But that's normal i guess. Every client wants to get the best out of the amount they've paid. We all know clients are.. troublesome.. HAHA..
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Ever since shopping at the sales at Mango the other time, didn't really have the urge to buy clothes at the moment. But then again, today i went topshop after work for 30 mins.. saw the polo tee i've always wanted to get, but always out of stock. So i tried it on.. WOW! looks good. HAHAHA. why? cos it doesnt tie tightly on my tummy, and the shoulder fit kinda well. though i've to get a size bigger than usual (cos of shoulder), it fits nicely overall :D
Guess what? I didnt buy. muahahahahahhahah.. was quite broke for this month already.. tmr will be july, pay is coming! oh yea, i'll be more willing to buy it then. It just makes a difference, dont ask me why. haha
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It's the end of june, and it's the end of concession. More cash will be spended on transport, and i'd have to really start to save. So, I'll prolly drink lesser Tea'C' ice, and spend lesser on breakfast (i can eat at home more often). And of course, lesser $$ on clothes. :x
I'm looking forward to graduation day!! cos i can have a day leave! hahahhaa.. erm..u know, in APE, you feel guilty taking a day off. it means, you've got NO TIME to finish the proposed stuff, and which means... OT big time.
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UP NEXT....
Will prolly be meeting my beloved yuanting for lunch next week, will try to meet sweetie chingling for lunch, and also my honey jieru for a night chill next week. weeeeee~ Gotta catch up with my girlfriends mann.. :D and also hopefully can meet tom more before he goes NS mann. Suddenly, i realise time is so limited when you're working. But i love the stress. MUAHAHAHAH. dont think i'm crazy. but stress is good sometimes yea? :D strive for the best .. hiak hiak hiak..
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the STRINGS day
Saturday, June 25, 2005
The concert is over. bad concert i would say. It's the worst concert i ever attended/performed. Not that it's that extreme, but i think it's not a good job done. Lack of practice i must say.
But anyway, members were quite disappointed. We can see that Yang lao shi was disappointed as well.
Oh well, it's over, just hope for a better one next year! :D
Would like to thank those who came to supported, esp...
- band mates (Edmund, Danny, Peiyan, Joelly, Alan, and forogt his name :x)
- the APES (though some cant attend)
- My family + my aunt + my cousin
- and of course, TOM + jean :D
In addition, also wanna thank edmund, danny and peiyan for the cookies! and tom for the sweet smelling bunch of sunflowers :D
Though there are friends who wanted to come, but couldnt.. like yuanting, jieru and junhui etc, but thank you all for supporting yea :D And also not forgetting to thank chingling for the before-concert wishes :D
here are the pics! Didnt really take alot of pics with the string-ers. Guess we didnt really have the mood after the concert :)

Daddy shot this. :D

before concert. jonathan try his very best to highlight the important points. but think it kinda backfired. LOL. I couldn't differentiate when it's pizz when it's arco -.- since everything is highlighted.

band mates. dont know why the rest hid themsevles. haha

cousin. she's a make-up artist. anything can ask her for professional make up ^^

brother. the rest of my family are in the toilet -.-

me and feiyou. HUR. this is when the BIG meets the SMALL. my sunflower win ^^

me and my desk partner, jonathan the bear.

that's lil jean!

me and tom!

that's the cookie(from band) and the sunflowers(from tom) :D
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Nevertheless, thank you everybody :D
MANGOmangoMANGOmango
Thursday, June 23, 2005
But anyway, members were quite disappointed. We can see that Yang lao shi was disappointed as well.
Oh well, it's over, just hope for a better one next year! :D
Would like to thank those who came to supported, esp...
- band mates (Edmund, Danny, Peiyan, Joelly, Alan, and forogt his name :x)
- the APES (though some cant attend)
- My family + my aunt + my cousin
- and of course, TOM + jean :D
In addition, also wanna thank edmund, danny and peiyan for the cookies! and tom for the sweet smelling bunch of sunflowers :D
Though there are friends who wanted to come, but couldnt.. like yuanting, jieru and junhui etc, but thank you all for supporting yea :D And also not forgetting to thank chingling for the before-concert wishes :D
here are the pics! Didnt really take alot of pics with the string-ers. Guess we didnt really have the mood after the concert :)

Daddy shot this. :D

before concert. jonathan try his very best to highlight the important points. but think it kinda backfired. LOL. I couldn't differentiate when it's pizz when it's arco -.- since everything is highlighted.

band mates. dont know why the rest hid themsevles. haha

cousin. she's a make-up artist. anything can ask her for professional make up ^^

brother. the rest of my family are in the toilet -.-

me and feiyou. HUR. this is when the BIG meets the SMALL. my sunflower win ^^

me and my desk partner, jonathan the bear.

that's lil jean!

me and tom!

