A Journey To Remember

Gosh, Andrew, you look so pale, for you used to be so reddish and vibrant. Are you really the one lying there? Talk to us, c'mon. Pretty please? It's so hard to believe, so hard. How could you bear to leave us? you know, we miss you.

How can we bring ourselves to accept this tragic truth? It's April's Fool day. c'mon, fool us. Tell us it's not true.

You know, you just look like you're sleeping there. When i look at you, i didnt want to believe, that you're in the casket. When we paid respect to you, we didnt want to accept that the person in the photo, is you, Andrew.

I know, i know the fact is there. I cant accept it. but we have to. We're left with no choice. but no, it's so hard, so difficult. Rayston said he felt so numb. yes. it's indeed so numb. How to bring ourselves to accept? sigh.

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We went to your wake ytd evening. It's the first time seeing zihao so depressed. Well, it seems like a gathering ytd. You, Andrew.. you gathered us together. But why, why didn't you turn up? Aren't we all anticipating another 8gg outing since SPInnovex?

We all busy with our own lives during ITP. we all assume that we're gonna have a big 8gg gathering after ITP. we're wrong, so wrong. We didnt cherish the time we have, even little little chilling out time that we could have met up. Sorry.

If only.. :/

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Whenever i look back at the photos, think of the times that we gather, the smiles you've showed us, I felt bad. Cos we took it for granted. Now, we couldn't have any more smiles from you, not anymore.

Why do we never know what we got till it's gone, how do we carry on, the day you went away.

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Sorry again, that I couldn't send you off today. Have a smooth journey. You will always be remembered, by heart.

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Today would prolly be the happiest and most relieve days of FYP peeps. I remember, me and xiang jun grabbed each other's hand and jump around after our presentation. All of us, are so delighted.

We worked doubly hard towards the final presentation. Helping each other in improving our presentation skills. Helping each other to get as high marks as possible in presentation. and Andrew is one of 8gg who has difficulty presenting smoothly. But you know what? He made it. He made it good, and well on that day. We were impressed, and happy for him.

But we're feeling exactly the opposite now. It reminds us of our happy moments with Andrew, and our hard moments.

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Life is so fragile. so much more than what we used to think. Do we really treasure what we have?

Some we can get it back, but not a life.
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Teach me how to accept it.