A Journey To Remember

I've been confused ever since graduation ceremony took place. Before grad, it seems like "I'm still in SP". After grad, suddenly I felt so lost. Havent even decide what i want to pursue in the degree stage. I wanted to continue multimedia very much. But when i started work, hearing from david what he has done, it seems to me like it's very the-same as DMMT, except of a higher standard. I was thinking, "huh, then might as well work in the industry for experience and upgrade standard right?"

*rubs chin* Hmmm.. I do want to do music technology as well. So it's either communication design, multimedia, or music technology. But the sad thing is, singapore doesnt have a good music technology industry. Heard from david, that over at Australia, there's a very good music university, anyone knows which is it? He forgotten the name already.

I've been thinking where and what i wanna study. If i were to choose music technology, which what i'm more keen on doing, I have to go over to Australia. If i were to take up communication design or multimedia, I'd put NTU as my priority, to try to get in, else, i'll have to go over to australia too. Lasalle and Nafa isn't much of my liking to study for degree, i guess their diploma and foundation courses are better. So, If i were to go over to Australia, i'd choose music technology already.

It's SO confusing, isn't it? *sigh* I have no courage to go overseas, I hope to get into NTU though. BUT I WANT MUSIC TECHNOLOGY!! >< that's so damn frustrating. how i wish next year NTU could have a music technology course.. it'll be PERFECT.

Talked to Jessical over msn this afternoon. Asked her about the SADM course and stuff. It's seems damn interesting mann.. and sounds stressful too. u know lah, schools always pamper new courses. just like the creative media design in SP. that's so f*cking unfair. k, i'm just jealous. HAHAHA. -.-

SADM SADM SADM.. Hmmmm.. even if i get in, i'll be so afraid. :s Firstly, i'm not from a design course, my drawing is BAD, thinking is SLOW. What i'm saying are so redundant. Let's talk about how to get in. PORTFOLIO. So important. I've not even start thinking how to go about doing my portfolio. and besides, my works need to be revamped. ALL. tough job.

Anyway, i must start on my portfolio collection asap.

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Surfed the web recently, decided to check on Natural Source website. I was required to do the mockup for natural source web few months ago. It got shortlisted among the other competitors. I was happy! really. It made me think my effort has paid off (thanks to collegues who helped me along!). But in the end, we didnt get the project. and who knows why. At least I know, 90% it's not about the mock.

The new natural source web was done up already. pretty good feeling on the colours i think. Bad thing is the layout. I'm not a good designer yet, but the layout is really out of place. lol.

Anyway, whatever it is, they have made the choice, i'm just happy that i think my design looks better than the new one. HAHAHAH *bleh* even jul said it's nicer. but doesnt mean the new one is not nice, it's just a lil plain for me.

lalalallaa..

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Haiz. what should i pursueeeeeeeeeeeeee... so lost so lost.. or should i just switch line, and jump over to interior design? my mom will kill me immediately.