The past week.. hmm.. went for cello playing for 3 days! omg. I'm tired to the max. didnt online for 2 days. lol. and that's a miracle! haha.. once hit 1115pm, i will start to feel drowsy. that's so unusual of me. lol.
5 days. no shopping. 3 days in school. 2 days at home. So packed so packed. even if i'm not going school on any days, i'll stay in office till >730pm. but as i said, it's a very very good working environment. i seriously love it. Dont feel stuffy at all. :D
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Anyway, I am so damn damn damnnn pissed today. Woke up from a very very bad nightmare. and recently my cousin has been coming to my place, using my com. I'm not making a big fuss out of her using my com. The prob is, virus starts coming in (not necessary be her though), things started gettting borrowed without knowing, my account's msn became her auto msn sign in ~.~, yahoo messenger auto sign in and etc.
Firstly, camera. she got a digi cam already. and she borrowed my cam w/o telling me. Then, borrowed the discman (tom's) w/o informing me too.
The worst part? Used one of the SKII masks that I helped yuanting to buy. So what happen? of course i need to return yt the cash uh. I am so broke! no pay yet.. till first 2 weeks of May. The food sold in bugis are so expensive, 4 bucks. k lah, i mean cash is secondary. but at least let me know you're taking MY stuffs? It felt so intruded. and lack of security.
I'ts my room and i have to take so much precaution? wth?? It's seriously ridiculous. so pissed so pisssssed! i can be sure that I'm not pms-ing that's y im so pissed. no! grrrrrrr...
Then what made it worse.. my bro. I just went toilet for a teeny while, and he used my existing browser to surf auctions. I just logged in to blogger already! felt so intruded again. see! so insecure. I'm gonna lock all my folders and put a password protector for my account already. wanna trust people using the com also so difficult.
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Anyway, i bought roti boy for my family today. I bought for mommy too. daddy cant eat (too sweet for him), so gave one to my aunt. But mommy didnt appreciate. She gave it to any one of us who wants to eat. I know it's a way of doting us, but I dont see the point, when i buy for her, i think she should show some appreciation. It's not the first time buying for her and not eating it.
Just like when yt told me, she cut fruits for her mom, her mom ask her to eat. Though its for yt's good, and doting on her, but yt has a point too! Daughters are buying stuffs/ doing stuffs for parents, and not accepting it.
I'm kind of 'used to it' already. but i'll still dote her lah. haha.
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I am still so pissed. Tmr will be a better day. Peace.
ICT prom - continued.
Monday, April 25, 2005
i'll post up some of the pics that i have on hand :D still receiving 2 albums. lol.
during prom:

Our table.

Peiyan & gang's table

Claire & gang's table


yam seng session. haha


They won! prom king and prom queen!
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fun and games:

zeren representing our table. + my handbag. haha

Justin representing py's table

Shihan representing his table

dmmt guys were pulled to the stage. tom got chosen by the mc to lead the team. hahah

in the end, said took over him.
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before prom:

The blackies. while waiting for the rest to come.

me and claire

claire and gang

me and yiting

me and tom
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Behind the scenes:


tom doing his hair. stylist: my cousin.
i did my make up in the hereen toilet. lol. no choice. no time mann. HAHA.

vanity.
ICT Prom
during prom:

Our table.

Peiyan & gang's table

Claire & gang's table


yam seng session. haha


They won! prom king and prom queen!
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fun and games:

zeren representing our table. + my handbag. haha

Justin representing py's table

Shihan representing his table

dmmt guys were pulled to the stage. tom got chosen by the mc to lead the team. hahah

in the end, said took over him.
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before prom:

The blackies. while waiting for the rest to come.

me and claire

claire and gang

me and yiting

me and tom
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Behind the scenes:


tom doing his hair. stylist: my cousin.
i did my make up in the hereen toilet. lol. no choice. no time mann. HAHA.