that's the cookie(from band) and the sunflowers(from tom) :D
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Nevertheless, thank you everybody :D
MANGOmangoMANGOmango
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Okay, some people out there might be wondering.. WHAT'S SO GREAT ABOUT MANGO. hmmm.. i cant explain either.. i just find their cutting, shape, and colours suit asian alot.. Very vibrant colours they have, lots of types of tops and bottoms!
oh well, till now I haven bought any of MANGO's bottoms yet. Kind of expensive for me to afford for 'anyhow-buy' clothings. HAHA. erm, it's not anyhow-buy, but casually-buying. Dont really buy bottoms so much too. But i really love their pants for MANGO.
Alrighty, today is the start of MANGO end-season-sales. So, it's crazy. Though this season's clothings dont really appeal to me that much compared to past seasons, but I still go for the sales.
It's actually my first time really going for the sales. for the past seasons, i just go in and nothign comes out, cos when I decided to go in with lesser people, there's no clothings no sizes. LOL.
Met Claurene (APE's programmer) 830am and went for the mango sales. Kinda scary. It's the first time witnessing the first day of MANGO sales. according to yesterday, the sales suppose to start at 830. But when i reach there at 825, there're already people coming out with big bags of clothes. O.O
Then claurene and i squeezed our way in and start browsing. I wont say snatching cos we did not snatch. HAHAHA. we just take our time and browse.. Wanted to get a mango bag quite some time ago, but kinda expensive for that bag. Managed to grab a pink one... but it has some kind of wierd defects that i cannot accept. LOL. so didnt get. ahhhh~ no moreeeee ><
Anyway, i speng 70 bucks on 4 clothes. A sweater, and 3 tops. Claurene spent 96 bucks on 4 tops as well.. long sleevs and tee shirts. I love her long sleeves! Wanted to get long sleeves, but i always find it very warm to wear it. ><
Good buy i would say. Though.. 2 of the clothes i bought was oversized. LOL.
Was late for work for 45 mins. :x but it's okay.. it's not like everytime.. and boss knows we went for mango sales. HAHAHA. but then again, we always stay till damn late after work..
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Last string ensemble practice today. tomorrow will be the concert! and i'm still so out of tune! one reason is cos i cant hear myself.. another reason is cos i keep changing cello everytime.. so cant really grab the position properly.. and annoother reason is cos I'm always out of tune. HAHAHAH.
Okay, anyway, I've sold 15 tickets on my side. wee~ the APES are coming, my family (for the first time and last time ever since i start performing from pri 3), tom and jean, peiyan, edmund and danny, and lastly, junhui. lalala~
Though I know that the concert wont be good.. i think we seriously lack practices. We only start practicing the pieces at quite a late date. But oh well, we will give our best.
I'll be on leave tomorrow. Pack my stuff, and sleep more. damn, only slept 3 hours plus last night. was rushing the flash, NCSS but still couldn't finish. only managed to finish this afternoon. and went for mango sales early this morning. HAHA.
I'll be a free-er girl from next week onwards. hmm.. at least A LITTLE free-er. lol. I have a premonition that i'll be OT-ing almost everydayyyyyyy... It's crazyyyyyyy.. but it's good training for perserverence!
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*burp* just finished a piece of cake. skipped dinner for the whole week already. and i'll be skipping tmr's too. Dont realy like to have a full stomach before concert. :)
good night peeps! all the best for the string-ers yea!
oh mann, it's friday.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
oh well, till now I haven bought any of MANGO's bottoms yet. Kind of expensive for me to afford for 'anyhow-buy' clothings. HAHA. erm, it's not anyhow-buy, but casually-buying. Dont really buy bottoms so much too. But i really love their pants for MANGO.
Alrighty, today is the start of MANGO end-season-sales. So, it's crazy. Though this season's clothings dont really appeal to me that much compared to past seasons, but I still go for the sales.
It's actually my first time really going for the sales. for the past seasons, i just go in and nothign comes out, cos when I decided to go in with lesser people, there's no clothings no sizes. LOL.
Met Claurene (APE's programmer) 830am and went for the mango sales. Kinda scary. It's the first time witnessing the first day of MANGO sales. according to yesterday, the sales suppose to start at 830. But when i reach there at 825, there're already people coming out with big bags of clothes. O.O
Then claurene and i squeezed our way in and start browsing. I wont say snatching cos we did not snatch. HAHAHA. we just take our time and browse.. Wanted to get a mango bag quite some time ago, but kinda expensive for that bag. Managed to grab a pink one... but it has some kind of wierd defects that i cannot accept. LOL. so didnt get. ahhhh~ no moreeeee ><
Anyway, i speng 70 bucks on 4 clothes. A sweater, and 3 tops. Claurene spent 96 bucks on 4 tops as well.. long sleevs and tee shirts. I love her long sleeves! Wanted to get long sleeves, but i always find it very warm to wear it. ><
Good buy i would say. Though.. 2 of the clothes i bought was oversized. LOL.
Was late for work for 45 mins. :x but it's okay.. it's not like everytime.. and boss knows we went for mango sales. HAHAHA. but then again, we always stay till damn late after work..
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Last string ensemble practice today. tomorrow will be the concert! and i'm still so out of tune! one reason is cos i cant hear myself.. another reason is cos i keep changing cello everytime.. so cant really grab the position properly.. and annoother reason is cos I'm always out of tune. HAHAHAH.
Okay, anyway, I've sold 15 tickets on my side. wee~ the APES are coming, my family (for the first time and last time ever since i start performing from pri 3), tom and jean, peiyan, edmund and danny, and lastly, junhui. lalala~
Though I know that the concert wont be good.. i think we seriously lack practices. We only start practicing the pieces at quite a late date. But oh well, we will give our best.
I'll be on leave tomorrow. Pack my stuff, and sleep more. damn, only slept 3 hours plus last night. was rushing the flash, NCSS but still couldn't finish. only managed to finish this afternoon. and went for mango sales early this morning. HAHA.
I'll be a free-er girl from next week onwards. hmm.. at least A LITTLE free-er. lol. I have a premonition that i'll be OT-ing almost everydayyyyyyy... It's crazyyyyyyy.. but it's good training for perserverence!
