A Journey To Remember

I'm feeling neutral seriously. I dont feel as excited as i did during end of FYP, i dont feel as free as what i felt when FYP ended. *shrugs* In fact, I'm kind of worried. HAHA. cos i got no jobs yet! ok, *admits*, i didnt put in effort in finding one :x

Aifen got a job in mediacorp, Sue got into lasalle, Jess got into NTU. and me?? not even a portfoliio done. mann, i'm feeling so lazy. I wanted to get started an online portfolio done since the beginning of ITP, but.. i've not even moved an inch!! *slaps my butt*

*thinks* Not many plans for my future yet. Hopefully i'll get a job soon. so i get some $$ to learn driving, learn tennis, and splurge. hmm..other than that, should be spending the rest of my time building up portfolio. It's so damn important and i'm so lazy.

Won't be performing for this musical delights concert. (well, i gave it up, so im not complaining). it's a better choice i guess, rather than i go up the stage, and give a shitty sound up there yea. Will be looking forward to my first Strings concert. and after that, i'll be aimless. lol.

Hopefully I'll be meeting up more often with my darling yuan ting (cos you're soO damn busy now, and no time for me mann.), fyp mates, dmmt mates (for pubbing, wahha and ktv prolly), chingling, peiyan (nv really go out with u during poly life), and of course, my girlfriend - jieru. I sound as if im damn rich, splurging on luxury. damn. dont care.. as long as i get a job.

Anyway, ITP's gonna end in 2 days' time. Gotta bring home my mug, my pen, my utencils. wahah. my second house mann. maybe i'll deposit some sweets for the kids before i go.

I would say that i've improved quite a bit on my technique for digital illustration. :) *claps for myself* details had always been my major problem in drawing. but not now! zoom in till 1600% just to get details done! *prouds* wahah, but of course, i'm not at the ultimate yet. It's just the beginning of getting details done. I do find myself getting lazy to fill in details sometimes. *nods*

But well, i gained independence during ITP. I'm so glad that i'm the only intern in the office. lol. but of course, there's no one for u to gauge your own standard. good and bad though.

And i'll be seeing fc6 for the last time. dont think i'll go up the hill if i go back sch for cello practice. lol. i miss campus life! though there're not much hunks i spotted, but well.. i think i browse women more than men.