vanity.
ICT Prom
It's over! and it cost us 50 bucks. 3 tables of DMMT peeps, only 2 from my stage - me and yiting. *laughs* but, but it's okay. we had fun!
The host was damn funny. Very straigh forward, yet so bastard. haha. But then, the first look of the ballroom - stunned. it looked like a kiddyland. lol. all thanks to the host, who brought in the fun and live to the prom. or elseeeeeee, it'll be a total waste of $$.
Food was O-K. 8 course dinner. Not bad lah, but not that good either. Had cold dish, sharks' fin, sea bass, roasted chicken + koropok, strawberry moose, brocoli, etc etc. It's quite funny that we all snatched the koropok rather than the chicken drumsticks/ wings or even the breast meat. HAHA. We didnt really realise until Liuyong highlighted it. LOL. and then i was like .. the one who 'kopped' all the koropok. and worse, liuyong asked tom to grab somemore koropok for me from peiyan's table. ~.~
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Quite a few DMMT people won the lucky draws. Yiting was the first one to win. haha so lucky! IRON. *laughs* ok lah, not bad. haha. quite a few others won too. Prom king and prom queen were from DMMT too! hehe. so proud of them. Said the prom king, and stephanie the prom queen. :D Siti won the best dressed female too! nice sari!!
9 dmmt guys were on stage dancing too. hahahahahahah. so fun. i took a small video though. but couldn't upload it yet, cant find my cable. lol. and damnnnnnn! i lost my camera's memory card there. 256mb. >< luckily all the photos i took before i lost it were on other people's camera. (*^#@(*$&#(*@^$(*#@^%
It's a good gathering. though dont know them well, but surely i get to know claire and gang better. hehe. took some pics with them too. but i look so sleepy. HAHA. will upload when i finish receiving them haha.
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Bye bye teen.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
The host was damn funny. Very straigh forward, yet so bastard. haha. But then, the first look of the ballroom - stunned. it looked like a kiddyland. lol. all thanks to the host, who brought in the fun and live to the prom. or elseeeeeee, it'll be a total waste of $$.
Food was O-K. 8 course dinner. Not bad lah, but not that good either. Had cold dish, sharks' fin, sea bass, roasted chicken + koropok, strawberry moose, brocoli, etc etc. It's quite funny that we all snatched the koropok rather than the chicken drumsticks/ wings or even the breast meat. HAHA. We didnt really realise until Liuyong highlighted it. LOL. and then i was like .. the one who 'kopped' all the koropok. and worse, liuyong asked tom to grab somemore koropok for me from peiyan's table. ~.~
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Quite a few DMMT people won the lucky draws. Yiting was the first one to win. haha so lucky! IRON. *laughs* ok lah, not bad. haha. quite a few others won too. Prom king and prom queen were from DMMT too! hehe. so proud of them. Said the prom king, and stephanie the prom queen. :D Siti won the best dressed female too! nice sari!!
9 dmmt guys were on stage dancing too. hahahahahahah. so fun. i took a small video though. but couldn't upload it yet, cant find my cable. lol. and damnnnnnn! i lost my camera's memory card there. 256mb. >< luckily all the photos i took before i lost it were on other people's camera. (*^#@(*$&#(*@^$(*#@^%
It's a good gathering. though dont know them well, but surely i get to know claire and gang better. hehe. took some pics with them too. but i look so sleepy. HAHA. will upload when i finish receiving them haha.
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Bye bye teen.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
WEEEEEEEEEEE~
say bye bye to teenage days, and say hello to Ms TWO. a BIG BIG TWO. with 2 candles on the cake!!
Firstly, I would like to thank you all my friends, who remembered my birthday, and sending a sweet message to me! heee~
Then, would like to thank these people especially:
Yuan Ting
heee~ QING AI DE! She's soooo sweet. yt called me last night, but i was too tired, and slept at 1130pm. So, didnt pick up. This morning, before i went work, she called me, to sing a birthday song to me! hehehee..though some of the notes are a lil' flat. HAHAHA :x Thank you sweetie! Sorry, didn't have time to go out, cos our schedule couldn't match. heh! but thank you so much! :D meet up with u next week ya.
Ching Ling
She's so xi xin. Always putting in effort in making our friendship alive. Though we cant meet up to celebrate this time (cos of schedule clash and work), I know that she's always there for me. Meet up with u next week too! Work hard ya!
Jieru
She's a lovely ass! haha! I thought she totally forgotten bout me. lol. nonononono. i'm duper wrong. Naima's having her exams starting from today, hopefully to be able to meet up with her when her exam ends. :D miss me yaaaaa. haha.
junhui
Been really good friends ever since we know each other. Although he's always very busy, but he never fails to forget my birthday. always so thoughtful.
Feiyou and Jonathan
Thank you dudes, for that ticket. Thoughtful i would say. :) haha, and made them left 3 5cents after buying that. lol. *looks forward to concert* Shall be my first and last SE concert. hehe.
the APES
The apes celebrated for me at the office meeting room today. hur. it was lovely. Indeed a surprise! They were so calm. lol. Boss bought a breadtalk CHOCOLATE birthday cake for me, and the rest of the apes shared a big PURPLE box of CHOCOLATES for me. hur. overdosed. HAHA! the chocolates are meant for my daily breakfast. lol. Thanks sueanne too, for revealing my fetish for purple. HAHA. Though only the third day there, they treated me like i'm there for damn long. thank you apes!

Ape Sharon cutting up the cake.

That's Ape Agnes (admin), Ape Chlorine (err dont know if i spelt it correctly :x, programmer), and Ape boss, Mihail, staring at the cake.

That's Ape David, err dunno what's his post. he seem to do everything xcept programming.

Ape Juliana, Designer. sueanne's friend.

That's Ape Cecilia, trying very hard to open up the box.
Tahda! birthday pressie from the Ape family, to supply my breakfast everyday. HAHA.
Tom
*ahem* Celebrated with tom today, after my work. Though it was just a little time spent together, it was great. As i said, the best birthday pressie from you is that i had you back. :) Went Max Brenner for suckao and waffle ^^ walked for a while, and home. A simple sweet dope lovely little card :) and the tiring, sweat-ish piggy back from esplanade to raffles! :D *hugs* thankie to tom's mommy too, and JEAN! hehe.

