was upstairs playing games with py's clique. Was very very very lethargic. since work started, i'll start feeling very tired when its 11++ pm. lol. we stayed till around 2am. ZOMBIFIED. Bloodshot eyes, pale face..lol. signs of dom-ing.
i'll blog bout sunday later. gotta frenzy to work now.
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posted by Cecilia @ 8:19 AM
Mango Umbrella.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
New stuff added to my wishlist. *WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
I think I gone crazy already. *frenzy cookie*
posted by Cecilia @ 11:09 PM
PILLS.
Monday, May 09, 2005
I think I gone crazy already. *frenzy cookie*
posted by Cecilia @ 11:09 PM
PILLS.
Monday, May 09, 2005
oh yes yes, for those of you who know I'm on pills for the past 2 months, congrats to me!! weeeeeee~ I finished my pills! 2 months of pills. eww. *puke* imagine those people, like my daddy (because of high blood pressure), need to take 2893469 pills a day. :/ for lifetime mann. 2 months and I'm so SICK of that single pill already.
but hurray^^ i finished them all today! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ *mr cookie* :D
It's the beginning of the week again. Work starts pilling up again. but it's good it's good. As long as I dont get too stressed up. keep going mann. :D
I need sleep badly. *DOM*
posted by Cecilia @ 10:36 PM
Lord of the Dance.
but hurray^^ i finished them all today! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ *mr cookie* :D
It's the beginning of the week again. Work starts pilling up again. but it's good it's good. As long as I dont get too stressed up. keep going mann. :D
I need sleep badly. *DOM*
posted by Cecilia @ 10:36 PM
Lord of the Dance.
This is the day! The LORD OF THE DANCE DAY.
It's kind of funny when Jonathan called me in his drowsy x sleepy x gong gong voice. I picked up his call in the noon when going lunch with mommy and daddy and sistie.
Jon: "eh, what time we meeting?"
me: ???
Jon: "uhh.." *blur*
me: *blurrer*
Jon: "so what time we meeting, and where we meeting uh?"
me: "who are you?"
Jon: "ERRRRRRR jonathan."
me: "do u know who am i?"
Jon: *thinks for awhile* "cecilia loh"
me: o.O "am i even meeting you today?"
Jon: "errr no?"
me: *thinks harder* "i think u got the wrong person."
Jon: "uhhh not today? btw, what's the date today?"
me: "uhhhhhhhhh, 8th."
Jon: o.O "uh, not today meh?"
me: *suddenly awake* "!!!!!!!!!! UH! IT'S TODAY!"
Jon: " ... "
me: :x
etc.
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So scary. If he's not going, I seriously think i'll skip the whole show :x and feiyou and jonathan will chop me into pieces. LOL. :x
Okay, so we met up, and so excited bout the show. but when i stepped out of the house, i forgot my ticket. HAHAHAHA. :/ ran back and take, zoom to kallang.
oh mann, it's awesome. Cant imagine how they managed to count their beats, and make it lag-less when tapping after another immediately! it's just so amazing!! :D The violinists... gooosssshhhhh. fast like hell! it's just sooooo beautiful. and and and.. the lead tap dancer!!! AHHHHHH his style, his movement, his legssssss... so sexxxyyyyyy... hhahahaha .. I dont know how to describe the performance, but it's simply.. GOOD. Thank you feiyou and jonathan for the tix again! :D wonderful performance.
Jonathan hiao, bought the programme booklet.
Both of us bought posters. haha. we had one more extra, anyone wants? :D
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Went tom's place to chill after that. cos it's gonna be weekdays again. and that kinda stress me out, )*%&#@(*$&)#@&$*(#*(#@ hate the 'burdened' feeling. :s arghhh, sleep.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:09 AM
good morning
Sunday, May 08, 2005
It's kind of funny when Jonathan called me in his drowsy x sleepy x gong gong voice. I picked up his call in the noon when going lunch with mommy and daddy and sistie.
Jon: "eh, what time we meeting?"
me: ???
Jon: "uhh.." *blur*
me: *blurrer*
Jon: "so what time we meeting, and where we meeting uh?"
me: "who are you?"
Jon: "ERRRRRRR jonathan."
me: "do u know who am i?"
