Outfit: x-girl black top + U2 formal cargo skirt + purple pumps
Had piano lesson this morning. Ms Koh was quite on time. 5 mins late though. but it's okay. anyway, i wasn't in the mood to practice on my pieces the whole week, so i didnt really do much. Music is suppose to be a form of relaxation right. Somehow i see those exams as a chore. I decided not to take my grade 7 this year, i'm bound to fail. But I'm wiling to go for the piano recital in July. :) I wanan perform on a piano! it'll be SUPER DUPER scary mann. solo-ing in band is making me sweat even though i've performed on stage with a band for so many years! let alone piano. wahah. CONFIDENCE !!
Ms Koh asked me whether i want to try out other genre of music. OF COURSE MANN!! heh. straight away i answered her. i said jazz, jazzzzzzz!!. I didnt dare to play jazz last time. it's a very mood-dependent kind of music, the feel must be there u see. and i'm such a stone last time. :x i mean i'm still stiff now, but at least i know it's alot better than last time. I can feel art, can feel music now. hur.
Actually for the recital, i'm thinking of performing either jazz, baroque, or symphony pieces. soooooo.. shall see which one suit me best. cos for my first performance, i dont wanna screw it up, would rather choose a 'safer' piece. gain some experience and confidence and i'll try a more difficult one for the next recital! hehehe..
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anyway, piano lesson went on QUITE smooothly. My mind was thinking everything but piano. lol. i wasn't concentrating. the 1 hour seems like 1 year to me. :x I did try to concentrate, and manage to do quite well for today's lesson. duh, for one song actually. and guess wot? my piano teacher said i did alot better this lesson compared to last.
O.O R U SURE? I'm very sure that i wasn't concentrating. well, maybe it's cos of that particular song bah. i didnt take her compliments to heart cos i know i didnt do as well as last week. It just made me smile more to her. haha.
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had a bad tummyache just before i need to go out. ARGH. that's the worst thing u can get when you're already at the max timing to go out. Quickly went for toilet, then headed out. zzz. it's been some time since i get such tummyache. anyway, i managed to rush to the office a few mins late.
Rushed for toilet again >< tummyache when i reached office. think gonna have diahorrea for today. z.
I decided not to go taipei with fen they all. thank you for asking yea? :) actually i'm tempted to go lar, but i wanan keep the $$ for driving lessons. then i decided not to go Bangkok with chingling & family too. same reason. *hugs* will tell her later. :)
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was searching for something in my wallet just now, and POP! there was a mini card that slip out. it was from tom. ahh, how sweet were the messages. it was a 'missing card', for me to miss him when he's not around. yeah. it'll be used more often than last time. :)
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Ensemble was okay yesterday. Except for the jazz suite. cos we're playing the bass part instead of the cello part, so . . . it's all PIZZICATO!
1. i'm plucking so soft that i cant hear myself at all.
2. Jonathan is plucking so loud that i cant hear myself even more. LOL.
3. I'm having blisters again. gonna transform to dead skin soon.
aiyoh.. nvm lar, my fingers are already ugly. lol. it's a total waste of money to protect my hands mann. but i still buy hand moisturing cream. wahha.. cos i've been washing my own lunch box in office everyday.
oh, Brandaburg ( ahh dunno how to spell) was not very okay for me. that's a very nice and famous piece. why?!? cos its BACH! wahah..i'm a bach-lover. be it piano or cello. lots of notes for cello part, so prolly going down to practice tmr. :) first time on stage with a cello. and with a good cello, mustn't let the cello down. haha.
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k, i'm now alone in the office. just now had jimmy. supervisor not coming, asmah coming in the noon, boss + lady boss not around. !!! k, please stop scaring myself. lol. werk!
posted by Cecilia @ 10:15 AM