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*burp* just finished a piece of cake. skipped dinner for the whole week already. and i'll be skipping tmr's too. Dont realy like to have a full stomach before concert. :)
good night peeps! all the best for the string-ers yea!
oh mann, it's friday.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
You know what, I always rejoice on fridays when I'm ITP-ing at musictec. But nooooooo.. i hate fridays now.. cos it's nearing the weekends! why? cos I always have to OT till very late and yet not finishing my work. sigh.
This week would be my DEAD-EST week. as I had mentioned last week. THE DAY HAS COME!. The dateline for NCSS is on monday night. Latest. oh well.. no choice but to burn and burn my weekends. Of course i'd spend some hours to relax.. I cant possibly spend ALL of it on work. It wont help a single bit.
JULIANNAAAAAAA!! ahhhhhh.. she's out to irritate me with the word - zahra. lol. It's so damn stressful when i heard that name - the client of NCSS project. She's a nice lady, I've spoke to her before.. but but but.. damn me! i lost the .fla working file! why i so kukuuuuuuu whyyyy WHYYYYYYY~
no point whining. Have to start work tmr, and work and work. Monday gonna have cello sectional practice in school. I hope i'm able to make it.. it's alot of work mann. ALOT!
okies.. btw, STRINGS concert is coming! i'll be duper super ultra busy! with those pressing deadlines, and rehearsals..
24th June, 7pm, SP convention hall, 5SGD / tix
interested, please get tickets from me yea.. :D before next tues ya!
Wonderful weekends
Monday, June 13, 2005
This week would be my DEAD-EST week. as I had mentioned last week. THE DAY HAS COME!. The dateline for NCSS is on monday night. Latest. oh well.. no choice but to burn and burn my weekends. Of course i'd spend some hours to relax.. I cant possibly spend ALL of it on work. It wont help a single bit.
JULIANNAAAAAAA!! ahhhhhh.. she's out to irritate me with the word - zahra. lol. It's so damn stressful when i heard that name - the client of NCSS project. She's a nice lady, I've spoke to her before.. but but but.. damn me! i lost the .fla working file! why i so kukuuuuuuu whyyyy WHYYYYYYY~
no point whining. Have to start work tmr, and work and work. Monday gonna have cello sectional practice in school. I hope i'm able to make it.. it's alot of work mann. ALOT!
okies.. btw, STRINGS concert is coming! i'll be duper super ultra busy! with those pressing deadlines, and rehearsals..
24th June, 7pm, SP convention hall, 5SGD / tix
interested, please get tickets from me yea.. :D before next tues ya!
Wonderful weekends
Monday, June 13, 2005
Finally went for a good swim on saturday with tom and jean. Had lots of fun too.. haha.. at last i got to relax my muscles.. It's been a long time since tom went swimming.. It's the first time going with him too. his freestyle is... *&#@($&(#@$* fast! haha.. eye opening eh.. :D
Oh well, before that went queensway for a walk walk session. guess what i got? - a multicoloured camo bape tote bag!! muahahahahahhahaahhaha... it's from tom.. wee~! my dream bagggggg.. will definitely brighten up my working days with that :D thannkkk yoouuuu :D
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Sunday had piano lesson in the morning, then went shopping with mommy and aunt at 11am. -.- lol.. not really shopping, but to buy toiletries, facial products, hair products etc at specialist centre. mommy got the extra 20% discount. heh.. i only got 3 stuff of myself though.. though in total the bill came up to xxx amount, but it's a good buy!
went home around 3pm. Didnt go grandmother's place cos only then i know daddy went overseas. -.- had a nap. NAP! how long did i not have a nap! slept for around 2 hours, woke up, and met tom for dinner. went sweansens! both had fish and chips, with calamari, fries with dip, and the hot plate apple pie with ice cream. GOSH.. beautifully delicous, and the presentation attracted alot of attention. muahhaha.. you all should try it when u go sweansens ya..
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It's monday! and i think i'm too stressed. LOL. I dreamt that i was in HK with juliana. escape from office -.- bought lots of bapy stuff there :x lol.. very realistic mann..
alrite, gotta go shower already~ sistie bought hotcakes for me weeeeee~ i shall leave my cha bee hoon for tomorrow morning :D
Delicated to my dear Jieru, Naima.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Oh well, before that went queensway for a walk walk session. guess what i got? - a multicoloured camo bape tote bag!! muahahahahahhahaahhaha... it's from tom.. wee~! my dream bagggggg.. will definitely brighten up my working days with that :D thannkkk yoouuuu :D
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Sunday had piano lesson in the morning, then went shopping with mommy and aunt at 11am. -.- lol.. not really shopping, but to buy toiletries, facial products, hair products etc at specialist centre. mommy got the extra 20% discount. heh.. i only got 3 stuff of myself though.. though in total the bill came up to xxx amount, but it's a good buy!
went home around 3pm. Didnt go grandmother's place cos only then i know daddy went overseas. -.- had a nap. NAP! how long did i not have a nap! slept for around 2 hours, woke up, and met tom for dinner. went sweansens! both had fish and chips, with calamari, fries with dip, and the hot plate apple pie with ice cream. GOSH.. beautifully delicous, and the presentation attracted alot of attention. muahhaha.. you all should try it when u go sweansens ya..
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It's monday! and i think i'm too stressed. LOL. I dreamt that i was in HK with juliana. escape from office -.- bought lots of bapy stuff there :x lol.. very realistic mann..
alrite, gotta go shower already~ sistie bought hotcakes for me weeeeee~ i shall leave my cha bee hoon for tomorrow morning :D
Delicated to my dear Jieru, Naima.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
naima turned 20th today!
weeeeee~ happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to naima, happy birthday to you!!
To Jieru naima:
Hey girl, it's been hmmmm around 2 months since we met up. The last time we met up was you, with a cosy heart, comforting me for my bad times. You're so sweet! You've never failed to bring me up when I need you. :D
hmmm.. 20 years old already! NUS student, good job my dear! though you always said your results aren't good, but I know, that you have a hardworking soul. As seen from sec school, I know you aren't lazy! :D keep on going okay! you can do it!
let me count.. we've known each other for... about 7 years! omg, time really flies. Back then, u were playing the flute, and me, the clarinet. sec 1. We were quite o-k friends. Then, we got closer as days go by. you called me everyday, and conversations without 'bye bye' was your habit.
