Had piano lesson in the morning, and went back to sleep. Wahahahah. Supposed to meet Kaiting and Ruilin to go back geylang meth, but I'm simply too lazy. >< too tired to move.
Met Chingling later in the noon. Accompanied her to apply her PDL. and I'm her ATM for the day. lol. returned so much cash to my wallet. >< and I'm spendin like water. left like .. $10 bucks in my wallet? my pouch has got like few cents left. lol. bad bad..this is bad.
Anyway, we went walk walk with my heels. lol. half a day, but kinda hurts mann. anyway, I'm a happy girl today. I bought 2 underwears from topshop! hahahhaaha. one girly boxie! so cute. i mean the boxie so cute. hahhaa. and a boyshort. wee~ bought a MANGO tank too. weeeeee~ hahaha.. mango freak is back.
Went to look for her office-to-be. damn cool~ i loy the rounded door. and the big big tower. look so office-y.
had a greeeaatt day. but arghh (*$^Y(#*@$^#@ dont know why, i lost all my photos that are taken today. :/
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Friday
Had a chill out, or rather, dating with tom. haha. Great day I'd say. I miss those days mann. Sitting down, and talk whatever shit we got. It felt great seriously. :D
Forgetting the past is impossible i guess, just put it aside. Throwing them into a box, and leave it there. I wanna look forward. to the dream house, and to the future. Having faith is the important thing, right?
It must have been a dream. A nightmare, for the past month. A zombified cecilia for the past month. Many things happened, and they're so hard to be accepted. I confused myself between dream and reality. I made myself fall asleep often, so I can see the beautiful fantasy.
Am I dreaming now? no I'm not. i slapped my ass, poked my tummy, bang my head, they hurt. It's a dream come true. It's a reality. OMG. it's a reality!! A blessed cecilia.
But, in any case, I'm not going to eat Royce chocs again. HAHAHA. I'm just freaking jealous. okay, I'm not going to care that anymore, it's us, not they. What's my problem anyway? haha.
g'night peeps!
posted by Cecilia @ 12:00 AM