Jon: *thinks for awhile* "cecilia loh"
me: o.O "am i even meeting you today?"
Jon: "errr no?"
me: *thinks harder* "i think u got the wrong person."
Jon: "uhhh not today? btw, what's the date today?"
me: "uhhhhhhhhh, 8th."
Jon: o.O "uh, not today meh?"
me: *suddenly awake* "!!!!!!!!!! UH! IT'S TODAY!"
Jon: " ... "
me: :x
etc.
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So scary. If he's not going, I seriously think i'll skip the whole show :x and feiyou and jonathan will chop me into pieces. LOL. :x
Okay, so we met up, and so excited bout the show. but when i stepped out of the house, i forgot my ticket. HAHAHAHA. :/ ran back and take, zoom to kallang.
oh mann, it's awesome. Cant imagine how they managed to count their beats, and make it lag-less when tapping after another immediately! it's just so amazing!! :D The violinists... gooosssshhhhh. fast like hell! it's just sooooo beautiful. and and and.. the lead tap dancer!!! AHHHHHH his style, his movement, his legssssss... so sexxxyyyyyy... hhahahaha .. I dont know how to describe the performance, but it's simply.. GOOD. Thank you feiyou and jonathan for the tix again! :D wonderful performance.
Jonathan hiao, bought the programme booklet.
Both of us bought posters. haha. we had one more extra, anyone wants? :D
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Went tom's place to chill after that. cos it's gonna be weekdays again. and that kinda stress me out, )*%&#@(*$&)#@&$*(#*(#@ hate the 'burdened' feeling. :s arghhh, sleep.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:09 AM
good morning
Sunday, May 08, 2005
*yawn* The weather is so damn nice, the bed is so damn comfy, and I'm waking up at 0730am. so sad. arghhh.. The purpose - to prepare for piano lesson at 815am. GUESS WHAT? Ms Koh smsed me and said,"is it raining heavily there? cant come now" at 0811am. -_- and have to change it to 1030am.
She's suppose to reach here at 0815, and 0811 she's still at home. wth mann. That's what I'm always complaining about. hahahhaah. Though she stays quite near (katong), and she takes a cab, it's ridiculous to get taxi waiting time + journey = 4 minutes.
*cool down* but $(*#@^$*(*$((*#@$&#@ such a nice weather. See uhhh, 1 person's irresponsibility = me cant go to church today, + i cant sleep just a little more to enjoy the weather.
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Sunday serrrriiioouuussssllly BLLLUUUUEEESSSSS. It's either freaking hot + humid weather, OR, it's this kind of cool nice dreamy weather, and I cant get to sleep well. >:/
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Anyway, i got my specky already. WEEEE~ it's a VERY dark purple, sometimes you cant even see its purple. hahahh. Not used to it yet, my nose gets the funny itchy feeling, and the specs keep dropping. Prolly my nose is too oily. *laughs*
Went tom's aunt's place for a feast. For details, please read his blog. HAHAH. Something nice:
weeeee~ it's Georgia the angel! so prettyyy horrrrrr :D
I'm craving for durians. *zooms to the fridge*
posted by Cecilia @ 8:34 AM
3rd driving lesson.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
She's suppose to reach here at 0815, and 0811 she's still at home. wth mann. That's what I'm always complaining about. hahahhaah. Though she stays quite near (katong), and she takes a cab, it's ridiculous to get taxi waiting time + journey = 4 minutes.
*cool down* but $(*#@^$*(*$((*#@$&#@ such a nice weather. See uhhh, 1 person's irresponsibility = me cant go to church today, + i cant sleep just a little more to enjoy the weather.
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Sunday serrrriiioouuussssllly BLLLUUUUEEESSSSS. It's either freaking hot + humid weather, OR, it's this kind of cool nice dreamy weather, and I cant get to sleep well. >:/
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Anyway, i got my specky already. WEEEE~ it's a VERY dark purple, sometimes you cant even see its purple. hahahh. Not used to it yet, my nose gets the funny itchy feeling, and the specs keep dropping. Prolly my nose is too oily. *laughs*
Went tom's aunt's place for a feast. For details, please read his blog. HAHAH. Something nice:
weeeee~ it's Georgia the angel! so prettyyy horrrrrr :D
I'm craving for durians. *zooms to the fridge*
posted by Cecilia @ 8:34 AM
3rd driving lesson.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. I had my 3rd driving lesson an hour ago. Finally mann, that I'm able to support my driving lessons quite o-kly. Haven't got my pay though, prolly will be delayed a few days, just because I'm using POSB bank account. haha.. The boss says UOB would be faster. So.. apparently, only ME in the office using POSB. ~.~ it's okay.