but because your flute playing was too lousy to be accepted by Fong, Fong make you join clarinet. was quite reluctant to have you join in though, cos of our quarrels lo. But then, you got a flaire in clarinet! deep, strong, solid, full sound came out. im impressed! totally! :D
I remembered you cared for me so much. (or maybe scare i flare up lolx). There's 2 times that you accidentally hurt my clarinet. Once, there's a solo part durin the practice. and you accidentally pull out the cork at the last joint. you cried!! omg naima you cried because you were afraid that i couldnt be able to play that solo. *touched* hahhaa. but i do look abit fierce that day. :x you volunteered to lend me your clarinet, and let fong scold you for not having a clarinet.
There's also once that your nail accidentally poked in my eye, and it bled internally. can even see the line of cut at the 'eye-white'. so scary! The greatest fear, is to lose sight. cant imagine. it's too scary. lol, so i cried la. but not obvious cos that eye already had tears flowing out cos of the irritation. Whole eye went red.
Jieru immediately went to buy a bottle of red-eye eye drop for me.
One day, you told me a shocking truth. lol. To think back, i was so childish! oh well, maybe i've never met that kind of situation before, couldnt react in time. lol. I started to avoid you.
But your perserverence didnt die off. I remember, that my temper was so bad that you were scolded whenever you called, or come to my house LOL. too mean yea. But then, it was a blessing in disguise. We quarrelled for like hmm.. 1.5 years? forgotten.. but it's quite long i know.
It's your perserverence that touched my heart. If not, I dont think we'll be buddies now! though we didnt meet up as often, the chemistry is still there.. :D There are bad times, there are good times. Forgive and forget! those bad times to me, are experiences. If they dont exist, I dont think we could be laughing at each other now. hahah.
all the best ya! by the way, I MISS YOU! badly! muack!
Busy week ahead.
Friday, June 10, 2005
naima turned 20th today!
weeeeee~ happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to naima, happy birthday to you!!
To Jieru naima:
Hey girl, it's been hmmmm around 2 months since we met up. The last time we met up was you, with a cosy heart, comforting me for my bad times. You're so sweet! You've never failed to bring me up when I need you. :D
hmmm.. 20 years old already! NUS student, good job my dear! though you always said your results aren't good, but I know, that you have a hardworking soul. As seen from sec school, I know you aren't lazy! :D keep on going okay! you can do it!
let me count.. we've known each other for... about 7 years! omg, time really flies. Back then, u were playing the flute, and me, the clarinet. sec 1. We were quite o-k friends. Then, we got closer as days go by. you called me everyday, and conversations without 'bye bye' was your habit.
but because your flute playing was too lousy to be accepted by Fong, Fong make you join clarinet. was quite reluctant to have you join in though, cos of our quarrels lo. But then, you got a flaire in clarinet! deep, strong, solid, full sound came out. im impressed! totally! :D
I remembered you cared for me so much. (or maybe scare i flare up lolx). There's 2 times that you accidentally hurt my clarinet. Once, there's a solo part durin the practice. and you accidentally pull out the cork at the last joint. you cried!! omg naima you cried because you were afraid that i couldnt be able to play that solo. *touched* hahhaa. but i do look abit fierce that day. :x you volunteered to lend me your clarinet, and let fong scold you for not having a clarinet.
There's also once that your nail accidentally poked in my eye, and it bled internally. can even see the line of cut at the 'eye-white'. so scary! The greatest fear, is to lose sight. cant imagine. it's too scary. lol, so i cried la. but not obvious cos that eye already had tears flowing out cos of the irritation. Whole eye went red.
Jieru immediately went to buy a bottle of red-eye eye drop for me.
One day, you told me a shocking truth. lol. To think back, i was so childish! oh well, maybe i've never met that kind of situation before, couldnt react in time. lol. I started to avoid you.
But your perserverence didnt die off. I remember, that my temper was so bad that you were scolded whenever you called, or come to my house LOL. too mean yea. But then, it was a blessing in disguise. We quarrelled for like hmm.. 1.5 years? forgotten.. but it's quite long i know.
It's your perserverence that touched my heart. If not, I dont think we'll be buddies now! though we didnt meet up as often, the chemistry is still there.. :D There are bad times, there are good times. Forgive and forget! those bad times to me, are experiences. If they dont exist, I dont think we could be laughing at each other now. hahah.
all the best ya! by the way, I MISS YOU! badly! muack!
Busy week ahead.
Friday, June 10, 2005
Busy week ahead. or should i say, DUPER BUSY week ahead. but firstly, let me enjoy my weekends before digging a whole, bringing sleeping bags, pillows and piggies to my work place to camp. hahahahah. sounds too exaggerated eh? Not to that extreme, but it's 90% of that extreme.
In addition, work time is limited by 3 days which i have to go school for strings practice. hmmm.. let me count.. I have 2 mockups to do by monday, the NCSS (lost .fla) flash to be completed by *shrugs* (client haven got back) but definitely next week :/ , revised mockup design for SHA by thursday, coding for full site for tangentIE. that's for now. I bet during next monday's meeting, workload will increase further. oh goshhhhh! I'll be chopped up into pieces by NCSS client already. just my luck to lost the file. oh well, will have to burn every night already..
Thankfully NCSS client didnt get back.. I did my job, i checked mechie's email, and my email already. didnt get back. which means, i dont need to burn my weekend yet. oh well, chopped by next week. tedious flash work. not dynamic at all. not difficult to do, but, lots and lots of time is needed cos of the amount of informantion and work to be done on the flash.
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Enough of work. I need relaxation!! helllllppppp! I need to shop, I need to spend, to vent all my frustration, stress, tiredness and etc. a need to release. too tied up. heh.
My dear ah toise.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
In addition, work time is limited by 3 days which i have to go school for strings practice. hmmm.. let me count.. I have 2 mockups to do by monday, the NCSS (lost .fla) flash to be completed by *shrugs* (client haven got back) but definitely next week :/ , revised mockup design for SHA by thursday, coding for full site for tangentIE. that's for now. I bet during next monday's meeting, workload will increase further. oh goshhhhh! I'll be chopped up into pieces by NCSS client already. just my luck to lost the file. oh well, will have to burn every night already..
