The past week.. hmm.. went for cello playing for 3 days! omg. I'm tired to the max. didnt online for 2 days. lol. and that's a miracle! haha.. once hit 1115pm, i will start to feel drowsy. that's so unusual of me. lol.
5 days. no shopping. 3 days in school. 2 days at home. So packed so packed. even if i'm not going school on any days, i'll stay in office till >730pm. but as i said, it's a very very good working environment. i seriously love it. Dont feel stuffy at all. :D
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Anyway, I am so damn damn damnnn pissed today. Woke up from a very very bad nightmare. and recently my cousin has been coming to my place, using my com. I'm not making a big fuss out of her using my com. The prob is, virus starts coming in (not necessary be her though), things started gettting borrowed without knowing, my account's msn became her auto msn sign in ~.~, yahoo messenger auto sign in and etc.
Firstly, camera. she got a digi cam already. and she borrowed my cam w/o telling me. Then, borrowed the discman (tom's) w/o informing me too.
The worst part? Used one of the SKII masks that I helped yuanting to buy. So what happen? of course i need to return yt the cash uh. I am so broke! no pay yet.. till first 2 weeks of May. The food sold in bugis are so expensive, 4 bucks. k lah, i mean cash is secondary. but at least let me know you're taking MY stuffs? It felt so intruded. and lack of security.
I'ts my room and i have to take so much precaution? wth?? It's seriously ridiculous. so pissed so pisssssed! i can be sure that I'm not pms-ing that's y im so pissed. no! grrrrrrr...
Then what made it worse.. my bro. I just went toilet for a teeny while, and he used my existing browser to surf auctions. I just logged in to blogger already! felt so intruded again. see! so insecure. I'm gonna lock all my folders and put a password protector for my account already. wanna trust people using the com also so difficult.
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Anyway, i bought roti boy for my family today. I bought for mommy too. daddy cant eat (too sweet for him), so gave one to my aunt. But mommy didnt appreciate. She gave it to any one of us who wants to eat. I know it's a way of doting us, but I dont see the point, when i buy for her, i think she should show some appreciation. It's not the first time buying for her and not eating it.
Just like when yt told me, she cut fruits for her mom, her mom ask her to eat. Though its for yt's good, and doting on her, but yt has a point too! Daughters are buying stuffs/ doing stuffs for parents, and not accepting it.
I'm kind of 'used to it' already. but i'll still dote her lah. haha.
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I am still so pissed. Tmr will be a better day. Peace.
posted by Cecilia @ 12:34 AM
