i'm so pissed with myself. so angry with myself. wtf am i drawing. look at this. what kind of stupid monkey is that. >:/ if i'm going to draw like this, i'm not getting anywhere near a degree. or anywhere near being a good illustrator. what kind of standard is that?!?!

to have this disfigured monster to match my beautiful lively coconut tree? no way mann. look at my scene. at least i think it's nice though it's not extremely good.



seriously, what's so difficult bout drawing a monkey? it's just a monkey! i dont feel like drawing this stupid monkey. but it's work. grr.

look at that look at that. the lines, the contours, the shapes, the feel.. they're all not near o-k standard. it's so ugly. get that piece of shit off my screen. I'm gonna redraw it. it's far worse than a beginner illustrator.

damn.
posted by Cecilia @ 11:16 AM 

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