Thankfully NCSS client didnt get back.. I did my job, i checked mechie's email, and my email already. didnt get back. which means, i dont need to burn my weekend yet. oh well, chopped by next week. tedious flash work. not dynamic at all. not difficult to do, but, lots and lots of time is needed cos of the amount of informantion and work to be done on the flash.
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Enough of work. I need relaxation!! helllllppppp! I need to shop, I need to spend, to vent all my frustration, stress, tiredness and etc. a need to release. too tied up. heh.
My dear ah toise.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Ah toise's dying. Gonna bring him for stitching soon. lol. Everybody in the office is laughing at ah toise now. HAHA.
oh well, shit happens at work. Whole week's work is gone. = I have to burn my weekends again. and it's for NCSS again. *smacks forehead*
Lost the .fla file while doing the very very last thing before sending to the client tomorrow. yess! deadline is tomorrow! but thank god, I still have the .swf file. Prolly sending the .swf file to the client first, burn my weekend, and rush it out for her on monday! wee~ isn't hard to do lah, it's just that alot of time has to be spent, cos of the amount of details, and work.
Mikhail boss had already tried helping me to search for the backup files in the server. but there's no record at all! why! but anyway, what's done is done, I'll have to chiong the flash out by monday! Thank you sharon for helping me searching ALL the folders :)
There goes my weekend! sobbie. but hopefully I'll get some peace mann. Relax my mind, go for a swim etc. Really need to do that. Have been duper busy mann.
Oh well, 2 main page mockups to be done, + a few subpages of tangentIE to be done tomorrow. + the flash. camping in office already. lol. today collegues already been asking me "hey, is your sleeping bag in the office or not? if not remember to bring tmr ok!" LOL.. so mean right.. haha..
alrighty! i need sleep. strings was late today. just got home only. *doom*
*shrugs*
oh well, shit happens at work. Whole week's work is gone. = I have to burn my weekends again. and it's for NCSS again. *smacks forehead*
Lost the .fla file while doing the very very last thing before sending to the client tomorrow. yess! deadline is tomorrow! but thank god, I still have the .swf file. Prolly sending the .swf file to the client first, burn my weekend, and rush it out for her on monday! wee~ isn't hard to do lah, it's just that alot of time has to be spent, cos of the amount of details, and work.
Mikhail boss had already tried helping me to search for the backup files in the server. but there's no record at all! why! but anyway, what's done is done, I'll have to chiong the flash out by monday! Thank you sharon for helping me searching ALL the folders :)
There goes my weekend! sobbie. but hopefully I'll get some peace mann. Relax my mind, go for a swim etc. Really need to do that. Have been duper busy mann.
Oh well, 2 main page mockups to be done, + a few subpages of tangentIE to be done tomorrow. + the flash. camping in office already. lol. today collegues already been asking me "hey, is your sleeping bag in the office or not? if not remember to bring tmr ok!" LOL.. so mean right.. haha..
alrighty! i need sleep. strings was late today. just got home only. *doom*
*shrugs*
Which sentence, which word did it led you to think that I use it for other purpose? I dont see the link at all! and which sentence did I even attempt to steal the clarinet? You dont even understand my schedule, dont understand my family habits, it doesnt mean coming up to my house to collect is conveninent for me. It maybe for you, but not everybody is like you alright? Different families have got different 'culture'. It is absolute brainless to accuse someone who did things that do not exist. get the facts right FIRST.
I admit, that I find it troublesome to pass Kinda the clarinet at night. cos i'm dead tired. But i didnt say that I cant pass it to her in the morning. still the same stuff, get the facts right FIRST, before you even start accusing, and putting total blame on others ya.
Sense of responsibility? of course I have. I dont even have to bother about the clarinet if i dont. I said after 24th june. Not yet reached, and you're saying I'm not havin responsiblity? now accusing me not having a sense of responsibility? so where's yours then? promising something that doesnt exist? responsibility??? what bout SL responsibility? duh. get the facts right FIRST.
duper pissed.
I admit, that I find it troublesome to pass Kinda the clarinet at night. cos i'm dead tired. But i didnt say that I cant pass it to her in the morning. still the same stuff, get the facts right FIRST, before you even start accusing, and putting total blame on others ya.
Sense of responsibility? of course I have. I dont even have to bother about the clarinet if i dont. I said after 24th june. Not yet reached, and you're saying I'm not havin responsiblity? now accusing me not having a sense of responsibility? so where's yours then? promising something that doesnt exist? responsibility??? what bout SL responsibility? duh. get the facts right FIRST.
duper pissed.
Just pissed with people who dont understand the other party's side and start roaring. And even asking redandunt questions. Some women are just unreasonable. Too bad, I'm not as mean as you, for I do not condone. by the way, I do not ought to be ashamed by myself, for just one reason - I'm no wrong.
For everybody's information, i hate to be rushed. last minutes do have a reason of course, but if you've anticipated it, why didnt you do it? that's ridiculous right? absolutely.
Well, I'm done with my whining. just dont bother me anymore. I said I'll return it, means I'll return it. Any doubts, I can do nothing. Rushing is just of no use.
Say hi to my new pet, ah toise!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
For everybody's information, i hate to be rushed. last minutes do have a reason of course, but if you've anticipated it, why didnt you do it? that's ridiculous right? absolutely.
Well, I'm done with my whining. just dont bother me anymore. I said I'll return it, means I'll return it. Any doubts, I can do nothing. Rushing is just of no use.
Say hi to my new pet, ah toise!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Tahdah! got a new pet last week. Brought my camera today to office, to help ah toise to make a model portfolio. HAHA. SO DAMN CUTE! cant help it, but to squeeze it everyday, and torturing Claurene's and Juliana's tortoises. HAHA. It's quite popular pet thought, the next day we went, it's all sold out! muahahaha. I'm sure most of u seen it before :D
the pics!