Mommy, daddy, Mandy, Sis, Bro
Mommy and daddy bought durian cake, and a little message for me this morning. nice! hehe. mandy, though she nv wish me in person (cos of my timing, couldn't get to see her), but changed her msn nick to wish me. heh. sweetie pie. Bro smsed me. Sis.. grabbed a VS tube top from her. HAHA. bleh. :D
Besides, wanna thank my beloved, yuan ru, too. calling me and wishing me a heippi birthday.
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oh no! i'm 20. haha. sound old sia. lol. but anyway, i'm bapy. milo! haha. youngest ape. so! i'm quite ..relieved. HAHA.
To sum up, presents are not important. I always think, being accompanied during birthdays are the most important. It's the thoughts that count bah. hehe. It'll be useless to have loads of presents, but no company right? hur.
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prom night tmr! and I still cant decide what to wear. lol.
Baby Ape
Thursday, April 21, 2005
say bye bye to teenage days, and say hello to Ms TWO. a BIG BIG TWO. with 2 candles on the cake!!
Firstly, I would like to thank you all my friends, who remembered my birthday, and sending a sweet message to me! heee~
Then, would like to thank these people especially:
Yuan Ting
heee~ QING AI DE! She's soooo sweet. yt called me last night, but i was too tired, and slept at 1130pm. So, didnt pick up. This morning, before i went work, she called me, to sing a birthday song to me! hehehee..though some of the notes are a lil' flat. HAHAHA :x Thank you sweetie! Sorry, didn't have time to go out, cos our schedule couldn't match. heh! but thank you so much! :D meet up with u next week ya.
Ching Ling
She's so xi xin. Always putting in effort in making our friendship alive. Though we cant meet up to celebrate this time (cos of schedule clash and work), I know that she's always there for me. Meet up with u next week too! Work hard ya!
Jieru
She's a lovely ass! haha! I thought she totally forgotten bout me. lol. nonononono. i'm duper wrong. Naima's having her exams starting from today, hopefully to be able to meet up with her when her exam ends. :D miss me yaaaaa. haha.
junhui
Been really good friends ever since we know each other. Although he's always very busy, but he never fails to forget my birthday. always so thoughtful.
Feiyou and Jonathan
Thank you dudes, for that ticket. Thoughtful i would say. :) haha, and made them left 3 5cents after buying that. lol. *looks forward to concert* Shall be my first and last SE concert. hehe.
the APES
The apes celebrated for me at the office meeting room today. hur. it was lovely. Indeed a surprise! They were so calm. lol. Boss bought a breadtalk CHOCOLATE birthday cake for me, and the rest of the apes shared a big PURPLE box of CHOCOLATES for me. hur. overdosed. HAHA! the chocolates are meant for my daily breakfast. lol. Thanks sueanne too, for revealing my fetish for purple. HAHA. Though only the third day there, they treated me like i'm there for damn long. thank you apes!

Ape Sharon cutting up the cake.

That's Ape Agnes (admin), Ape Chlorine (err dont know if i spelt it correctly :x, programmer), and Ape boss, Mihail, staring at the cake.

That's Ape David, err dunno what's his post. he seem to do everything xcept programming.

Ape Juliana, Designer. sueanne's friend.

That's Ape Cecilia, trying very hard to open up the box.

Tahda! birthday pressie from the Ape family, to supply my breakfast everyday. HAHA.
Tom
*ahem* Celebrated with tom today, after my work. Though it was just a little time spent together, it was great. As i said, the best birthday pressie from you is that i had you back. :) Went Max Brenner for suckao and waffle ^^ walked for a while, and home. A simple sweet dope lovely little card :) and the tiring, sweat-ish piggy back from esplanade to raffles! :D *hugs* thankie to tom's mommy too, and JEAN! hehe.

