Age 23, a full time SMU-ian, part time musician and a freelance designer.

I live in a purple heaven, lit up dimly with a lamp, with jazz music filling up the emptiness - a perfect paradise.
  • Wisdom
  • Determination
  • perseverance
  • Concentration
  • Productivity
  • Drive to go on
  • Worry less
  • More time
  • Good grades.

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Li Xian
Li Qin

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Naima
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ah Pooh darling
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Aifen
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Yanxi
Lifen
Venessa
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Feiyou
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Tey
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Time tight
Tuesday, April 03, 2007

I finally came to realise that all freelance employers are alike. Except for 1 - my ex ex boss. Yes, not even friends are dependable when it comes to freelance work, not that they are not trustworthy, but it's the style of working together. Seriously a total waste of time. I don't understand why is it so hard to reject/inform/notify? Is it a better choice to procrastinate and drag the time when they already know the answer? It's really a very very very very very very bad habit of freelance employers. and I really hate to be nasty/strict, but I guess in future I really have to - be in friends or strangers. Business and friends - I have to draw a line. and a clear one. I guess I'm too relationship-oriented when it comes to doing work.

Muffin is not feeling well these days. She had her hind teeth extracted - and I am not informed. This is kinda ridiculous can? Only when I called to ask, then I was told. Poor muffin.

Exams are looming. AHHHHHHHHH Honestly, I've never felt so insecure for exams before. This time I really have no idea what I'm doing. Especially FA. Time is a major factor. I so hate this period, and I am so pressured by the number of topics i have to cover within a week. Drained, so drained. But I know I have to move on, and I must.

posted by Cecilia @ 8:31 PM