yupyup, had driving lesson! It must be regular lar. For the past 2 lessons, I had 1 lesson and 1 week break. lol. and from the last lesson to this lesson, = 1mth break. HAHAHAHAHA. financial crisis. lol. have to forsake driving lessons for some time.
today's lesson was mostly on recap, and recap. Did some new stuffs today.. Turning at junction. AIYOH!!!! make me so nervous. cos there's like so many lanes of cars, dont know where to look first. and when i view the rear mirror, I cant differentiate which lane are the cars at. zzzzzz my left becomes right, right becomes left. So everything is jumbled up. lol. There's one particular junction turning, i looked behind looked the sides WITHOUT looking the front. so my steering wheel was like zig-zagging. The instructor got so nervous also. HAHAHHAAH. first time to see him nervous mann. so funny, but scary.
Went in between landed properties to drive also. Those very small teeny winy roads. SCARRRRYYYYY. So hard to turn and manoeuver the vehicle. and then when i'm turning half way through, i realise there's another vehicle wanna turn out. I'm in between the moving car, and a parked car! didnt know how to squeeze in mann.
haha, fun fun fun. :D
posted by Cecilia @ 11:17 AM
It's weekends again!
yupyup, had driving lesson! It must be regular lar. For the past 2 lessons, I had 1 lesson and 1 week break. lol. and from the last lesson to this lesson, = 1mth break. HAHAHAHAHA. financial crisis. lol. have to forsake driving lessons for some time.
today's lesson was mostly on recap, and recap. Did some new stuffs today.. Turning at junction. AIYOH!!!! make me so nervous. cos there's like so many lanes of cars, dont know where to look first. and when i view the rear mirror, I cant differentiate which lane are the cars at. zzzzzz my left becomes right, right becomes left. So everything is jumbled up. lol. There's one particular junction turning, i looked behind looked the sides WITHOUT looking the front. so my steering wheel was like zig-zagging. The instructor got so nervous also. HAHAHHAAH. first time to see him nervous mann. so funny, but scary.
Went in between landed properties to drive also. Those very small teeny winy roads. SCARRRRYYYYY. So hard to turn and manoeuver the vehicle. and then when i'm turning half way through, i realise there's another vehicle wanna turn out. I'm in between the moving car, and a parked car! didnt know how to squeeze in mann.
haha, fun fun fun. :D
posted by Cecilia @ 11:17 AM
It's weekends again!
wee wee weeeeeeeeeee~ It's weekends again! It's relaxation time. But somehow, I can't stop worrying about work :/ It's design's problem again. arghh! and that kinda suck, cos I dont know what to do with it, and I dont know how to do with it. >< SUEEEEEE HELPPPPPPP. Jessica also can . haha..
I did a mockup today, and it's kinda bad. Dont know where's the problem, but, it's bad lahh.. :/ Next week gonna do another mockup. Busy-ness is one thing, stress is another.
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Anyway, gonna get my specky tmr. YAY^^ guess woot? it's PURPLE! HAHAHA. okok, I'm obsessed I know. but hecccccckkkkkk .. wahahhaha...
Mommy's considering moving house - Kamangan. It's good and bad actually. Good would be, bigger room, though i'll still be sharing, but with my sis this time. A new environment, whereby i can have the chance to re-design my room. Bad would be, not that convenient already, further away from town, and from tom! and from all my friends actually. it'd be more difficult for tom as well.
well well well, it all depends. Haven't decide yet too. Money is a big consideration uh. hmm. I'm in the neutral stand, not that keen and not that unwilling.
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Sleep.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:47 AM
Some time to breathe.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
I did a mockup today, and it's kinda bad. Dont know where's the problem, but, it's bad lahh.. :/ Next week gonna do another mockup. Busy-ness is one thing, stress is another.