Mommy, daddy, Mandy, Sis, Bro
Mommy and daddy bought durian cake, and a little message for me this morning. nice! hehe. mandy, though she nv wish me in person (cos of my timing, couldn't get to see her), but changed her msn nick to wish me. heh. sweetie pie. Bro smsed me. Sis.. grabbed a VS tube top from her. HAHA. bleh. :D
Besides, wanna thank my beloved, yuan ru, too. calling me and wishing me a heippi birthday.
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oh no! i'm 20. haha. sound old sia. lol. but anyway, i'm bapy. milo! haha. youngest ape. so! i'm quite ..relieved. HAHA.
To sum up, presents are not important. I always think, being accompanied during birthdays are the most important. It's the thoughts that count bah. hehe. It'll be useless to have loads of presents, but no company right? hur.
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prom night tmr! and I still cant decide what to wear. lol.
Baby Ape
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Just heard from boss, that I'm the youngest in the ape family! haha, so I'm a baby ape! lol.
Second day of work was quite okay. Was yawning away in the morning cos I was too tired. Eyes couldn't open fully, bloodshot, and dull. eww. The mock up web that i was suppose to finish yesterday was passed to another person to do instead. tsk, feel more guilty now. First task, and yet failed to complete.
Continued to edit the 'SHA' mock up web today, and yay~ i managed to complete that. and edited another mock up web on children's appearels (little edits though). Overall, i managed to complete today's workload by 715pm ^^. Felt good, felt good. :D
I realise, the high chairs and windows plus big screen, made the working environment more 'spacious' and dont feel so lethagic.
I've been going to the ladies for like 1 time per hour. zzz. hadsneakers snickers for breakfast today, and had tummyache immediately once i finished it in the office. >< then consequently went for shitting session for a few times. lol.
It's thursday already! lol. then fri, then weekends!! yay^^ the good thing bout this job is that i dont need to work on saturdays. hur. can rest more. ^^ If everything goes well, I'll start on my flash on 'SHA' on monday. These few days i'm doing edits and mock ups for various websites.
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Din really meet up with friends for bday celebration this year. Cos of this job, that i couldn't meet up with yuan ting, and chingling. I'm too tired to go out today, or else i'll date naima or chingling out. my darling yt not free on thurs.
*yawn* so tired so tired.
Family birthday celebration + first day at work
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Second day of work was quite okay. Was yawning away in the morning cos I was too tired. Eyes couldn't open fully, bloodshot, and dull. eww. The mock up web that i was suppose to finish yesterday was passed to another person to do instead. tsk, feel more guilty now. First task, and yet failed to complete.
Continued to edit the 'SHA' mock up web today, and yay~ i managed to complete that. and edited another mock up web on children's appearels (little edits though). Overall, i managed to complete today's workload by 715pm ^^. Felt good, felt good. :D
I realise, the high chairs and windows plus big screen, made the working environment more 'spacious' and dont feel so lethagic.
I've been going to the ladies for like 1 time per hour. zzz. had
It's thursday already! lol. then fri, then weekends!! yay^^ the good thing bout this job is that i dont need to work on saturdays. hur. can rest more. ^^ If everything goes well, I'll start on my flash on 'SHA' on monday. These few days i'm doing edits and mock ups for various websites.
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Din really meet up with friends for bday celebration this year. Cos of this job, that i couldn't meet up with yuan ting, and chingling. I'm too tired to go out today, or else i'll date naima or chingling out. my darling yt not free on thurs.
*yawn* so tired so tired.
Family birthday celebration + first day at work
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Thank you mommy! Mommy bought a durian cake for me! wee~ *muack*
Had my family bday celebration today. It was a last minute thing though. Was at work when mommy called and told me that she's buying the cake today. hur. Managed to grab tom in time. ^^
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My first day at work.
Terrible start! I wanted to grab my cardigan, but but! it was thrown into the washing machine by my new maid. arghh.. lost my mango sweater, left shaw. but it's quite silly to bring shaw to office cos it will keep on dropping, and it look so shiny. hhaha.
Got to bugis, and decided to stroll there since i was told to be late. lol. but wth!! bugis' escalator was closed inside! omg omg! i lost my way. zzzz. walked outside, messaged wendy.. but still cant. lol. walked one big round, and tah dah! i'm sweating like pig already.
Reached office. *ding dong* i walked in. David and err. opps. what's the girl's name. :x anyway, she's an accountant there. got some briefing, blah blah, and *doM* i hopped on my high chair. damn cool office! got a big big window, facing car park ~.~ lol. high chair, chest level (when standing up) computer tables, all the softwares available, etc etc. very spacious! very , ape-y. haha.
Sitting on the high roll-roll chair enables me to hang my legs, and swing around. LOL! vey nice very nice. i loy~
That aside. Ape has such a nice environment is cos, the workload is heavy. hur. Didn't manage to finish my workload for today. sigh. it's the first time that i didnt complete stuffs on time. I was concentrating mann, but.. *shrugs* worked till 740, and mommy keep calling me. >< had to leave, when david said i can leave. thanks mann.
was quite pissed with mommy. sigh. but she's so sweet, she tried to be nice to me when i got home, smiles, and happily celebrate my birhtday, but i still gave her a blacky tired face when i got home. sorry mommy. Sorry to tom too, making him wait for 1 hour! >< but he still gave me a wide smile. hee~ sweetie ass. :)
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pics!

Breakfast at tom's place. wee~ our cooking. HAHA

I COOKED THIS!!

woosh~ look at the swift movement. *yummy*
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Birthday pressie from jon and feiyou.

My milo dinosaur. haha *shiok*

My satay birthday cake. lol.
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That's my durian cake by mommy!

Look at my arm!!! so LONG! envy bah~ HAHA

Darius! though he's so naughty most of the time, he's so bloody sweet today, he sang a birthday song for me :D solo!

SEE! i got a kiss from him. heeeee~ he's soooo sweet ^^

me & tom at my place.

heh, darius look so hippy happy.
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I AM SOOOOO damn tired! *sleep*
Strings farewell BBQ
Had my family bday celebration today. It was a last minute thing though. Was at work when mommy called and told me that she's buying the cake today. hur. Managed to grab tom in time. ^^
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My first day at work.
Terrible start! I wanted to grab my cardigan, but but! it was thrown into the washing machine by my new maid. arghh.. lost my mango sweater, left shaw. but it's quite silly to bring shaw to office cos it will keep on dropping, and it look so shiny. hhaha.
Got to bugis, and decided to stroll there since i was told to be late. lol. but wth!! bugis' escalator was closed inside! omg omg! i lost my way. zzzz. walked outside, messaged wendy.. but still cant. lol. walked one big round, and tah dah! i'm sweating like pig already.
Reached office. *ding dong* i walked in. David and err. opps. what's the girl's name. :x anyway, she's an accountant there. got some briefing, blah blah, and *doM* i hopped on my high chair. damn cool office! got a big big window, facing car park ~.~ lol. high chair, chest level (when standing up) computer tables, all the softwares available, etc etc. very spacious! very , ape-y. haha.
Sitting on the high roll-roll chair enables me to hang my legs, and swing around. LOL! vey nice very nice. i loy~
That aside. Ape has such a nice environment is cos, the workload is heavy. hur. Didn't manage to finish my workload for today. sigh. it's the first time that i didnt complete stuffs on time. I was concentrating mann, but.. *shrugs* worked till 740, and mommy keep calling me. >< had to leave, when david said i can leave. thanks mann.
was quite pissed with mommy. sigh. but she's so sweet, she tried to be nice to me when i got home, smiles, and happily celebrate my birhtday, but i still gave her a blacky tired face when i got home. sorry mommy. Sorry to tom too, making him wait for 1 hour! >< but he still gave me a wide smile. hee~ sweetie ass. :)
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pics!

Breakfast at tom's place. wee~ our cooking. HAHA

I COOKED THIS!!

woosh~ look at the swift movement. *yummy*
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Birthday pressie from jon and feiyou.

My milo dinosaur. haha *shiok*

My satay birthday cake. lol.
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That's my durian cake by mommy!

