Yes it's just a shelf, but it matters alot to me, alot. I just felt that I wasn't being recognised with substantial weight in the family. Whatever that is wrong = me. Whatever that is correct = sis. I felt my mom did not think of my position most of the time. Just like when I said I'm going out with claurene yesterday.. mom said "wa why you everyday go out?"
Everyday go school = go out?
I need some life mann. I'm not the kind who will stay at home mug until i make FULLLLL use of my time. I like balancing.
That aside.
The shelf is freaking ugly in my room now. That hanging piece of thing is dangling there. I'm so sorry that interior to me is just so important. and that shelf is not just looks-okay-anyway, but it's ugly. You might find it ridiculous to quarrel over a SHELF, and i dont know why too.
I felt that my sis should've waited for me to come back to decide since she is not sure about it, and since the guy is coming over another day.
New year is coming, means mid terms coming and hols coming. Everything is so packed up. Maybe I should go for a swim soon.
Many a time, I just felt so left out in the family.
I think I should apologise. It's not entirely their fault, and not entirely my fault. Miscomm.
Everything's screwed. I've only finished 1 chap of my econs, and my mid terms is on wed.
posted by Cecilia @ 9:25 PM
