Had a big fat crabbie when i got back. It certainly looked delicious, and it has always been my all time favourite. My lips are extremely sensitive today. both my upper and lower lips are swollen. ( allergy to crab). But today's crab seem so tasteless, it even tasted a lil' bitter as i ripped off his meat.

i messaged yuan ting. i told her i'm scared. I fear for there's no miracle. she gave me some console. everything would be fine. it's nice. i went on, sweating a lil', heart pounding hard and fast. but miracle did not happen.

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I met up with Jieru and ah beng today. u must be thinking "HUH??? AH BENG??? HOW COME??". He just finished sectional, and i just finish meeting tom, i didnt want to go home and face the 4 walls and my parents. i didnt want to be so ugly in front of them. i messaged ah beng to accompany me. i was lucky to catch him before he goes home.

At night, I met up with jieru. my beloved naima. haven seen her since 6 months ago. I so miss her. I needed company, she was there. :)

Jieru gave me a big warm hug when i met her. It's so nice. thank you. :)

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I kept trying to adjust my ring. But it wasn't there anymore. It was empty.
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someone please rip off my heart.
posted by Cecilia @ 11:08 PM 

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