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Anyway, gonna get my specky tmr. YAY^^ guess woot? it's PURPLE! HAHAHA. okok, I'm obsessed I know. but hecccccckkkkkk .. wahahhaha...
Mommy's considering moving house - Kamangan. It's good and bad actually. Good would be, bigger room, though i'll still be sharing, but with my sis this time. A new environment, whereby i can have the chance to re-design my room. Bad would be, not that convenient already, further away from town, and from tom! and from all my friends actually. it'd be more difficult for tom as well.
well well well, it all depends. Haven't decide yet too. Money is a big consideration uh. hmm. I'm in the neutral stand, not that keen and not that unwilling.
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Sleep.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:47 AM
Some time to breathe.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
HOHOHO I'm back! Haven't been able to blog as regular as I used to. All because of work + strings practices. String practices took up 3 nights already. Am so bloody physically tired. Not even the strength to have supper.
Work has been piling up gradually. Now gotta 2 new mockups to do, one by this week, haha which is tomorrow! and I haven't start yet. Haven't even thought of any ideas yet. I'm DOOMED! But anyway, design needs relaxation. *nods* so i shan't force myself too much.
Hmm.. Somehow, I'm proud of myself. *laughs loudly* I learnt how to use CSS!!! yay^^ Was quite reluctant to use it initially, but now sort of got a lil hang of it, it serves convenience! hur. Makes the html codes much cleaner. :D
Then.. I managed to do a drop-down menu for a website. wee~~ though it's copy and paste and edit from another site, also gotta understand what to copy and what to edit. lol. took me 2 days. and I finally solved it today. :D my stupidest error was: I didnt import the style sheet into that particular html page. ~.~ I nearly bang the wall when i discovered that. WHY AM I SO DUMMBBBBB~ lol. but anyway, I solved it!! weeeeee~:D
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Today was Juliana's birthday! The other taurus in the office :D took some shots.
Went TCC for 'high tea', in disguise to celebrate Juliana's birthday
Chlorene busy telling stories
still telling.
boss mikhail and david lauging at chlorene's story haha
here comes Juliana's birthday cake - warm brownie + ice cream + candle
tadah!
Candid shot of the birthday girl.
view of office took from my seat.
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Btw, i discovered a television + xbox at the couch. hur. just moved in 2 days back :D
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okay, shall update bout my personal life now. keep talking bout work stuffs for the past few entries. hmm.. So far so good i'd say. Not much life, except for weekends.
And I'm becoming a real mangoholic already. Their sunglasses.. OMGGGGG dooopppeeee. so eager to get one :D Aiming for a pair of mango long pants too. quite cheap, that's y I'm aiming..hahhah.. Saw a similar mango sweater as my lost one, that's kinda expensive, but worth the buy. Prolly not getting, cos this month's pay not gonna be alot. Prolly buying an adidas sweater first. Need a decent 'protector' real soon. COS I LOST MY MANGO SWEATER! ><
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Got MILK magazine from xiuli yesterday too.. hee~ so sweeeet of xiuli to remember to buy for me. thankie! :D At least I'm having external entertainment. Not much time to buy magazine and read too. Everything's so packed. But I guess when strings is over, prolly got the energy and time to meet peeps after work for chill out. :D
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ohhh, and I'm gonna start my driving lessons again this saturday! wee~ cos of financial crisis, I stopped driving lessons after the 2nd lesson. HAHAHA. aiyah. take it easy. lol. I wanna pick up tennis too! maybe can find Jialin.. haha.. but at the moment, not yet, must wait for strings to be over first, or else I'll go crazy.. hahaha..
I've been a good girl recently too. WHY? cos I'm eating breakfast!! cecilia is eating breakfast! omg. that's like, a miracle? hahahaha.. i always lao sai after eating breakfast. But recently dont know why, since i start work, got the urge to eat in the morning. But of course, the first 1 week+ and lao sai-ed every time i eat. lol. It's getting quite stable now. And I'm getting fat. oh noooooooo~ exercise!!
