A Journey To Remember

in the family. Still as harmonious, but somehow it feels wierd. One reasons is cos we've moved house, just a few days ago. Everybody have their own rooms now.. therefore, lesser interation of course. Each of us have our own cosy private space, which is what we've always been yearning for. But now when i get it, i felt quite.. Hmm.. lonely? Felt quite.. nothing to do every night. nobody to talk to when you turn your head around, nobody to answer you when you rant in the room. it's just wierd. after 20 years of sharing with my siblings. hahahah.

Elder sis just flew over to aussie yesterday. a teary moment for all of us, which is not what i've expected. My stubbon, hot temper, hate-people-to-cry, strong appearance mom showed a different side of her. We hugged sister goodbye. It's so wierd to see everybody tearing. yes, even my dad, i saw him wiping 2 drips secretly.

I do feel hard to accept, when one needs to leave. I hate the parting scene, all kinds of parting scene, it's just different goodbyes. 2 years. or maybe 1 year later they'll come back to visit if there's enough $$.. Well, hopefully they come back! I miss her!

Everything went on normally, except feeling a lil empty when we're having dinner. seems quieter though. I try to accompany mommy more nowadays. she looked so lonely :/

oh well, life has to go on, i'll make mommy happier ^^

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Hmm.. cny was good! ate lots of stuff. LOTS!!! gained weight. x.x cant really feel the festive season though, but it's still a good new year :D

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New house has been O-K. but for the first few days, slept with air con. cos it's too stuffy, and has got no fan. only got the fan yesterday. got flu str away after the first night of air con. 3 nights consecutively air con.GOSH. im almost dying mann! air con kills. x.x too dry. made me cant breathe through my nose.. have to breathe through my mouth. dries up my throat, and here i am, with a sore throat. soon, i'll be coughing like a grandmother.

Havent been sleeping well since i moved in. got to wake up super early to do stuff.. be it work, blah blah. and the best part? my room is only 1/2 packed x.x and everybody's room is packed.

hur.

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alright, update more next time, super tired. bye.