Look at my arm!!! so LONG! envy bah~ HAHA

Darius! though he's so naughty most of the time, he's so bloody sweet today, he sang a birthday song for me :D solo!

SEE! i got a kiss from him. heeeee~ he's soooo sweet ^^

me & tom at my place.

heh, darius look so hippy happy.
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I AM SOOOOO damn tired! *sleep*
Strings farewell BBQ
oh well oh well, had a FULL day today. Last day mann. *end of freedom* hur.
Woke up duper early for piano lesson, and i shan't say more of that anymore. lol. Then went tom's house to cook breakfast! wee! haha.. bought the ingredients before heading to his place. okay, i only fried the sausages. *ahem* well, i can cook! someday. aiyahhhh.. okay, i admit i'm kind of clumsy when it comes to cooking, and scared of splattering oil when it comes to frying, and .. lol .. dumb when it comes to 'loading' food into the frying pan.
nua nua nua, till 4 ++ then went home to grab my stuffs before meeting feiyou and jonathan for the strings farewell BBQ.
Had some fun at the BBQ though i only stick to cello mates. lol. haha, the trolley ride was quite fun. jerk till i'm kinda numb. had some food.. blah blah.. and off to supper. wahah.. had a satay birthday cake. haha~ my duper full mann. to the BRIM.
Had my first bday pressie, eh no, second, heh. first was from sistie and brother.. a VS top ^^ haven got it yet though, but on the day. hur. oh , feiyou and jon presented a Lord of the Dance tix to me! wee~ here i comeeeee! the only condition is, jonathan is going with me. which means, i have to go with him. ~.~ HAHAHA. Thanks guys, it was a pleasant surprise. and i mean, a real pleasant surprise. :)
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Gonna start work tmr, and i'm duper tired, gonna sleep soon mann. i'm kind of stressed. not because of actionscripting, but because of the database linkage to ASP or PHP. which, in adva, we didn't really do that, copy and paste only. HAHA. *ahem* and PHP is even worse, we didnt even learn that before.. and im so damn slow in coding.. hopefully tmr will be quite a 'starting' day. lol.
Chingling started workign already. heh.. she's got a big desk, and a nice scenery. so nice! i love windows in offices. dont think i'm gonna have that in ApeCommunications. but what i'm sure is that, it's a cool working environment. hur. hopefully i'll be O-K tmr. ><
I'll update pics tmr, i'm tired. *sleep*
*yawn*
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Woke up duper early for piano lesson, and i shan't say more of that anymore. lol. Then went tom's house to cook breakfast! wee! haha.. bought the ingredients before heading to his place. okay, i only fried the sausages. *ahem* well, i can cook! someday. aiyahhhh.. okay, i admit i'm kind of clumsy when it comes to cooking, and scared of splattering oil when it comes to frying, and .. lol .. dumb when it comes to 'loading' food into the frying pan.
nua nua nua, till 4 ++ then went home to grab my stuffs before meeting feiyou and jonathan for the strings farewell BBQ.
Had some fun at the BBQ though i only stick to cello mates. lol. haha, the trolley ride was quite fun. jerk till i'm kinda numb. had some food.. blah blah.. and off to supper. wahah.. had a satay birthday cake. haha~ my duper full mann. to the BRIM.
Had my first bday pressie, eh no, second, heh. first was from sistie and brother.. a VS top ^^ haven got it yet though, but on the day. hur. oh , feiyou and jon presented a Lord of the Dance tix to me! wee~ here i comeeeee! the only condition is, jonathan is going with me. which means, i have to go with him. ~.~ HAHAHA. Thanks guys, it was a pleasant surprise. and i mean, a real pleasant surprise. :)
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Gonna start work tmr, and i'm duper tired, gonna sleep soon mann. i'm kind of stressed. not because of actionscripting, but because of the database linkage to ASP or PHP. which, in adva, we didn't really do that, copy and paste only. HAHA. *ahem* and PHP is even worse, we didnt even learn that before.. and im so damn slow in coding.. hopefully tmr will be quite a 'starting' day. lol.
Chingling started workign already. heh.. she's got a big desk, and a nice scenery. so nice! i love windows in offices. dont think i'm gonna have that in ApeCommunications. but what i'm sure is that, it's a cool working environment. hur. hopefully i'll be O-K tmr. ><
I'll update pics tmr, i'm tired. *sleep*
*yawn*
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I'm sooooooo tired. Just had piano lesson an hour ago. ~.~ She's late again. It's kind of expected, but somehow, i think she shouldn't take that for granted.
I'll be starting work tomorrow. So fast mann. I'm soooo reluctant. Sigh, but i have to ehhhh. signed contract already. ><
I told Ms Koh I'll be starting work this week, and since my work starts at 930am, she wants to come for lessons at 8am sharp from next week onwards. *ahem* how to trust? lol. I'm firm on my stand. no weekdays during working days!
She always promise this promise that, say wont be late wont be late.. but WHY is she always late? Normally, her excuses would be - ahh, no taxis this morning. zzzzzz so how is she going to assure me that she's going to come early? for SOOOOO many damn practices, she only came ON TIME for like once? or twice. not even early before. *rolls eyes*
Too bad lah uh, she destroyed the trust totally. I'm so super duper sick of listening to her empty promises. Whatever she says i'll go like 'uhh, orhh' .. lol.
wee~ I'm not going to believe her already. I've had enough of rushing during ITP days. It doesnt feel good at all. eww. I insist on having my lessons on weekends - Sunday was decided. *hurray* but at 8 am. wth. better than weekdays. so I'm not really going to complain much. haha.
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I think Ms Koh is really obsessed in wanting to slim down. Today she saw a marie france bodyline flyer on my dining table. She picked it up, and asked me, "hey, u went for this ar??". erm, although i long for a flat tummy, I'm not so crazy as in to go marie france bodyline at this time ya?
She placed the flyer in front of the piano, beside my score book. keep looking eh! zz. and every week, she'll tell me, " EHHHH, u VERY skinny eh! ENVY you, whatever you wear, so niceeeee." *ahem* a flabby stomach, she cant see ma~ zzzz it's not about skinny or fat lah, as long as you know how to dress, it doesnt matter uh. i keep quiet uh, dont wanna talk to much, just play my music.
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Beautiful thurs and fri.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I'll be starting work tomorrow. So fast mann. I'm soooo reluctant. Sigh, but i have to ehhhh. signed contract already. ><