Btw, I've got something to announce. I FOUND MY SD CARD!!! Remembered I said I lost my SD card during D&D? ok prolly u dont remember. but I thought I dropped it during D&D. >< Today, while i was about to upload the pics, I found it inside the card reader. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. gosh. What's happenin to me mann. so dumb, so blur, so gong~! but yay~ i got 2 SD cards now. 256 & 512 haha. daddy's efficient. Bought me a 512 immediately i told him i lost the SD card. *hugs*
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I think my entries are duper long. hahaha. no energy for regular update mann. It's only 11+ and I'm duper SLEEEPPYYYzzzzzzzz.. good night peeps. :D
posted by Cecilia @ 11:21 PM
How to deal with disappointment.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Work has been piling up gradually. Now gotta 2 new mockups to do, one by this week, haha which is tomorrow! and I haven't start yet. Haven't even thought of any ideas yet. I'm DOOMED! But anyway, design needs relaxation. *nods* so i shan't force myself too much.
Hmm.. Somehow, I'm proud of myself. *laughs loudly* I learnt how to use CSS!!! yay^^ Was quite reluctant to use it initially, but now sort of got a lil hang of it, it serves convenience! hur. Makes the html codes much cleaner. :D
Then.. I managed to do a drop-down menu for a website. wee~~ though it's copy and paste and edit from another site, also gotta understand what to copy and what to edit. lol. took me 2 days. and I finally solved it today. :D my stupidest error was: I didnt import the style sheet into that particular html page. ~.~ I nearly bang the wall when i discovered that. WHY AM I SO DUMMBBBBB~ lol. but anyway, I solved it!! weeeeee~:D
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Today was Juliana's birthday! The other taurus in the office :D took some shots.
Went TCC for 'high tea', in disguise to celebrate Juliana's birthday
Chlorene busy telling stories
still telling.
boss mikhail and david lauging at chlorene's story haha
here comes Juliana's birthday cake - warm brownie + ice cream + candle
tadah!
Candid shot of the birthday girl.
view of office took from my seat.
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Btw, i discovered a television + xbox at the couch. hur. just moved in 2 days back :D
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okay, shall update bout my personal life now. keep talking bout work stuffs for the past few entries. hmm.. So far so good i'd say. Not much life, except for weekends.
And I'm becoming a real mangoholic already. Their sunglasses.. OMGGGGG dooopppeeee. so eager to get one :D Aiming for a pair of mango long pants too. quite cheap, that's y I'm aiming..hahhah.. Saw a similar mango sweater as my lost one, that's kinda expensive, but worth the buy. Prolly not getting, cos this month's pay not gonna be alot. Prolly buying an adidas sweater first. Need a decent 'protector' real soon. COS I LOST MY MANGO SWEATER! ><
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Got MILK magazine from xiuli yesterday too.. hee~ so sweeeet of xiuli to remember to buy for me. thankie! :D At least I'm having external entertainment. Not much time to buy magazine and read too. Everything's so packed. But I guess when strings is over, prolly got the energy and time to meet peeps after work for chill out. :D
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ohhh, and I'm gonna start my driving lessons again this saturday! wee~ cos of financial crisis, I stopped driving lessons after the 2nd lesson. HAHAHA. aiyah. take it easy. lol. I wanna pick up tennis too! maybe can find Jialin.. haha.. but at the moment, not yet, must wait for strings to be over first, or else I'll go crazy.. hahaha..
I've been a good girl recently too. WHY? cos I'm eating breakfast!! cecilia is eating breakfast! omg. that's like, a miracle? hahahaha.. i always lao sai after eating breakfast. But recently dont know why, since i start work, got the urge to eat in the morning. But of course, the first 1 week+ and lao sai-ed every time i eat. lol. It's getting quite stable now. And I'm getting fat. oh noooooooo~ exercise!!
Btw, I've got something to announce. I FOUND MY SD CARD!!! Remembered I said I lost my SD card during D&D? ok prolly u dont remember. but I thought I dropped it during D&D. >< Today, while i was about to upload the pics, I found it inside the card reader. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. gosh. What's happenin to me mann. so dumb, so blur, so gong~! but yay~ i got 2 SD cards now. 256 & 512 haha. daddy's efficient. Bought me a 512 immediately i told him i lost the SD card. *hugs*
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I think my entries are duper long. hahaha. no energy for regular update mann. It's only 11+ and I'm duper SLEEEPPYYYzzzzzzzz.. good night peeps. :D
posted by Cecilia @ 11:21 PM
How to deal with disappointment.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Went church with tom & his aunt today. Was damn tired. haha. That's beside the point anyway. hmm.. Very nice church i would say. :) The topic today was, "How to deal with disappointment".
