Age 23, a full time SMU-ian, part time musician and a freelance designer.

I live in a purple heaven, lit up dimly with a lamp, with jazz music filling up the emptiness - a perfect paradise.
  • Wisdom
  • Determination
  • perseverance
  • Concentration
  • Productivity
  • Drive to go on
  • Worry less
  • More time
  • Good grades.

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How to deal with disappointment.
Sunday, May 01, 2005

Went church with tom & his aunt today. Was damn tired. haha. That's beside the point anyway. hmm.. Very nice church i would say. :) The topic today was, "How to deal with disappointment".

It's so true, disappointment comes when an expectation is not fufilled. I do have disappointments, because expectations are set too high for myself. But of course, with disappointment, I grow. And often with disappointment, we lose faith. We cant. We must always go back to our faith, or even increase our faith whenever we're down with disappointment. For believers, every disappointment, is an appointment with God. *nods nods*

Made me thinking. Lots. Though I'm not a believer, or rather, a little believer. lol. Something inspirational. :)

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Anyway, had a great pasta meal with them after church. The shop itself look nice enough to make the paste taste nice. HAHAH. I had penne! weee~ and tom had squid ink pasta. :s I remembered me, jialin and asmah did surf for squid ink pasta during one of our breaks in musicTEC. At that time, I was so disgusted by the colour already. lol.

and today! i saw the real squid ink pasta. *eww face* I managed to try abit. Actually, it doesn't have a taste for the ink. It's just the look of it, that is soooo eww. If I dont know it's squid ink, I'll prolly love it. hahahahaha. aiyah, physcology problem. :s Imagine, you're actually squeezing a squid, and forcing the INK into your MOUTH! :s

Okay, I'd better stop it. hahahahaha. But it's nice, I wont deny that. You people can try :D

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So happy, tmr no need to work. wahahha. It's not I hate work, but I'm kind of stressful. At musicTEC, I'm considered VERY FAST, right, jialin? hahaha. But at ape, I'm considered normal. I think YT can die if she work there. LOL. But it's good experience lah. Very fast paced + high quality company. I like, but the stress is there. U know, when stressed, creativity cant flow. sooooooo, I have to stay calm.

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kk, labour day = rest. I shan't touch much bout my work stuff so much. ^^

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hmmm, recently there's a few 'curry function' carrying out near my area. The sound of the 'suo na' reminded me of Andrew. Dont know why, recently I keep thinking about his death. The image in my mind would flash back to the scenes. During dramas or television, when there's similiar situation, I'll link it to andrew. Hope he's doing well in wherever he is now.

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Happy labour day people! :)

posted by Cecilia @ 10:14 PM