ah toise on my keyboard.

caught juliana trying to 'carom' ah toise

wee so cute

this is Claurene's.

the grouchy Juliana, stressed up. haha

ah toise is here to disturb her

smiled immediately :D

while the rest are concentrating on their work, the designers row are busy playing with tortoises.

Im also concentrating :x

this is david + my specs.

let me introduce, Claurene's cat in a bag.

my com! bathing ape. muahaha.

tahdah! it's our pets!

with a different pose.
now let me introduce ah toise's portfolio:

hi!

"dom-tsk-dom-tsk-dom-tsk .." rocking.

ah toise x pink nalgene

ah toise wanting to eat lolipop

ah toise + my specs

ah toise x pencils
kbox session with Ms Juliana, designer.
Monday, June 06, 2005
the pics!

ah toise on my keyboard.

caught juliana trying to 'carom' ah toise

wee so cute

this is Claurene's.

the grouchy Juliana, stressed up. haha

ah toise is here to disturb her

smiled immediately :D

while the rest are concentrating on their work, the designers row are busy playing with tortoises.

Im also concentrating :x

this is david + my specs.

let me introduce, Claurene's cat in a bag.

my com! bathing ape. muahaha.

tahdah! it's our pets!

with a different pose.
now let me introduce ah toise's portfolio:

hi!

"dom-tsk-dom-tsk-dom-tsk .." rocking.