It's so true, disappointment comes when an expectation is not fufilled. I do have disappointments, because expectations are set too high for myself. But of course, with disappointment, I grow. And often with disappointment, we lose faith. We cant. We must always go back to our faith, or even increase our faith whenever we're down with disappointment. For believers, every disappointment, is an appointment with God. *nods nods*
Made me thinking. Lots. Though I'm not a believer, or rather, a little believer. lol. Something inspirational. :)
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Anyway, had a great pasta meal with them after church. The shop itself look nice enough to make the paste taste nice. HAHAH. I had penne! weee~ and tom had squid ink pasta. :s I remembered me, jialin and asmah did surf for squid ink pasta during one of our breaks in musicTEC. At that time, I was so disgusted by the colour already. lol.
and today! i saw the real squid ink pasta. *eww face* I managed to try abit. Actually, it doesn't have a taste for the ink. It's just the look of it, that is soooo eww. If I dont know it's squid ink, I'll prolly love it. hahahahaha. aiyah, physcology problem. :s Imagine, you're actually squeezing a squid, and forcing the INK into your MOUTH! :s
Okay, I'd better stop it. hahahahaha. But it's nice, I wont deny that. You people can try :D
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So happy, tmr no need to work. wahahha. It's not I hate work, but I'm kind of stressful. At musicTEC, I'm considered VERY FAST, right, jialin? hahaha. But at ape, I'm considered normal. I think YT can die if she work there. LOL. But it's good experience lah. Very fast paced + high quality company. I like, but the stress is there. U know, when stressed, creativity cant flow. sooooooo, I have to stay calm.
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kk, labour day = rest. I shan't touch much bout my work stuff so much. ^^
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hmmm, recently there's a few 'curry function' carrying out near my area. The sound of the 'suo na' reminded me of Andrew. Dont know why, recently I keep thinking about his death. The image in my mind would flash back to the scenes. During dramas or television, when there's similiar situation, I'll link it to andrew. Hope he's doing well in wherever he is now.
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Happy labour day people! :)
posted by Cecilia @ 10:14 PM
It's so true, disappointment comes when an expectation is not fufilled. I do have disappointments, because expectations are set too high for myself. But of course, with disappointment, I grow. And often with disappointment, we lose faith. We cant. We must always go back to our faith, or even increase our faith whenever we're down with disappointment. For believers, every disappointment, is an appointment with God. *nods nods*
Made me thinking. Lots. Though I'm not a believer, or rather, a little believer. lol. Something inspirational. :)
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Anyway, had a great pasta meal with them after church. The shop itself look nice enough to make the paste taste nice. HAHAH. I had penne! weee~ and tom had squid ink pasta. :s I remembered me, jialin and asmah did surf for squid ink pasta during one of our breaks in musicTEC. At that time, I was so disgusted by the colour already. lol.
and today! i saw the real squid ink pasta. *eww face* I managed to try abit. Actually, it doesn't have a taste for the ink. It's just the look of it, that is soooo eww. If I dont know it's squid ink, I'll prolly love it. hahahahaha. aiyah, physcology problem. :s Imagine, you're actually squeezing a squid, and forcing the INK into your MOUTH! :s
Okay, I'd better stop it. hahahahaha. But it's nice, I wont deny that. You people can try :D
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So happy, tmr no need to work. wahahha. It's not I hate work, but I'm kind of stressful. At musicTEC, I'm considered VERY FAST, right, jialin? hahaha. But at ape, I'm considered normal. I think YT can die if she work there. LOL. But it's good experience lah. Very fast paced + high quality company. I like, but the stress is there. U know, when stressed, creativity cant flow. sooooooo, I have to stay calm.
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kk, labour day = rest. I shan't touch much bout my work stuff so much. ^^
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hmmm, recently there's a few 'curry function' carrying out near my area. The sound of the 'suo na' reminded me of Andrew. Dont know why, recently I keep thinking about his death. The image in my mind would flash back to the scenes. During dramas or television, when there's similiar situation, I'll link it to andrew. Hope he's doing well in wherever he is now.
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Happy labour day people! :)
posted by Cecilia @ 10:14 PM