I told Ms Koh I'll be starting work this week, and since my work starts at 930am, she wants to come for lessons at 8am sharp from next week onwards. *ahem* how to trust? lol. I'm firm on my stand. no weekdays during working days!
She always promise this promise that, say wont be late wont be late.. but WHY is she always late? Normally, her excuses would be - ahh, no taxis this morning. zzzzzz so how is she going to assure me that she's going to come early? for SOOOOO many damn practices, she only came ON TIME for like once? or twice. not even early before. *rolls eyes*
Too bad lah uh, she destroyed the trust totally. I'm so super duper sick of listening to her empty promises. Whatever she says i'll go like 'uhh, orhh' .. lol.
wee~ I'm not going to believe her already. I've had enough of rushing during ITP days. It doesnt feel good at all. eww. I insist on having my lessons on weekends - Sunday was decided. *hurray* but at 8 am. wth. better than weekdays. so I'm not really going to complain much. haha.
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I think Ms Koh is really obsessed in wanting to slim down. Today she saw a marie france bodyline flyer on my dining table. She picked it up, and asked me, "hey, u went for this ar??". erm, although i long for a flat tummy, I'm not so crazy as in to go marie france bodyline at this time ya?
She placed the flyer in front of the piano, beside my score book. keep looking eh! zz. and every week, she'll tell me, " EHHHH, u VERY skinny eh! ENVY you, whatever you wear, so niceeeee." *ahem* a flabby stomach, she cant see ma~ zzzz it's not about skinny or fat lah, as long as you know how to dress, it doesnt matter uh. i keep quiet uh, dont wanna talk to much, just play my music.
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Beautiful thurs and fri.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Thursday
Had piano lesson in the morning, and went back to sleep. Wahahahah. Supposed to meet Kaiting and Ruilin to go back geylang meth, but I'm simply too lazy. >< too tired to move.
Met Chingling later in the noon. Accompanied her to apply her PDL. and I'm her ATM for the day. lol. returned so much cash to my wallet. >< and I'm spendin like water. left like .. $10 bucks in my wallet? my pouch has got like few cents left. lol. bad bad..this is bad.
Anyway, we went walk walk with my heels. lol. half a day, but kinda hurts mann. anyway, I'm a happy girl today. I bought 2 underwears from topshop! hahahhaaha. one girly boxie! so cute. i mean the boxie so cute. hahhaa. and a boyshort. wee~ bought a MANGO tank too. weeeeee~ hahaha.. mango freak is back.
Went to look for her office-to-be. damn cool~ i loy the rounded door. and the big big tower. look so office-y.
had a greeeaatt day. but arghh (*$^Y(#*@$^#@ dont know why, i lost all my photos that are taken today. :/
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Friday
Had a chill out, or rather, dating with tom. haha. Great day I'd say. I miss those days mann. Sitting down, and talk whatever shit we got. It felt great seriously. :D
Forgetting the past is impossible i guess, just put it aside. Throwing them into a box, and leave it there. I wanna look forward. to the dream house, and to the future. Having faith is the important thing, right?
It must have been a dream. A nightmare, for the past month. A zombified cecilia for the past month. Many things happened, and they're so hard to be accepted. I confused myself between dream and reality. I made myself fall asleep often, so I can see the beautiful fantasy.
Am I dreaming now? no I'm not. i slapped my ass, poked my tummy, bang my head, they hurt. It's a dream come true. It's a reality. OMG. it's a reality!! A blessed cecilia.
But, in any case, I'm not going to eat Royce chocs again. HAHAHA. I'm just freaking jealous. okay, I'm not going to care that anymore, it's us, not they. What's my problem anyway? haha.
g'night peeps!
Relaxed.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Had piano lesson in the morning, and went back to sleep. Wahahahah. Supposed to meet Kaiting and Ruilin to go back geylang meth, but I'm simply too lazy. >< too tired to move.
Met Chingling later in the noon. Accompanied her to apply her PDL. and I'm her ATM for the day. lol. returned so much cash to my wallet. >< and I'm spendin like water. left like .. $10 bucks in my wallet? my pouch has got like few cents left. lol. bad bad..this is bad.
Anyway, we went walk walk with my heels. lol. half a day, but kinda hurts mann. anyway, I'm a happy girl today. I bought 2 underwears from topshop! hahahhaaha. one girly boxie! so cute. i mean the boxie so cute. hahhaa. and a boyshort. wee~ bought a MANGO tank too. weeeeee~ hahaha.. mango freak is back.
Went to look for her office-to-be. damn cool~ i loy the rounded door. and the big big tower. look so office-y.
had a greeeaatt day. but arghh (*$^Y(#*@$^#@ dont know why, i lost all my photos that are taken today. :/
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Friday
Had a chill out, or rather, dating with tom. haha. Great day I'd say. I miss those days mann. Sitting down, and talk whatever shit we got. It felt great seriously. :D
Forgetting the past is impossible i guess, just put it aside. Throwing them into a box, and leave it there. I wanna look forward. to the dream house, and to the future. Having faith is the important thing, right?
It must have been a dream. A nightmare, for the past month. A zombified cecilia for the past month. Many things happened, and they're so hard to be accepted. I confused myself between dream and reality. I made myself fall asleep often, so I can see the beautiful fantasy.
Am I dreaming now? no I'm not. i slapped my ass, poked my tummy, bang my head, they hurt. It's a dream come true. It's a reality. OMG. it's a reality!! A blessed cecilia.
But, in any case, I'm not going to eat Royce chocs again. HAHAHA. I'm just freaking jealous. okay, I'm not going to care that anymore, it's us, not they. What's my problem anyway? haha.
g'night peeps!
Relaxed.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
listening to: Come what may
outfit: SP band tee + OP light blue shorts + bare footed
I just went for a morning swim, 10 laps. hurray ^^ this time i used lesser time to rest, and i took 45 mins to complete the 10 laps. HAHA. the last time i used 1.5 hours lo. ~.~ Didnt have any cramps today, and muscles seemed to be more relaxed. :D good sign. means I'm fitter now. wahahahah.
I'm going to splurge. and i mean, SPLURGE! haha. i got no time for shopping anymore :( just got CLEO, and there's this 20% discount for some of the shops in Heeren. HURRAY! it's DISCOUNTS! *eyes wide open* haha.
I shall relax at home now. air con in the noon is good ^^
oh ya, GRR, i forgot to buy some digestive biscuits. it's niceeeeeeeee. :D i went in shop n save, grab my magazine, and forgot all bout it. maybe i'll buy it later if i'm going there again.
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Pic of the day:

look at our hair! hahahahhahahahahahaa. *rolls on the floor* haha, yt looked so irritated.
Decided.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
outfit: SP band tee + OP light blue shorts + bare footed
I just went for a morning swim, 10 laps. hurray ^^ this time i used lesser time to rest, and i took 45 mins to complete the 10 laps. HAHA. the last time i used 1.5 hours lo. ~.~ Didnt have any cramps today, and muscles seemed to be more relaxed. :D good sign. means I'm fitter now. wahahahah.
I'm going to splurge. and i mean, SPLURGE! haha. i got no time for shopping anymore :( just got CLEO, and there's this 20% discount for some of the shops in Heeren. HURRAY! it's DISCOUNTS! *eyes wide open* haha.
I shall relax at home now. air con in the noon is good ^^
oh ya, GRR, i forgot to buy some digestive biscuits. it's niceeeeeeeee. :D i went in shop n save, grab my magazine, and forgot all bout it. maybe i'll buy it later if i'm going there again.
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Pic of the day:

look at our hair! hahahahhahahahahahaa. *rolls on the floor* haha, yt looked so irritated.
Decided.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
*wee* We're grads from poly! Aifen & gang are already at Taipei now. woo~ holiday sounds cool. But I'm not going to have one soon bah. well well, I decided to take up the job. It's a rare opportunity, and surprisingly, i got through my interview. and that's amazing.
Have lots of advises from friends and family. Thank you people! Initially, I wanted to give up the job offer, cos i want a holiday! but i guess, it's all time management? :) i called the employer, and i'll be signing the contract tmr. :) all the best to me.
Which means, I've to sacrifice. for strings, for friends, and for tom. no more intense shopping days for me, no more pubbing on weekdays, no more swimming on weekdays! aww. == I'll be getting fat. eww. but more time must be spent on strings, cos i wanna perform well on stage. hur. u people better come! lol.
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pic of the day:

YUAN JIAN! + tze weng's arms.
Blessed.
Have lots of advises from friends and family. Thank you people! Initially, I wanted to give up the job offer, cos i want a holiday! but i guess, it's all time management? :) i called the employer, and i'll be signing the contract tmr. :) all the best to me.
Which means, I've to sacrifice. for strings, for friends, and for tom. no more intense shopping days for me, no more pubbing on weekdays, no more swimming on weekdays! aww. == I'll be getting fat. eww. but more time must be spent on strings, cos i wanna perform well on stage. hur. u people better come! lol.
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pic of the day:

YUAN JIAN! + tze weng's arms.
Blessed.
I'm a happy girl today. I hope I will be a happy girl from today. and I will be a happy girl from today.
SSO - Choo Hoey Returns!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
SSO - Choo Hoey Returns!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
outfit: Mango basic black racer + levis 593 + URS heels
listening to: Charlene - I've Never Been To Me
*wee* got complimentary tickets from zhao lao shi. ^^ went with Jonathan, Feiyou, and Hongye. Yang lao shi performed too. the principal cellist.. O.O *speechless*
oooooh and the harp player! GORGEOUSSSSSSS. the harp is gorgeous. okay, the player too. haha..
Pretty cool. 2 songs. one by mozart (with a violin soloist), and another one by Franz Liszt. okay, too classical. lol. i prefer the second piece though. 1 hour and few minutes. consists of 3 movements. nice nice ^^ fast and intense music for the 3rd movement. the first song was around 30 mins, and it's a soloist piece. so .. to me it's quite boring. too classical too. Hongye even fell asleep.
heh.. wore my URS heels! mann.. i look tall! and more confident. wahahahah. lol. feels good. me likes. ^^ Tied up my hair today. with my new rubber band! cyan in colour.. had another one in purple. i'm gonna trim my fringe soon. and trim overall. damn flat. which means.. i'll get to see gary soon. HAHAHA.
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Before concert starts
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had dinner / supper at dont_know_where and i ate a 6 bucks jiken rice. (added dao gei). MY FAVOURITE dao gei!! *wide grin* have been eating alot recently. i can sense my indigestion coming again. *grr*
and oh, I've just bought Tokyo Kosei's concert in July. 40 bucks. Shaz tempt me!! lol. quite impulsive decision though. it'll be my most expensive concert till now mann. But it'll definitely worth the cash. ^^
I'm missing school.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
listening to: Charlene - I've Never Been To Me
*wee* got complimentary tickets from zhao lao shi. ^^ went with Jonathan, Feiyou, and Hongye. Yang lao shi performed too. the principal cellist.. O.O *speechless*
oooooh and the harp player! GORGEOUSSSSSSS. the harp is gorgeous. okay, the player too. haha..
Pretty cool. 2 songs. one by mozart (with a violin soloist), and another one by Franz Liszt. okay, too classical. lol. i prefer the second piece though. 1 hour and few minutes. consists of 3 movements. nice nice ^^ fast and intense music for the 3rd movement. the first song was around 30 mins, and it's a soloist piece. so .. to me it's quite boring. too classical too. Hongye even fell asleep.
heh.. wore my URS heels! mann.. i look tall! and more confident. wahahahah. lol. feels good. me likes. ^^ Tied up my hair today. with my new rubber band! cyan in colour.. had another one in purple. i'm gonna trim my fringe soon. and trim overall. damn flat. which means.. i'll get to see gary soon. HAHAHA.
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Before concert starts
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had dinner / supper at dont_know_where and i ate a 6 bucks jiken rice. (added dao gei). MY FAVOURITE dao gei!! *wide grin* have been eating alot recently. i can sense my indigestion coming again. *grr*
and oh, I've just bought Tokyo Kosei's concert in July. 40 bucks. Shaz tempt me!! lol. quite impulsive decision though. it'll be my most expensive concert till now mann. But it'll definitely worth the cash. ^^
I'm missing school.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
oh yeah, i'm missing school. ICT block. so much so much. i miss the food, i miss the girls, i miss the mlts, i miss the media classrooms, i miss 2036, i miss the lab techs, i miss the long staircase, i miss the smelly toilets, i miss the lecturers, i miss my girls, my classmates, and my school mates!! damn, but i'm leaving school, and i've yet to go back and enjoy school life since last sem. *sob*
went out with the girls today. and met lots of people outside. a bibi & baba friend catherine, karin, carin, justin, jeremy + kat. haha. I'm like damn sociable in ah pooh's eyes. HAHA! oh, and all of us met pamela & gang too. haha. it seems like everybody got 'released' today. lol.
anyway, pics pics!

my outfit for today. ok, i'm vain. haha!
at mlt 12:

my darling! ah pooh!

tze weng, stop acting cute yeah.

gossiping gossiping

gossiping again. haha! look at timR's tummy!

yay^^ that's our LO, TIM R. both of them itp-ed at mediacorp radio. ^^

We saw this part of fc6. i think it looks like the airport somehow. lol. me and yiting.

me and my darling.


as you can see, we met a bad photographer here. z.

*ahem* she's so brave, to walk bare footed at orchard! lol.

aifen & boyfriend

grouchy yiting, at Galare
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went on our seperate ways after starbucks. darling and i going for piano concert (primarily piano) at esplanade recital stuidio. and damn it, we were quite late for the queue, and therefore we couldn't get in. :( we rushed there, and we cant get in! >< nvm, we went for a short walk, and took pics though.

me and my darling again.

vanity.

i think my darling is obsessed with herself.

yay^^ lovers. HAHA. besties!

esplanade's toilet.

errr, is my neck really that long? nvm, i'm proud of it anyway. haha.
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*ahh* finally finish what i wanted to blog these 2 days. lol.
went out with the girls today. and met lots of people outside. a bibi & baba friend catherine, karin, carin, justin, jeremy + kat. haha. I'm like damn sociable in ah pooh's eyes. HAHA! oh, and all of us met pamela & gang too. haha. it seems like everybody got 'released' today. lol.
anyway, pics pics!

my outfit for today. ok, i'm vain. haha!
at mlt 12:

my darling! ah pooh!

tze weng, stop acting cute yeah.

gossiping gossiping

gossiping again. haha! look at timR's tummy!

yay^^ that's our LO, TIM R. both of them itp-ed at mediacorp radio. ^^

We saw this part of fc6. i think it looks like the airport somehow. lol. me and yiting.

me and my darling.


as you can see, we met a bad photographer here. z.

*ahem* she's so brave, to walk bare footed at orchard! lol.

aifen & boyfriend

grouchy yiting, at Galare
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went on our seperate ways after starbucks. darling and i going for piano concert (primarily piano) at esplanade recital stuidio. and damn it, we were quite late for the queue, and therefore we couldn't get in. :( we rushed there, and we cant get in! >< nvm, we went for a short walk, and took pics though.

me and my darling again.

vanity.

i think my darling is obsessed with herself.

yay^^ lovers. HAHA. besties!

esplanade's toilet.

errr, is my neck really that long? nvm, i'm proud of it anyway. haha.
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*ahh* finally finish what i wanted to blog these 2 days. lol.