A Journey To Remember

Brother and Mommy flew off to China this morning, to meet Daddy over there. So I'll be sleeping alone for the next 9 days. Feels wierd. cos i've not slept alone before, except for 1 or 2 days when my bro goes to chalet or whatsoever. Feels so empty.. Cos would usually chat with my bro until we fall asleep. or watch the silly cartoon till we're tired. The room seem so big suddenly. hahhaha.. I wonder if i'll really love it when i have my own room.. *thinks*

I've always envy people who have their own room since young. It creates so much privacy and space for themselves. And also decorate the way they want it to, clean it the way they want it to, and have an enormous number of soft toys to cuddle.

But to think of it, sharing with someone has the advantages too! at least we're closer together, at least we have companionship, at least we're interacting alot, at least it's not so lonely. But the privacy part sucks.

Somehow, i do miss my bro now. Or rather, i'll miss him for the rest of the 8 nights. It's just quite wierd to sleep alone after so many years of sharing room. wahahha..

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My shopping craving is back. and it's so bloody irritating. cos my hands are ITCHY!! itchy in increasing the number of clothes in my wardrobe. sigh. it's such a bad habit, hmmm but i'm still a woman afterall.. WAHAHA.. the rights of women. bleh.

MUST STOP THE CRAVING! anyway, i've brought a green pokemon to the office as my coin bank. just 'donated' few bucks in. more to come, hopefully.

There's so much i want to learn, so much i want to buy, so much that i want. but there's just not enough time and $$ and resources to do so many things.

Next to learn: guitar.
Currently starting to learn: basic drawing

oh mann. difficult tasks! wahaha.. both are my so called challenges. to me, it's really tough. x.x

good night.