Age 23, a full time SMU-ian, part time musician and a freelance designer.

I live in a purple heaven, lit up dimly with a lamp, with jazz music filling up the emptiness - a perfect paradise.
  • Wisdom
  • Determination
  • perseverance
  • Concentration
  • Productivity
  • Drive to go on
  • Worry less
  • More time
  • Good grades.

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Confusion. Indecisive.
Saturday, January 14, 2006

Today and tmr will be the australian universities fair. Mom doesnt want me to go out. She wants me to pack the room instead. But i want to go out, and i told her i'll be going to the fair, so i'd better go. But this time, Im probably not going to sign up for any courses yet.

I'm so confused. Mom's right, she said "you took one year to THINK, and not come to any decision.". She's half right actually. I did take one year to think. Actually my mind set on studying music technology - griffith university. Come to think of it.. my rhythm is bad, my counting is bad, my compositions are near to like trash. Another thing. I love music.. In fact, i love all genres of music, esp classicals, baroque, jazz and waltz. I dont want to be like everytime i listen to music, im not relaxing, instead, i'll be prying open the music, and see what chords they use. x.x that is so not relaxing.

On the other hand, my passion for interior design is still burning in my heart, ever since i was young! From young, i wanted to be a interior designer, not a graphic designer, needless to say, a web designer which im doing right now. But oh well, interior designers dont really have a market in SG, there is to be truthful, it's only how you're going to 'dig' into the field, and be a good designer.

I dont have any interior background. I cant draw, i cant use autocad, I dont have the expertise to be in interior. SO.. in order to go into interior, i have to take another part time diploma, or at least a decent course for interior.

Seriously, I'm so sick of graphic design. Or rather, web design.

posted by Cecilia @ 10:12 AM