3 mock ups already, and none got selected. that sort of allow me to lose confidence already. It's the 6 months mark already, and why am i still having my mockups like that? It's so frustrating and dejected when people look at your mockup and it's a 'nono face'. I'm trying hard to climb up. It'll be the turning point in ape. whether i'll do well or not in the future months in ape. well, i'm gonna try out the last mock tmr, half done today. Else, i doubt they'll allow me to try again. 4th design. It's enough patience for them already. it's really nice of them to allow me to try again and again already. Not like the past projects, when it's rejected, it's rejected, no second chance.
Though i had to keep re-doing, but that's another chance to prove myself!! so i
have to. and i
must.
well well.. keep going, cecilia. CANNOOOTTT GGIIVVVEEE UUPPPP.
Maybe... I haven't been taking exams for a long time.
cos i miss exam stress. LOLLL yes yes, i love exam stress.. the huge amount of stress before and during exams, and the heavy relieve after exams. It's satisfying. Or maybe, i'm too tied up for the whole year. Been working for the whole year. x.x xcept for 2 weeks break after itp. and
that is so sad. but of course, i'm really glad to have found a job like that.
*pulls hair*
angry.
sleep.