ah toise x pink nalgene

ah toise wanting to eat lolipop

ah toise + my specs

ah toise x pencils
kbox session with Ms Juliana, designer.
Monday, June 06, 2005
Juliana is getting crazy! haha, or maybe, she's crazy, only that I'm slowly 'discovering' her craziness. lol. Went Kbox-ing with her today, after work. At first I thougth it's just a 'say say only' question. But it's true!!
We were so undecisive mann. even during lunch break. erm, I mean, she's undecisive. HAHA. But anyway, ever since i got closer to her, and crazier with her, i've been spending alot! We were deciding for what to eat for lunch today, in the end, we popped in Ajisen. -.-" SEE! 10 bucks gone!
then went Kbox, 20 bucks gone~! then what else? CAB!! we always end up in cab after supper (after late night work, usually fridays), or other activities like Kboxing today. hur.
We're all stressed up by projects after projects. Actually I'm quite relaxed for this week, but after today's meeting, somehow they realise i got nothing to do. It's not that i got nothign to do, but it's spacious enough for me to finish up the work without much rushing. but well, I'm exposed. :x
3 more projects chopped in the way, to be done by this week. There's a presentation on one of the projects this thursday, and I only know it today! meaning, i'll have to burn my wednesday totally! Hopefully NCSS gets mostly done by tomorrow. :)
Juliana is of course stress-er than me. haha she got alot more projects than i do mann! No wonder she needs a de-stress kbox today. hahahaha..
it's fun! it's relaxing, it's a way to let ourselves out. and not keep thinking and thinking about work, work, money and more work, and more money. >< work is tiring.. i want holidays, holidays, and holidays. Juliana going HK loh! still keep complaining.. but well, I understand lah, cos it's like, if you're 1 away from the office, you will feel so 'depressed', as in, worrying for like, "ahh, how ah how ah, can this be finished or not.. " that kind of thing.
I took a day of MC just last week, but I'm still doing work at home. duh. It's all part of the worrying. Somemore Juliana taking 2 working days off for her trip. oh well oh well, it'll be a busy week! ahhh, we're always busy. HAHA..
okay, i seriously need sleep now.. got a meeting early in the morning at bukit batok! arghhh.. why my meetings are always in the morning.. good and bad lah.. but wah lan, so farrrr.. ok. sleep. ta~
happy weekends!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
We were so undecisive mann. even during lunch break. erm, I mean, she's undecisive. HAHA. But anyway, ever since i got closer to her, and crazier with her, i've been spending alot! We were deciding for what to eat for lunch today, in the end, we popped in Ajisen. -.-" SEE! 10 bucks gone!
then went Kbox, 20 bucks gone~! then what else? CAB!! we always end up in cab after supper (after late night work, usually fridays), or other activities like Kboxing today. hur.
We're all stressed up by projects after projects. Actually I'm quite relaxed for this week, but after today's meeting, somehow they realise i got nothing to do. It's not that i got nothign to do, but it's spacious enough for me to finish up the work without much rushing. but well, I'm exposed. :x
3 more projects chopped in the way, to be done by this week. There's a presentation on one of the projects this thursday, and I only know it today! meaning, i'll have to burn my wednesday totally! Hopefully NCSS gets mostly done by tomorrow. :)
Juliana is of course stress-er than me. haha she got alot more projects than i do mann! No wonder she needs a de-stress kbox today. hahahaha..
it's fun! it's relaxing, it's a way to let ourselves out. and not keep thinking and thinking about work, work, money and more work, and more money. >< work is tiring.. i want holidays, holidays, and holidays. Juliana going HK loh! still keep complaining.. but well, I understand lah, cos it's like, if you're 1 away from the office, you will feel so 'depressed', as in, worrying for like, "ahh, how ah how ah, can this be finished or not.. " that kind of thing.
I took a day of MC just last week, but I'm still doing work at home. duh. It's all part of the worrying. Somemore Juliana taking 2 working days off for her trip. oh well oh well, it'll be a busy week! ahhh, we're always busy. HAHA..
okay, i seriously need sleep now.. got a meeting early in the morning at bukit batok! arghhh.. why my meetings are always in the morning.. good and bad lah.. but wah lan, so farrrr.. ok. sleep. ta~
happy weekends!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
yay^^, though had a bad weekend start, but had a happy weekend end. hur.
Monday gonna be blueeeeeeee.. reluctant to get up.. i want sleeepppppp, i want swimmmmmmm and moree swimmm and more sleeepppppp.
It's gonna be friday again!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Monday gonna be blueeeeeeee.. reluctant to get up.. i want sleeepppppp, i want swimmmmmmm and moree swimmm and more sleeepppppp.
It's gonna be friday again!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
YEP! tomorrow will be friday again! I'm not going to leave any worries for my weekends this time! Have to do 2 companies' mockups tmr. Therefore, a total of 4 mockups tmr. MUAHAHAH I'm DOOMED. but then again, mockups can be rushed, actionscripting cant. LOL.
Anyway, my scrollbar is solved! after 349853984 tries on 92846932846 scrollbars, finally, I've found one which is the PERFECT scrollbar, though it may not be very good in size reducing, but it's a good scrollbar to edit, and making it dynamic. Wanna thank Alan for helping me so much mann! hehe.. troubled him quite alot already..thank u!
Wanna thank tom too of course! Gave me so much support during my difficult weekend last week. Accompanying me to the office to get my harddisk, to suntec to get the DVD players for my mom, letting me use his com, prayed for me and even ta han-ing my mang zang-ness, my stress, my frustrations. heh.. not easy eh, for his character. hehe.. *hugs*
Work @ weekends seriously suck mann. I dont usually bring work home, but that is really rushing. Anyway, hopefully the project ends next week, and i can wash my hands off it. and ta dah~! it'll be my first flash project done in APE. hehe..
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Anyway, I'm quite pissed off by the fact that band is rushing me to return the clarinet. Let me say this again here ya, it's not that I do not want to return the clarinet. I got no time to go down on weekdays. I've already been asking around for trustable peeps to pass to them and let them bring down. I dont even have the time to do shopping mann, how do I even have the time to even go down?
No point rushing seriously, the more I'm rushed, the piss-ier i get ya? Anyway, I've given a date to a band member, who has been contacting me about it. Only after the strings concert that I'll be able to go down on weekdays. okies. settled.
I'm not pointing fingers at anyone ya, I just wanna make this clear here, and not having people to keep asking me about this. It doesnt do any good to ask something that cant be done yea. No hard feelings, dont be offended, just in case anybody do. :)
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need sleep, ta~
8gg gathering/ Happy Birthday, Rayston
Anyway, my scrollbar is solved! after 349853984 tries on 92846932846 scrollbars, finally, I've found one which is the PERFECT scrollbar, though it may not be very good in size reducing, but it's a good scrollbar to edit, and making it dynamic. Wanna thank Alan for helping me so much mann! hehe.. troubled him quite alot already..thank u!
Wanna thank tom too of course! Gave me so much support during my difficult weekend last week. Accompanying me to the office to get my harddisk, to suntec to get the DVD players for my mom, letting me use his com, prayed for me and even ta han-ing my mang zang-ness, my stress, my frustrations. heh.. not easy eh, for his character. hehe.. *hugs*
Work @ weekends seriously suck mann. I dont usually bring work home, but that is really rushing. Anyway, hopefully the project ends next week, and i can wash my hands off it. and ta dah~! it'll be my first flash project done in APE. hehe..
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Anyway, I'm quite pissed off by the fact that band is rushing me to return the clarinet. Let me say this again here ya, it's not that I do not want to return the clarinet. I got no time to go down on weekdays. I've already been asking around for trustable peeps to pass to them and let them bring down. I dont even have the time to do shopping mann, how do I even have the time to even go down?
No point rushing seriously, the more I'm rushed, the piss-ier i get ya? Anyway, I've given a date to a band member, who has been contacting me about it. Only after the strings concert that I'll be able to go down on weekdays. okies. settled.
I'm not pointing fingers at anyone ya, I just wanna make this clear here, and not having people to keep asking me about this. It doesnt do any good to ask something that cant be done yea. No hard feelings, dont be offended, just in case anybody do. :)
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need sleep, ta~
8gg gathering/ Happy Birthday, Rayston
Finally, another 8gg gathering! :D all thanks to Rayston, cos it's his birthday that gave us a reason to make time for gathering! :D Happy Birthday!
It was a tired working day as usual, rushing NCSS, though the deadline has been postponed. Met up with the 8gg at orchard. Went shopping around for cakes while waiting for Rayston. :)
Our dinner - Crystal Jade la mian etc etc.. haha dont know what's the full name.. We were duper full mann. It was very affordable! Very yummy, very tasty, very goody! muahahha..
Some pics:


at crystal jade

Rayston's XXX la mian (forgot)

