went around VCH area for a walk yesterday. It reminded me of MD 26- my first VCH performance. and my first major solo that cocked up. haha.
4 days going back to school. :/ it's really tiring.. i dreamt of performing at VCH again last night. gosh, the feeling is so warm, so nice. but on the other hand, i'm afraid i cant keep up the beat.
Cello, string ensemble - i wont give this up, cos my goal is to perform with the strings. and because of this, the concert is in june, which falls in the month of SPband going to sweden. so needless to say, i'm giving up the sweden trip. :/ which in turn bring down my moreal of wanting to performing for MD 28.
*sigh* i haven been going for 3 band practices. cos of my bad cough. argh. so today's my last chance. it's 2.45 now. left a few hours for me to think. should i?
and actually, if band + strings continue simultanously, i'm definitely gonna lose out in both sides. cos i've no time to practice! firstly, i dont have time to go for clarinet sectionals cos i work on saturdays too. secondly, i dont have the time to go down one day just to practice my cello. and when i reach school, there isn't any time left for me to practice even last minute before lesson, unless i take the later lesson.
how? :/
posted by Cecilia @ 2:29 PM