Xinda's XXX la mian (think is shui jiao)

Jian fei's and Zihao's beef la mian

mine and xiang jun's tom yam la mian
had some other dian xin also:



JF savouring the jiao zi
Rayston's cake cutting session:

Rayston x chocolate cake

yay, sing birthday song

*blows*

Cake cutting session haa

Zihao finally showing his emotion, look at him, so delighted in receiving the piece of cake from Rayston :D
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Went TCC to chill after that. was too full to order anything, so only some of them did the ordering..

'Stout' @ TCC
As usual, Derek didnt join us. and this time, Andrew didnt too. But I'm sure, his soul is with us yea? :)
Tired.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
It was a tired working day as usual, rushing NCSS, though the deadline has been postponed. Met up with the 8gg at orchard. Went shopping around for cakes while waiting for Rayston. :)
Our dinner - Crystal Jade la mian etc etc.. haha dont know what's the full name.. We were duper full mann. It was very affordable! Very yummy, very tasty, very goody! muahahha..
Some pics:


at crystal jade

Rayston's XXX la mian (forgot)

Xinda's XXX la mian (think is shui jiao)

Jian fei's and Zihao's beef la mian

mine and xiang jun's tom yam la mian
had some other dian xin also:



JF savouring the jiao zi
Rayston's cake cutting session:

Rayston x chocolate cake

yay, sing birthday song

*blows*

Cake cutting session haa

Zihao finally showing his emotion, look at him, so delighted in receiving the piece of cake from Rayston :D
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Went TCC to chill after that. was too full to order anything, so only some of them did the ordering..

'Stout' @ TCC
As usual, Derek didnt join us. and this time, Andrew didnt too. But I'm sure, his soul is with us yea? :)
Tired.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Mann, I'm so physically and mentally tired. For the first time I felt so worn out. I had always been able to take it easy, and walking at my pace. My recent project for NCSS, a gov body, a full flash project, has been given to me last week. FULL flash. Spent lots of time figuring out how to do the 'perfect' beautiful customisable scrollbar, and also the 'perfect' way to make it as dynamic as possible. Until Sunday, then I know that it's a CD-ROM, not a web. Therefore, I dont need to make it dynamic. duhhh.
But then again, the scrollbar is a big headache, cos most of the scrollbar has flaws, if not, bugs. Hard to maintain, and contain. Finally found one superbly suitable one yesterday. *phew* though found it late, I still redo it and make it 'perfect'.
Anyway, today will be the deadline of NCSS. and I'm DOOMED. Well, on monday, I sent the client a copy of what I've done so far, she didnt get back, hopefully I can push the deadline. :x *cross fingers*
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Work is damnn lethargic. but no work = no income = no food = no shopping! :s no work also = too much free time. By the time I finish the 3 months contract, Tom will be going in NS already, and yuan ting has started work, Jieru is schooling, Chingling is working + studying. wa! no time to go shopping with. So, I better work. HAHA. well, depends if they want me to continue. z. too early to say anything now.
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Something to brighten up my stressful mood - Equinox. Had high tea yesterday with tom at Equinox. yay^^ Though the afternoon view will not be as nice as the night, but it's the experience that counts! heh.. The whole of Singapore is in my view! wow. Fantastic mann.
The food was goooooooood! nice, and yummy! though it's only high tea, it's enough to fill our stomaches.. hhahaa..
We were so excited mann.. hur. wanna thank ah yee (tom's aunt) for the voucher! heh..
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Yuan Ting will be starting her new job today! heh! something to do with interior! wowwwww.. I would like to do something like that if i got the chance mann..hehehehe.. Hopefully everything goes well for her :D
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okay, gotta change and work now.. ta~
But then again, the scrollbar is a big headache, cos most of the scrollbar has flaws, if not, bugs. Hard to maintain, and contain. Finally found one superbly suitable one yesterday. *phew* though found it late, I still redo it and make it 'perfect'.
Anyway, today will be the deadline of NCSS. and I'm DOOMED. Well, on monday, I sent the client a copy of what I've done so far, she didnt get back, hopefully I can push the deadline. :x *cross fingers*
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Work is damnn lethargic. but no work = no income = no food = no shopping! :s no work also = too much free time. By the time I finish the 3 months contract, Tom will be going in NS already, and yuan ting has started work, Jieru is schooling, Chingling is working + studying. wa! no time to go shopping with. So, I better work. HAHA. well, depends if they want me to continue. z. too early to say anything now.
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Something to brighten up my stressful mood - Equinox. Had high tea yesterday with tom at Equinox. yay^^ Though the afternoon view will not be as nice as the night, but it's the experience that counts! heh.. The whole of Singapore is in my view! wow. Fantastic mann.
The food was goooooooood! nice, and yummy! though it's only high tea, it's enough to fill our stomaches.. hhahaa..
We were so excited mann.. hur. wanna thank ah yee (tom's aunt) for the voucher! heh..
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Yuan Ting will be starting her new job today! heh! something to do with interior! wowwwww.. I would like to do something like that if i got the chance mann..hehehehe.. Hopefully everything goes well for her :D
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okay, gotta change and work now.. ta~